Felix Elise

Update for $7 tier

Added 2022-06-02 19:05:41 +0000 UTC

Wow, long time no see guys. As you can tell, im suffering from a bit of a sunburn from going to the river multiple times this past week. I've also been gaining weight and im struggling to accept it. I dont want to take pictures when i feel fat, when photographers make comments about me being chubby and tell me to "suck in more" when im giving it all i got😅 the way my back fat creases when i get into certain poses. i know perception is a bitch. To most people im probably just an average healthy weight: not fat at all. But ive been stick thin so long that seeing a little splooge develop in my belly ACTUALLY alarms me. I feel like if i dont take care of it now i will actually be overweight in a couple years. My self esteem has tanked regarding my body, im only comfy in baggy t shirts and none of my pants fit me anymore. I dont really have a solution to how im gonna deal with this yet: either go to the gym or stop being so dysmorphic, or both maybe? Eh. Im sorry yall. I will say i got a nice ass tho. Thanks for sticking with me.