Year Review

This year I sorta threw my YT channel to the side so I could focus on a lot of things that I've been ignoring for years on end, including my own personal health...

It was also a Patreon goal and promise that I'd start investing and working on my own health so I don't collapse (like it ended up happening twice this year)

So this year I made Health my top priority.

I'm happy to make a year review where I can say that I'm a lot healthier than I was at the start of it, I get to finally talk about all the progress I've done, both on mental and physical health:

Physical:

• Started HRT which meant I could finally get healthier for my own sake
• I'm no longer malnourished (still impacted my life)
• Been fixing my unhealthy posture
• Hypothyroidism is on watch and being treated
• Been working on cardio so my heart gets healthier
• I'm no longer severely lacking Vitamins B, C and D

Mental:

• Depression is no more
• Broke my suicidal mentality of not building up things in life "because I'll die soon anyways"
• Been addressing almost all of my anxieties, trust issues and past trauma
• Started building up a healthy relationship immediately afterwards
• Finally broke the silence and came out to the world, also finally working on my self-hatred for my own voice
• Been working a lot on my self-confidence, with help from you all
• Been working on my self-destructive nature so I can stop giving myself setbacks

I really owe this to you, the people who believed in me, insisted and convinced me to actually try to take care of myself instead of slowly giving away to my own demise

Here's to a new year where hopefully I can put more time into my channel without ignoring my own health, now that my health isn't critical anymore

It's good to be alive.. breathing has never felt this good.