Packing for Midsummer

Hello Patreons!

Good news:
Midsummer is coming up and I have about 2 hours right now to get ready before my brother picks me up with his car.
We're going away until Saturday to celebrate Midsummer with my family and some friends. I've been busy all day trying to edit my first Youtube-video, workout and fix a new picture for Instagram that I could upload together with the announcement of the Asus sponsorship.
After that I really wanted to update here on patreon too before I go, so I've been stressed for a while now but this is the last thing I do before I pack my bags.
Wanted to show you guys my new underwear I bought yesterday.
Since I lost weight I have almost no underwear that fits me anymore so I felt like I had to go buy some new ones in a smaller size.
What colour should I wear for Midsummer?

Bad news:
Also, I visited my grandmother in the hospital yesterday. I decided that it's important to show her love the last days in her life.
Even though I was crazy scared of what visuals was waiting I felt that if she somehow can see me or just hear that I'm there that would make it all worth it.
I love my grandmother and we spent a lot of time together when I grew up. Sadly over the years life gets more busy due to your own life.
She slept my whole visit basically, she had just recieved a shot of morphine just before I got there, so I guess she was in a lot of pain due to the liver cancer.
I sat by her side for about an hour with my big brother and we talked about our memories with her, all the time I held her hand and just looked at her and felt so much sorrow that she have to go through this before she goes. It was hard to keep the tears away but at the same time I felt that if she could hear me somehow I wanted to be strong for her. So I wiped my tears and went into the bathroom to catch some breath.
Just before we were about to leave I think that she opened one of her eyes and saw me, I felt that she was looking at me and I held her hand and said that I miss her and that I love her. Then she fell asleep again. I'm HOPING that she understood that it was me standing there.

Although it was crazy difficult to see her in that condition I felt like it was all worth it, even more if she understood that I was there.

Have a great Midsummer everybody and see you in the weekend again!