Felix Elise

handmaid

pc: Takuma-san

jumbled thoughts

seven days without alcohol and im fully aware that i drink because i hate being coherent enough to think

every day better though

pc: Takuma-san

<3

PC and shibari artist: Yagami

Coordinator: exectx

burden

PC: Takuma

Soft lights

PC: Takuma

melancholic mornings

Ive been sick for a week, but I finally feel a little better today. My throat is in tatters from coughing so much and I taste blood every time I do.. lol.  I need to call Alaskan Airlines and see if I can finesse getting credits towards a different flight. The policy says my tickets are nonrefundable and nontransferable, so Im absolutely terrified they wont give me a break.

Im a bit sad and I miss my family. I miss my friends. I really miss American food and even some parts of my h...

sleepy all the time

PC: Takuma-san

i hate men

Kitsune

PC: Yagami-San
Coordinated by Exectx

Hesitated sharing these

It was a very compromising position and I'm still self conscious because (tmi) I always get rashes/breakouts on my ass when I'm on my period. Sorry if thats gross, but I'm only human and yeah. Lol

PC and rigging: Yagami-san
Orchestrated by Exectx

Side note: the shoot with the other photographer is still happening, but he was busy trying to get certified for a new job. So the date was changed. I should have new content in January

Update

Guess who's got another shoot lined up on December 11th? This one will be somewhat clothed, some nude, some bath towel. Hopefully everything works out! It is hard planning shoots in Japan lol. Stay tuned!

Coordinated: exectx
Rigger/PC: Yagami-san

Anticipation

I'm anticipating debt now that I've officially blasted through my savings here and on my US debit card to buy a laptop as my company has refused to provide me one for the last 5 months. I am anticipating starving to make the difference and staying home for at least two months to get back on my feet before going and doing anything remotely fun as I can't even get a second job with my VISA here. Man what a struggle. If I canceled the trash service I pay for back home, it would save me at least ...

wilted petals

PC/shibari: Yagami-san
Orchestrated by @exectx

steady breaths

The past week or so has been really hard for me. I went out over the weekend to put my worries behind me for a moment and then ended up getting sick-.- my voice is gone rn.

Orchestrated by @exectx
PC: Yagami-san

Onsen Titties

On one helluva camping trip. I've had a lot of fun but one of our friends flipped out (had to happen) and then it started pouring rain. We are soaked, our stuff is soaked and now I have to drive my other friends home because there's no way they can ride a train for over an hour with all this wet gear. Positive note, we rented out the drum onsen and it was soooo nice getting to have the place to myself. The rain was basically pouring through the roof and its chilly outside, but being I'm a bar...

Shibari in Shinjuku

I have about 50 or 60 photos to share from this robe set, so stay tuned!

Producer: @exectx
Shibari/PC: Yagami-san

I'm back

Story time!

My friend James has been trying to orchestrate a shibari shoot for me for the past two months. The artist he had in mind is constantly traveling the world for his craft, so it's taken some time for him to finally come back to Japan. We set a date for Sunday with this artist and another photographer. We thought we were going to have to cancel on Saturday, but then later that day Yagami-san messaged us confirming his plans. The photographer had already scheduled a different ...

Unpublishing for now so nobody gets charged anymore

I'm gonna have to unpublish my page. I'm sorry, I just can't keep up with pausing the billing cycle every month. I think I can republish later and all my content comes back and the billing cycle resumes. If I understand correctly, unpublishing just means people can't find my page and the billing cycle pauses indefinitely. I reeeeally hope it doesn't get rid of all my old posts though. The thought terrifies me lol

If I resume, it'll be with a photo set. Getting a shoot here is still a po...

Some selfies

Update

I cant figure out what pics to share sorry. Ill be pausing again soon

Confused

Please check ur accounts. I just got sent money from patreon for the month of June and im positive I put everything on hold back in May. If money came out of your account, please send me a screenshot of the amount and ur cashapp and i will send it back to you. Im very sorry, let me check to see whats going on with my account.

Update

Hey there lovely patrons! I think this may be my last month on Patreon for the foreseeable future. I will put all payments on hold until Im able to return with new content. When i come back home, I definitely plan on getting back into modeling. If i find a photographer to work with in Japan, I will surely come back to drop a set. Anyways, have these selfies i took over the weekend. Love yall lots

<3

PC: @iperspective

turn the page once again

I decided to go ahead and share what I received from this shoot that I had about two months ago. I'm a bit impatient to see the rest of the images. Hopefully soon... if it happens I will upload them in a separate post as soon as I get them.

Side note, I love my job right now. Kids are so much fun, I'm constantly blown away by the silly shit they say. Being able to help them when they're struggling with an assignment feels amazing. On the breaks between classes, I study Japanese and get ...

Empty Rooms

I got invited to go to a birthday party today, but I dont really feel like going. I think i have to though.. or I should since I was invited. My bedtime is so early now tho..

claws

PC: Chromalusion Photography

are we having fun yet? Part 1

This was my second to last shoot before leaving for Japan. Stephanie is having a difficult time working on photos with her computer right now, so this isn't everything from the set yet. She'll work on them some more this weekend, but for now I have the green light to share these! 

This set was extremely fun to shoot. I *think* we met up in Toccoa and got rained out at the river, so then we went and got barbeque, smeared my makeup, and took half crazed looking pictures off the side ...

Update

Hey yall, Im still alive. Sorry about the long time of no posting!! As many of yall know, I moved to Japan in the middle of last month and everything has been entirely too chaotic since then. Between three days lost to flight delays and travel, a week of intensive drilling for orientation, and then getting all the basic life shit set up in japan (oh my god, its too much), I am wore out! Classes started this week. I was so nervous I stuttered throughout and accidentally broke some chalk durin...

Anniversary hotel nudes

Im currently waiting on edits from two different shoots. Yall are gonna LOVE the shit thats coming! For now, here's some nudes I took in the bathroom of our hotel room. It's mine and Brandon's anniversary today... happy six years to us! We watched the Beetlejuice play in Greenville, SC and tomorrow we're gonna go kill some VR zombies 💕 im enjoying this little break i get before i leave for Japan.

Side note: i really wish i had this lighting in my bathroom. Or anywhere in my house in...

Throwback

Back to when i had that damn piercing in my lip lol
PC: @I_perspective