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I'm sorry everyone; warning for what you might expect after my last update.

My dad was taken to the hospital an hour ago, we don't know his  condition but it's hard to not expect he's dead, I don't want to  describe what he looked like at the end.

Whatever happens, I don't think I'll be able to do anything for a while, and I have to make sure mom is as okay as she can be.

I'm not really sure why, but here's the draft I had been working up  over the last few days as I hoped to have a nice little update with a  positive news. It's a bit sick to read now at the end, but I might as  well leave it. I didn't manage to finish any pics before things went  worse, but know that I will try my best to have an update as soon as I  can.

-Heya folks, I hope you've been well :)

Firstly, thank you for your understanding and patience, I can't put  into words how this 'break' helped me keep on. If I had to worry about  my workload while stressing over dad stuff I would have lost it.

Thankfully we're past the worst part and are just playing the waiting game with the wound healing. It made me realize just how bad things are though, same life situation, just a bit worse now.

Being away from art allowed me to think through a bunch of stuff I've been putting off for too long.

I'm going to move away from commission work to focus on stuff I draw  for here. I rarely have periods of time where I can focus without  interruption and I have limited mental energy; trying to do a lot of  comms a month along with updates here is too much for me until this  whole situation changes. (This isn't really relevant to super pear pals)

I still need a couple months I think, as I owe people commission  slots who have been asking for years at this point and I would feel like  a wanker if I were to just tell them no after pulling them along for so  long.

I'm still extremely behind on everything and I'm taking it slow since  I find it difficult to draw anything clean right now, I imagine this  month and July will be smaller updates as I catch up in commission work.

I have to emphasize how much I appreciate y'all, I feel like the word  has lost it's meaning with how much I say it but I hope you know I  always mean it when I say it.