Everything Is Dandy

Tldl: You've undoubtedly noticed my schedule and audio output, SFW and NSFW alike, take a bit of a nosedive in terms of consistency. If you've been here since before I initiated the 1 audio a week schedule, you'll likely remember how irregular my uploads were; I had hoped that changing posts to set days would help with that, and while it has generally made things easier, the real issue that I've had trouble overcoming was the number of audios I put on myself to produce every month. 4 over the course of 30 days may not seem like much, and for many people it would be a breeze, but it's something that I unfortunately struggle with. Each audio takes roughly a week to produce, and that's not counting whatever extra youtube content I attempt to release, or the customs I am still slogging through (really oversold myself in that dept), and I've already hit multiple walls.

Getting an audio out a week was certainly manageable in the beginning, but it has come to the point where my whole life revolves around work, and any time I wish to take for myself hinders my ability to complete an audio on time. In short, I'm burnt out; I've tried taking breaks, vacations, etc. but the real issue is simply that I have no time to breathe, and it's taken it's toll on my physical and mental wellbeing.
I adore this job, and want to keep doing it for as long as I can, but in order to uphold the quality of my content and avoid further burnout, I have to scale things back a little bit.

Starting in April, I will only be posting 2-3 patreon exclusive audios a month (with the avalibility of the third reserved for those at the higher tiers, as the 4th is now). This will hopefully allow me the time necessary to reestablish my footing, as well as work on other projects, such as youtube SFWs, collabs, outside voice acting work, and more of my PiggeTales series, which provides me with some creative departure from the typical romance-driven stories.

I would love to hear your input as to what sort of content/benefits you would like to see moving forward, should you decide to stay.
I obviously can't guarantee that every suggestion will be put into practice, but I've created a suggestion form for you to get your voice out there: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScxSOqY7WtIF8wcn_v49IwnBKq3sz-8wLjcMtbfxqDRkPD7OQ/viewform?vc=0&c=0&w=1&flr=0
You guys the the reason I'm able to do what I do, and I want to thank you so much for the patience and understanding that you've shown me since the beginning. You're so lovely and fantastic, and I appreciate the ass outta all your support, truly.

As for this month's audios, I'm slowly but surely getting them done. Those in the higher tiers have heard me mention my frequent discontent with my recent audios, and that their production times have become even more elongated as I struggle through the creative process. I've decided to try and take my time this month so that I can rekindle some joy in the storytelling aspect, which is by far my favorite part of this job.

I don't want this to come off as me throwing a pity party, or that I don't find fun and value in my work because I absolutely do, just that it's time to acknowledge the taxation of being a one woman show, and starting to work towards ways to keep this very rewarding ball rolling.
Thank you again; whether you leave or you stay, you've given me a chance, and that's the best I can ask for! <3

Also, to all those who have reached out to me with concerns for my wellbeing, I'm sorry for giving you cause for concern. The stress of all this has kept me away from multiple platforms, but that's not how I want to run my business, and it's not a fair way to treat my listeners, especially when I know what it's like to be in a similar place.  

I recorded/wrote this right before I'm about to hop on a plane, so unless I die in a fiery crash I'll be back in a week to start uploading content.
Thank you again, and I hope you're all doing fantastically!!