NefastusGames

Update...ish

Added 2023-05-22 05:01:54 +0000 UTC

So been chatting with people on discord, and in messages here. I get my head in a space where I feel like there is nothing to report, then I start to feel bad that there is nothing to report, which makes me feel like nothing to report...and so on, but I know it's frustrating to you all to say the least. I think what I am going to do is get back to sunday(ish) updates. Might be saturday, might be monday, but I set a reminder so when I see it I will at least pop on here and say something.

Sometimes it may just be asking if there are any questions/suggestions/wishlist, sometimes it may be venting about my mindset, honestly sometimes it may just say "Nothing to report." But either way, I know the worst part is that I sometimes vanish. So I wanted to address it.

Sometimes I hit a scene and it feels wrong. Maybe not the content or the renders, but the way the characters feel and act in it. Tough to explain, but sometimes it drags my whole mental state down. Then I realize it's been a week, and I start to feel even worse. Then I don't want to update, because it feels like I am looking for sympathy and making excuses. I know feeling that comes from inside me, you guys never make me feel that way, but hopefully forcing myself to type at least some message every week will help.

Also, new release structure. This month I am putting up a post with the newest public, also with the newest public split into smaller files. Then I will announce the release for 10 days out from when I finish. The new PC should have me getting them done more regularly anyway, and the extra 10 days I will put into getting the early stuff redone or....well more on that or later lol.