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October 26th Katalepsis chapter will be delayed by one week!

Hello everyone! I’ll try to keep this short.

The upcoming Katalepsis chapter will be delayed by one week, both the patron and public chapter; there will be no Katalepsis chapter on the 26th of October. Katalepsis will resume as normal on the 2nd of November!

(I tried to write up a explanation below, but it turned out super long, because I'm anxious and being anxious makes me long-winded! Don't feel obligated to read it or anything, all you really need to know is that Katalepsis will be back as normal next week!)

First, my apologies. I really wanted to avoid this ever happening again, especially since I am now publishing on a 3-on-1-off schedule. However, I’ve been overwhelmed by events beyond my control.

Without getting into the grisly details, for the last few weeks I’ve been dealing with a medically related family emergency. I am completely fine, don’t worry about that; everyone else involved will also be fine, given time and rest.

This emergency has consumed a great deal of my time. I had hoped that the 3-on-1-off schedule and the buffer I had already built would act as a cushion, and at first it did! The schedule allowed me to push through this period almost without interruption. But then last week got even busier and the buffer was consumed.

I’m now staring down a very awkward situation. I actually have the next chapter 90% finished (when I would normally have it edited, finalised, and be onto the subsequent chapter by now) — but I am highly unlikely to be able to edit it properly this week, under good conditions, even if I sacrifice sleep. If this was happening at any other point in the story I would probably just accept whatever narrative or characterisation missteps I make.

But we’re in the final chapters of the final arc! This is … it! The story deserves better, Heather deserves better, and all of you — the readers, my patrons — deserve better than me fumbling the landing because I’m editing the chapter crouched over somebody else's laptop, in an unfamiliar room, on no sleep.

At first I considered powering through to post this next chapter anyway, then taking another week out in order to regain my narrative bearings. But I think that kind of stop-start publishing (and probably relying on filler) would be more frustrating for readers, not less. So, I’ve decided to simply extend the now-regular break week to into another. This will give me time to edit once (which I’m already going to do anyway!) then edit again once things are back to normal.

Katalepsis will resume on the 2nd of November. Hopefully we’ll be going all the way to the end of arc 24 without another break (unless we go to even more chapters, which we might!) I’ve updated the Table of Contents page to reflect this as well.

Necroepilogos will be published as normal; for psychological reasons that aren’t entirely clear to me, I’ve been finding it much easier to write Necroepilogos under high stress, compared with Katalepsis. This is probably because Katalepsis is on the final few chapters, so everything has to be perfectly balanced, with nothing out of position, whereas Necroepilogos is right down in the thick of the middle, with more room for narrative manoeuvre.

Again, my apologies. This is the exact thing I really really wanted to avoid happening ever again, especially now that I’m already taking these regular breaks on the 3-on-1-off schedule in order to create a buffer! This means that patrons will only be getting 2 Katalepsis chapters in October, and that’s not acceptable, I know! Under any other conditions I would simply make the time, no matter what. But the sort of responsibility and disruption I’ve been dealing with, it’s not the kind of thing I can simply refuse in order to focus on my job (i.e. writing). It’s beyond my control, and people have been relying on me.

Next week, things will be completely back to normal. Again, I just want to reiterate that I am safe and well, and the other people involved will also be safe and well, it’s just been a very difficult few weeks of dealing with the fallout of some unfortunate and unavoidable events.

Thank you all for your understanding and patience; it is your generosity and patronage which makes any of this possible. I know I say this often, but it's true, even though I worry that repeating it is a bit much for everybody. It is your support which allowed me to switch to the 3-on-1-off schedule in the first place, and I cannot thank you enough for that; without that I probably would not have been able to push through this period at all, I would have had to go on a month-long hiatus or something, which is the absolute last thing I ever want to do. Writing is my life! And I am endlessly grateful for the flexibility and time which has allowed me to keep writing and publishing. I can’t thank you all enough.

