Against the Wall!

Remember the pandemic?

Oh yes what a great time we all had. I loved the part where I was trapped indoors and couldn’t do photo shoots and couldn’t get fabric and couldn’t leave my bedroom or go to the gym or see my loved ones. SUCH FUN!

Being a content creator during that time was either really easy or really difficult. OnlyFans had a huge boom which created a wave of cosplayers looking for support but it was also a time where making new and interesting content was nearly impossible. Where I lived we were not even allowed outside unless we had a dog to walk or we would receive a ticket. It got weird.

With incredibly strict stipulations like that the only place I had to make content was my bedroom and the only content I could make was with old costumes. Thus the superhero strip series was born!

It is interesting because when I started doing Patreon I wanted to make sure I kept the cosplay and the sexy photos fully separate. The idea of doing sexy cosplay was not something that appealed to me at all. For the cosplay I wanted to show off my skills and have the costumes appreciated because of the work and not because I was making them sexy. Now don’t get me wrong I like sexy cosplay and my OnlyFans bills during the pandemic really highlight that… but that is not the point! For me it was something I never wanted to do.

During the pandemic the flood of sexy men who were doing cosplay porn started to really eat into my audience and I realized that even if it made me uncomfortable that was probably something I should get into because the market had demand. It was also a smart project to do because it was a way to reutilize all of my costumes from the past in a new and interesting way.

The first one felt a bit awkward because I was doing something I didn’t want to do but by the time I had the photos edited and was shooting the second one it actually started to become pretty fun. Figuring out how to pose with different costumes and accessories was weirdly fulfilling in a creative way and seeing images of myself as playfully sexy superheroes was really really sexy to me! It was definitely one of those things where you don’t know how much you like it until you try it and in a strange way I am thankful to the pandemic for forcing my hand and pushing me into my own discomfort.

As I look back this month and think about times that have really impacted me this is definitely another one of those! Who was your fave?