Firstly, a huge thanks to my patrons for still sticking around supporting me. I really really appreciate it throughout my tough times. Its really really tough for me since I am a huge overthinker... (Googling my symptoms just make it worst.)
And also after I posted my situation last time, many new supporters pledges to this game. Truly truly thanks! You have no idea how much happiness and confidence you guys gave me. I have one less thing to worry about and just focus on my recovery.
Here is my situation (might be boring):
Everything has been going fine for me. My recovery is slow but progressing until last week 18 september when I realized that i cant move my leg backwards. I kinda freak out a little and there is this little numbness / tightness on my toe too. I went to the clinic. Doctor told me that its been 2 weeks since my injury and I still can bent my legs backwards. It might be locked knee. She said I might need surgery depending on what kind of injury that I had. I immediately went to a big hospital to see an orthopedic. He examined my leg, massages a little, bent my leg towards a few different places and asked if I have any pain. I said there isnt any pain just tightness. He said it might just be muscle problem but he cant just conclude that so he arrange me to come for a MRI scan 2 days later.
The following day, I can bent my knee backwards but just a little and there tightness on my knee. Nevertheless, I was happy at least to see this. My parents advises me to not do the MRI scan because its really really expensive. My dad give me an oil medicine to apply on my knee. He says people who injure themselves during sports apply this. He told me to exercise my leg, give it a soft swing. I disagree because i said its bad because I did it last time and my condition got worst and he argued that if i dont do it, i would be worst. I was kinda angry. I gave it a try and true enough, my condition got a little worst, a little pain on my side knee.
The tightness on my leg slowly decreases but I still cant fully bend my knees. I can bent only like 15 degrees. I can feel the pain of my inner thigh and my butt muscles sometimes that last for about 3-5 secs, weirdly. Maybe its a sign of recovery. These few days, I have been overthinking about what if I cant fully recover. I hope I dont regret not taking the MRI scan.
The good thing is my walking condition improved alot. Previously I was limping and if the walking distance is too great. I would feel tired. Now, I felt that I can walk normally, but still a little slow. If I force myself to walk a little faster, then it would hurt.
Thank you for staying and also reading my story/rants...
There are some fans that are unhappy that I did not release v0.4 to public yet and complained. I am really sorry about that, I just want to prioritize my patrons here first. I thank you guys for loving this game so much and I hope you will continue to love it ><
I am gonna work really hard on this game once I recover. I really really felt the itch to return.
Thank you again~! <3
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