Oh man yall.. what a month it's been. I feel like I've done so much yet so little at the same time. I started a new job that's a lot more demanding of my free time than I thought it would be, a job that makes me nervous and I'm still trying to decide if I want to keep. I just don't know where I'll go if I quit, but honestly I don't think sales is right for me. The potential payout makes it *seem* worth it, but I have to get so much better at talking to people, using my online tools, and product knowledge before I can reap the potential benefits. Ive worked on the floor a total of three days and I've been disrespected more in that time than I have my entire work experience. People think I'm one of those terrible telemarketer types the moment I ask them about their phone plans. I just don't know if this job will reflect positively on me or not.. I'll give it another week. In the mean time, I desperately need to shoot. I gotta get out of this mental slump and exhaustion I've been in for months. Here are some edits I've gotten back from a lightning fast shoot I did with @minds.i.obscure last week. I'm sure she'll be sending me more images shortly, but I wanted to get something out to yall.
Alex S.
2021-09-28 08:01:49 +0000 UTCNoah Russell
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