XaiJu
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I'm back

Hey there, I'm re-opening my Patreon for now, but it's free and there aren't any rewards.

I'm not making 3D figurines at the moment. I'm re-learning how to draw and making concepts for future figurines.

You can join if you want to be updated. I can't post NSFW pics for free in public, so the $1 tier is there for that, BUT I will not charge you. The "per creation" model still works and if I don't manually make paid post, you're not charged.

You will also be invited to the new Discord.

About my mental health issues :

It might sound cliché but like many other artists I have problems. I've been struggling with bipolarity and depression for more than 20 years, and even if I'm fine most of the time nowadays I still have breakdowns from time to time where I just want to give up everything.

But I generally come back after a while. Keeping the negative thoughts away is really hard.

Making art can become a problem as I go down a spiral of negativity and self hatred due to my own inability to reach my goals. And at the same time I just can't stop. I WANT to make art, it's what I like, I need to get all those ideas out of my head.

In the future I will try to slow down and make figurines based on ideas, stuff I really want to make, instead of rushing several figurines every month.

I don't know if I'll monetize this Patreon again, as my release schedule may become erratic and I don't want to charge people for nothing. When I start making figurines again they'll be available on Cults.

Thanks to everyone who supports me. Art without a public is useless.

Comments

Welcome back

dhannyanto anggawidjaja

That's great to hear. Glad you are feeling better. Getting your stuff is a bonus but you aren't replaceable. Make sure you don't rush back into this stuff and drive yourself back down again, much as I'm super happy to see more of your art again!

Mackitraz

Welcome back!!!

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