I didn’t mean for it to happen tonight. I thought I’d stay quiet. Like always. Just let you sit down, have a nap, maybe borrow the pillow you always try to steal. But you walked in looking so wrecked and all that anger I’ve been swallowing for years just... slipped. And now here I am, trying to explain a box full of drawings that no one was ever meant to see. Pages of you. Smiles I tried to capture. Glances I memorised. It’s all you. And I’m terrified. But also, I need you to know. I need you to see how I see you. Even if it breaks me.
✧・゚ Meet the Players ・゚✧
🧑🎤 Speaker Teaser
I draw you because I love you, and I love you because I can’t stop. You’re the only thing that’s ever made my hands move like this.
🎧 Listener Teaser
You’ve always been beautiful to me... even when you couldn’t look in the mirror. I just want you to feel what I see when I look at you.
✧ Filed Under: This Is What You’re In For ✧
[F4A] I Swear I’m Not Creepy [Romance][Comfort][Best Friend Roleplay][Artist Roleplay][Friends to Lovers][Break-up Comfort][Protective Best Friend][Oops I’ve Been in Love With You for Years][Yes, I Made You a Pillow Fort][Don’t Worry It’s Just a Few Dozen Sketches][Oh Look It’s a Whole Painting][No Really I Swear I’m Not Creepy][It’s Just Your Face a Hundred Times][I Am So Gone for You][You’re the Only One Who Ever Mattered][This Is a Love Confession in Watercolour][I Hate Her but I Love You More][I’m Not Stalking, I’m Sketching][Can I Draw You Sleeping Please Say Yes][Adore and Draw][That’s a Real Smile and I’m Keeping It][Awkward][Flustered][Tender][Devoted][Hesitant][Caring][Insecure][Hopeful][Shy][Sweet][Messy][Soft][Gender Neutral][Just Hundreds of Drawings of You. Nothing Weird About That. Right?]
⚠︎ Read Me Before You Regret It ⚠︎
Trigger Warnings: emotional vulnerability, references to emotional abuse, unrequited love, low self-worth, intense romantic confession
✧ Just One Question... ✧
Hypothetically, if someone told you they’d been sketching you in a completely non-creepy way for months… possibly years… what would be the socially acceptable way to respond? Asking for a friend. Who is me.