NSFW November - experimental

Hey~ho and hello to some new peeps? <3 

I'm still owing you the November smut, so here it comes :-)

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You can skip this of course but this time I wanna say a little bit more about the motive ... because it might confuse you XD? It looks like lesbians at first glance but it's not ...

The title "experimental" can be seen as "Yaa rarely draws naked girls or hetero porn" even though I want to ... But actually I really lack training, hahah. I think most of you are here for the m/m stuff but I hope it's okay when occasional w/w-, het- or whatever-smut appears.

But it's more of an experiment for the character (it's Thomas with another style and a girl partner). 

Thomas is my character that struggles the most (Leo and Till would be second and third place) with finding his identity in terms of gender, romantic attraction and sexuality. But not in a dramatic or depressing way; he really just tries to find out things he's not sure about through trial and error.

Because he's soft, always was feminine and liked make-up or dressing up in female coded clothes, his family and friends labelled him as exclusively gay without questioning. And because the first person Thomas fell for was a guy, he also thought so for a long time. During the events in CRUSHED!! (and after MCS*) Thomas went on his own journey trying to learn more about himself. After Scott he was heartbroken and confused, because his romantic attraction towards him didn't fit together with being sexually repulsed so much. He had many questions, like: "Am I gay and just need more time to open up and feel sexual attraction?" "Was I simply too young?" "Am I really still just traumatized and could fix me with more therapy?" "Am I maybe truly straight and just force myself to like guys, because my first experience was with a man?" "Am I actually asexual and will never like sex? Or somewhere on the ace-scale?" "Is my romantic and sexual attraction just not in balance?" "Do I just don't like male genitals?"  etc ...

But dating some guys always made him feel pressured to fastly get intimate and this didn't answer his questions. But he always liked hanging out with girls. He feels more comfortable around them and sees their bodies in a more aesthetic and less threatening way and at some point and after getting over Scott, I want him to discover that he's actually interested in more than just men. He's not one to have an one night stand, so he meets up with a girl for some time before they get sexual. Thomas just wants to give it a try and notices differences in his own reactions. This is kinda the initial point for this scene. But the girl I drew is more of a placeholder because I haven't actually thought of a type or design for her.

Now I told you some sort of a big spoiler for what I'm planning with this character ... Because I really think that no one expects Thomas to have a girlfriend or ever sleep with a woman. But I think it really fits his developing "I really don't care what people think about me" attitude which also leads to him dressing or applying make-up more and more prominent, while still "learning" to identify as male. He starts an famous online persona (Something like an instagram/Youtube account that's hot shit for drag styles and fashion tricks, YEAH)

But where he ends up is still not told~ ;-))))

So, Thomas is complicated, haha: biromantic (with more interest in men) + gray asexual 

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"Whoh ........... damn you're dripping wet ..............."

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As an animated GIF just for the lulz: