A sketch and some updates

Alright, it's been awhile since i posted anything and I'm so glad people are still throwing their hard earned money at me though i barely deserve it cause of the lack of work I've been doing toward comics and whatnot.

First thing's first: the negatives and why i haven't been doing too much.  2020 was a terrible year, 2021 isn't going to be much better, I'm doubting we'll ever see the end of this bullshit pandemic in our life times as long as stupid people exist.  Sleep is impossible for me any more, I've been staying up way later than i should have and for the longest time I've been wanting to fix my sleep schedule, and that's been an impossibility lately as i get to sleep easily but then only manage to get like 4 hours of sleep and then no more afterwards, and work keeps throwing early shifts at me so i really need to do something about this and i hope that continuing to keep up going to bed earlier will finally change something, but it's been 3 days straight that i've only been getting half sleep, this trend has been going for a good few weeks now, but this is the longest chain of lake of sleep i've gotten yet and I'm becoming more scared and anxious  about the whole thing and tomorrow it's another early shift so fuck me if i even get enough sleep this time, yet at the same time I'm hopeful that something will click, i really just wan to go back to sleeping at my regular hours because i don't need this added stress but my fucking hours are all over the fucking place.  On the bright side though i have been making an effort to trying to get stuff done, i just wish work didn't make me dead tired and unable to want to do anything as I've got lots to do and hopefully i can get commissions open again one day.  Well the good thing about hitting rock bottom is that there's only one way to go from there, and that's up. 

Alright so that's all the negative, i wish i had more positive things to say in all this, but i'm tired and slowly losing all hope for anything good happening any more.  However I'm going to try to stay positive to the best of my ability.  So at this point I've decided to make sketches patreon exclusive just to keep up with content (they will be available at bronze tier, just wanted to get all this out to all my patreons), all finished pieces will be uploaded to my FA https://www.furaffinity.net/user/fieron/  I will do my best to work on the imp comic and get each part uploaded as soon as they're done, I mainly de-stress these days with various games and game streams over at twitch and discord for friends.