Katalepsis will be back on the 2nd of November! Necroepilogos continues apace! I’ll keep doing my absolute best, thank you all!

Comments

Thank you! I do really appreciate it. Everything's going to be okay, things were just very stressful for a while. As for the new schedule, I'm really happy with how it's been working out, yeah! Thank you for all the support, and I will keep doing my absolute best to keep writing and taking care of myself at the same time!

Hazel Young

First of all, all the best to you and your loved ones! Glad to hear that apparently everybody is or will be alright! Second, It's really nice to hear that the new schedule seems to be really working out for you. :3 Keep taking care of yourself and take all the time you need!

Sethur

Thank you so much! I really appreciate it! And I will keep doing my best!

Hazel Young

No problem, you're great it's okay ! all my support to you !

Leana MacDonald

Thank you! Yeah, it's been a difficult time, but everything's gonna be okay. I really appreciate the best wishes, and same to you!

Hazel Young

I'm sure your family appreciates you being there for them. Best wishes!

fionag11

Thank you! I'll keep doing my best!

Hazel Young

Oh gosh I pressed enter by accident lmao. Ahem. What I meant to say after that was thank you very much for the kind words! I really appreciate the supportive words and sentiment. Breaking my usual schedule is indeed really stressful for me. Writing is just ... what I do, it's why I do this, and so on, so taking any kind of step back from my schedule gives me great anxiety. So, thank you very much; and I completely agree, the end of Book One deserves every bit of editing quality I can achieve, and if that means a little bit of extra time, so be it. I'll do my best to look after myself and circumstances in the meantime! And things will be back to normal very soon.

Hazel Young

<3

Thomas Flott

Yuri addiction!!! Yuri into my veins! Ahem. Indeed.

Hazel Young

Thank you! That's very kind of you! Perhaps "no matter what" is a little extreme of me, indeed; writing is what I do, it's what gets me up every morning, etc, so I guess I feel this kind of disruption very keenly, and perhaps I was putting that a bit strongly. And thank you, I really appreciate the good luck and courage, everything is gonna be fine! As for the more healthy schedule and buffer, yeah! Behind the scenes it's made a huge difference these last few months. I actually had a bout of insomnia a couple of months ago, which previously would have been a huge problem, but I'd built up enough buffer that I could glide through it without disruption. So, yay!

Hazel Young

Thank you very much! I really appreciate the kind words. I don't think anything could really ever stop me actually writing - even this last week I've been writing the story itself, writing is what keeps me healthy, what gives me purpose. It's just the quality, the editing, which needs more time. And thank you, I'll keep doing my best!

Hazel Young

No, my addiction! *Proceeds to curl up in a ball and suffer on the floor in some dark corner~* My crippling addiction to Yuri aside... please don't worry about the delay. With this being so close to the end, I would MUCH rather that you take all the time you need so that it comes out just right, rather than forcing yourself to stick to a schedule. I know from experience that breaking a schedule, for any reason, is stressful. But we are all here to support you and are more than patient enough to wait for quality content. We aren't just here to pay for early access to content, but to support our favorite authors. Please, prioritize any IRL situations, family/medical related emergencies, and anything else that requires your immediate attention before worrying about us. We will be here when you get back.

Kennyevilmonkey

As a patron, I feel this is all fine and acceptable, no apologies needed for being a regular human with occasional life disruptions, and "no matter what" is not a thing I'd ever want, so, yeah, good luck + courage for all the things! Well done on the overall healthy scheduling & buffer, btw; it seems like that covers standard issue life disruptions well, so you only get thrown by rare larger chaos (which seems like a good balance).

jthrr

Don’t worry, life things happen! This is your story and you get to dictate when to write and release chapters (life events like the current not withstanding of course). Whenever you feel comfortable enough to write another chapter of Katalepsis, I’ll get comfortable and read it whenever that may be. And I’m sure other readers fill the same way!

mgbm


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