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Update on Bomba

Added 2023-01-15 20:02:46 +0000 UTC

Hi everyone. Hope you’re having a beautiful Sunday.

I just wanted to pop in to update you; Bomba will be crossing to his next journey tomorrow morning. It will be at home. I’m snuggling with him now and planning to make his favorite meal for dinner.

He’s gotten much worse over the last weeks, and is just going to keep getting worse. It breaks my heart but I have to love him enough to let him go in as much peace and comfort as possible. He’s in so much pain and his quality of life has taken a dive.

Im going to be a mess this week. I’ve been a mess the last few weeks. My plans are to just let myself be in the grief and do what I can to care for myself. I’ve been Bomba’s hospice nurse the last minth, nurse for the last few months, and while I’m so incredibly grateful to be able to be here for him it’s really been emotionally challenging. Im going to ride my bike. Clean my house (in a healing way if that makes sense). And if the weather perks up maybe go to the beach to just cry at the ocean.

Im so very sad and heartbroken. Bomba is such a special soul to me. We have an intense bond. I can’t picture my life without him.

This painfully marks a new phase for me and I’ll have to adjust to what comes next.

Thank you for being here and being so kind to me and other community members. Your loving intentions are tremendously appreciated. 🙏💕💕💕