You should stop trying to play the alpha role. You have to be shattered before you can realize who you really are: a weakling destined to serve the Goddess.
The patriarchy you were raised in is to blame since it fed you false information. It basically informed you that being lazy, selfish, and masturbating whenever and wherever you want is a man's divine prerogative.
This is the root cause of your constant need to masturbation. This is exactly why they dislike you so much. You have to teach your penis to like it when a lady uses you. To have her order you about. When she gives you a lengthy list of duties to do while she kicks back and has a good time.

You found me via a job ad I put up that was ambiguous about whether or not nudity was necessary. I need someone to act as my assistant, you see. A protector, errand runner, and fuck buddy all in one. You present as a fine example of the alpha male ideal; your application demonstrated your education and worldly experience, and you seem to maintain your physical fitness. When you undress, though, I see that I may skip the measuring altogether. You're going to have to be my little sister once I throw you a pair of pants and your tiny clitty doesn't even protrude from the top and sides. Fetishes
You're not here to learn, but to take advantage of predatory women in platonic relationships. Who exerts undue influence upon you.
How to Train:
Enjoy the file's stimulating effects on your beta male "brain" while you scrub.
Sharie hopes that she might find joy in helping others and cleaning. Keep in mind that this is your one and only chance for sexual fulfillment.
Wanting it isn't enough. Want it badly.
You need to make cleanliness your number one priority. Having one's body used as a tool by predatory females. I can see why it would rile you up.