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korea update #3 😭

welp i am officially leaving korea with TRAUMA like bawled my eyes out on the medical table trauma


so thankfully a friend of a friend was in korea and bc my translator bailed on me, she subbed in to come with me to my appointment today. it went MUCH MUCH better with her there and the doctor was saying that he REALLY recommended the laughing gas


anyways i am the 1/10 people that experience TERRIBLE laughing gas side effects and basically had a panic attack on the spot so im super high strung and then he pierces me with a needle literally 100s of times all over my face. once he finished one side of my face and half my forehead i just lost it and started bawling because i was emotionally going through it from the laughing gas


all in all, terrible terrible experience

the needles fucking hurt but the laughing gas was ten thousand times worse like worst feeling i’ve ever felt in my life LOL like take an anxiety attack and multiply that by 10


anyways he’s pretty confident that it will help me with my skin (GOD I FUCKING HOPE SO BC I JUST WENT THROUGH HELL AND BACK LIKE the pain is bad but what’s worse about it is it’s tiny needle injections all over your face so the pain just goes on for forever) and set me up for success from here on out


i’ve never wanted a hug more from john than in this moment like jesus christ i can’t even put into words how bad that was HAHA


they say beauty is PAIN AND THEY WERE SO SO RIGHT 😭


i was gonna write more but im genuinely so brain dead after that experience ill chat w yall later byeeee <3

Comments

i work in dental (with kids) and laughing gas use is super common for procedures but unfortunately it’s not really recommended for 15+ because of the possible negative reaction that is also (unfortunately) super common. I’m so sorry that it was your experience! It’s very scary! I’m glad everything is okay now

bloom

What a horrible and HARROWING experience to go through while you’re so far away from your support system. I hope you are resting and recovering. Thank you for sharing and I’m sending you all the warm fuzzies there are in my arsenal!

Jesscuh

omg jodi :( i’m so sorry i hope u feel better sending u a virtual hug RIGHT NOW🫶🏼 you’ll be home soon with hopefully perfect skin :D

halfwitkat

i'm so sorry jodi 😭💔 to experience all this in a different country sounds so terrifying i'm really sorry you had to go through that :(

Ione Mist

everything for a reason, such a strong jodi! 🤍

𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕟

i’m so sorry that happened to you. sending you a virtual hug right now!! <3

keyuteshe

I'm so sorry that happened 😭 I'm glad there was someone that could help you with translating, but the translator should not have dipped. And obviously that doctor should've considered your opinion and not have don't laughing gas. Hoping you feel better soon after that experience

Sidhe17

thankfully i have 0 pain now

Open Book with QuarterJade

oh my god that sounds so traumatic :(( i’m so sorry i had to go through that

bebebeanz (michelle)

💔💔

KaiOh

Feel better soon. Are you allowed to take pain killers now?

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