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A new year 2019 ...

A new year has arrived. Are you all well?

 新しい年を迎えました。みなさん元気でしょうか? 


I have a New Year at the hospital with my mother.
She was breathing until January 4, but died shortly before the date changed.
She could not operate, and I could not expect improvement in my physical condition.
It was 3 months while fighting pain.

私は母とともに新年を病院で迎えました。
彼女は1月4日まで息をしていましたが、日付が変わる直前に亡くなりました。
手術も出来ず、体調の改善は見込めない中、痛みと闘いながらの3ヶ月でした。


A fight with an enemy who can never win.
She ended that life at the end of my unimaginable suffering.
I could only stay with her side and I only took care of a small things of around her.
However, it is fortunate that we are present at her deathbed.

 決して勝つことが出来ない敵との戦い。 想像を絶する苦しみの果てにその一生を終えました。 私は傍らで見つめる事と些細な世話しか出来ませんでした。 しかし家族全員で看取る事が出来たのはせめてもの幸いです。

 

My parents divorced when I was young. So my mother is the only parent.
It still does not have organization of the mind, it seems that it will take time.
But those who are left need to live strongly tomorrow.
That is compassion for the deceased.

私は物心つく前に母子家庭となっていたので、母はただ1人の親でした。 未だ心の整理がついておらず、それには時間がかかりそうです。 しかし残された者は明日を強く生きていく必要があります。 それが亡くなった者への報いだと思います。


Christmas - Because I could not secure time to rest slowly at the end of the year,
I would like to start a new year after taking a little rest.

 クリスマス~年末とゆっくり休む時間を確保出来なかったので、 少し休養をとってから新しい1年を始めたいと思います。 


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Comments

心からお悔やみ申し上げます.

X

ご冥福をお祈り致します。。。

ニキ太

Take care of yourself and some time off, maybe spend time with your family too.

Freeeed

myuRanRanさんのお母様のご冥福をお祈りいたします。

Shives

Take some time off. That's important. Only do what you can.

Minamoto Terumi

May your mother rest in peace. I can't imagine how emotionally hard it is for you. Please let us know if you need any sort of help.

Vincent T

Please take all the time you need to heal, take care of yourself. Sorry about your loss.

Nevarky

I'm so sorry to hear of your suffering, but at least she is resting peacefully now and no longer in pain. Thank you for being there with her at the end.

Sleepnir

Ah, I know this too well. My parents are also divorced, though I ended up staying with my father more than anything else. Either way, I am wishing you the best, please take your time to recover! I'll stick with you no matter what happens.

I'm so sorry for your loss Seismic. Take care of yourself man

Comrade Utka

Sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself.

Raymond Lum


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