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humanlouvre
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*sigh*

I know I promised to not check exist surveys anymore, but I clicked and took a peek without even scrolling, I see a lot of people leave and stop supporting my art and the reason is "the artist is not active as I expected"

honestly this makes me sad...

I know people have every right to leave. But it's just that I already feel guilty for not being able to update.

Physically I just can't update as often as I did before.

It's just... I can't provide daily excuses for reasons why I'm not active, because well, it's personal, I don't want to burden anyone by messing my trivial life stuff into art. but if you don't mind then I'm okay mentioning it.

Just a few years ago life seemed so careless for me. I could draw for enjoyment everything I want, do a lot of other things, even had hobbies and free time... but I don't know why my life got so busy and hard. And all of it is just issues and more things to do, routine boring things, like paying bills, searching for housing, assisting my family members with health issues, managing my own self-care and etc. It seems like life has become more difficult TT

I'm sure other people might face the same problems, that's why they prefer not to support my art here, not to waste their hard earned cash for nothing.

Looking on a bright light as a positive person I want to take a moment to say once again that I am very very deeply grateful for those who still remain here no matter what, you're like those people who forgive me for my faults and imperfections, I wish I could tell you how much it means to me 💜

P.S. I'll be right back soon

HL

Comments

I trust your creative decisions. It's all worth the wait so just present it as and when you wish. Every panel is a gift ❤️ hope you are keeping better health wise xx

Nicole Mcintosh

As someone whos been chronically ill for 20years, i feel you. Im less and less available for work, hobbies and so on, and well I'm reminded of it. So I feel you. Tbh for what I pay each month the updates are way more than I expected. As long as I financially can I'll support you here

Taekooksbesties

I love your art and I care about you so I’m here and support you 💜💚💋

Stéphanie Dal Pra

Love you! 🫂💜💚 I will follow you always 🫂✨

KMDA

You don't have to feel guilty for basically "having a life". People should understand that, maybe, this isn't your main source of income, so you probably have other things to do that are a priority and you draw whenever you can. Personally, i don't have much time to do things i like, because i have to work, cook, etc, so it's very understandable that you can't update everyday. I really love your art and it always provides a distraction from routine. Keep on going and be happy!

Daniela Damico

I think the internet does this to us all - we get strength from connection with others but it is so variable and it is so easy for people to stay silent. Art is such a very human thing - a way for the artist to express and reach others and a way for those of us who can’t make art to feel so grateful that someone like you shares their gift that brings our inner emotions visible form. Thank you for staying with us, in spite of all the troubles life inevitably brings.🙏🏾. Carefree times become scarce as we take on the weight of adulthood- I really know how you feel. I hope you can find joy in the little moments in between, and I hope you know you give that very joy to so many of us💚💜

Bhakti Chaudhary

Life is hard and comes with many challenges, non the less your health, your life always has more priorities! Just hang in there be strong and I will still be here supporting your art and story. May you always stay strong, get well as your family. You’re doing amazing despite all the challenges you’ve been facing and I’m cheering for you! 💜💚

MagicShop_06_13

Love your Art and work! Is normal, is a real life with Highs and lows… don’t worry

Lorelayarmy

Hang in there. I love you and I love your work. We are all only human! I suffer with several things as well and I understand completely. Keep up the good work and plan to be on here forever!

Marilyn Schubert

Of course... for you, always and anyway! 💪🏻✨️💜🫶🏻

Luce


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