Not fully okay but trying my best!
Added 2024-10-10 15:39:30 +0000 UTCMaking sure everyone knows, when you see me draw something not art commission related. It's me taking a small sanity break, as the list is long (my fault) and I have probably hit a burnout some time back. Didn't notice it before, thought it was anxiety that made me slower But it took one of my friends to tell me and make me notice it.
I still love art and making art but now there is something that makes it difficult to concentrate or focus. I am working through this as I want to get these done. It's slow but I'm trying to speed up.
Also thank you sooo much for everyone who is being patient with me.
Also yes this is a big reason why I haven been trying not to open art commissions again. At least until I'm done with most of the list. Don't want to make more people wait on my slow butt.
Adding one last thing, as to why I do a nsfw drawing for patreon and B-day art for you all while trying to get through this list. I'm poor, have bills and these things do bring in people. Also it helps keep me from having to open art commissions when I'm not ready.
Thank you all again and I will try my best to speed up.
Comments
thank you ❤️
kotori dickinson
2024-10-10 20:27:17 +0000 UTCTake care of you tory we will always be patient and there for you ❤️
albmaura
2024-10-10 19:13:33 +0000 UTCthank you ❤️
kotori dickinson
2024-10-10 19:00:32 +0000 UTCHi Kotori, I understand that work loads can be overwhelming, so that goes to say you should go with a pace that you are most comfortable with! Whether, you’re slug-slow or lightning-fast, or just taking care of yourself - I will support you no matter what❤️
Praxic
2024-10-10 18:49:44 +0000 UTCvery true
kotori dickinson
2024-10-10 16:18:53 +0000 UTChoping you are doing ok Koto
LNosafe
2024-10-10 16:17:15 +0000 UTCI’m proud of what you do and totally valid. Sending you my energy and self-care is always important ❤️
Kevinrages
2024-10-10 15:55:02 +0000 UTCThats totally the thing that is inevitable when as an artist you start doing what you love as a job. It makes it so that if you start drawing something for yourself you can't help but feel guilt. But even if people do say something - you can't be expected to devote every waking moment to your money making side of things. It just as nonsensical as yelling at a plumber: "You should only be working on customers plumbing" when they're fixing their own busted sink.
Jake Myler
2024-10-10 15:54:42 +0000 UTCthank you ❤️
kotori dickinson
2024-10-10 15:47:15 +0000 UTCvery true, I just want to make sure people know that I'm not ignoring art commissions.
kotori dickinson
2024-10-10 15:45:50 +0000 UTCI completely relate to drawing for sanity purposes. I'll draw between my 3D models just to relax that tension of working too much on my 3D. You are one of my biggest inspirations with your artwork and I could care less about the timeline of your post, so please do take care of yourself and be gentle and loving as you would a friend. Rest and take care as much as you need, I'll always be here and re-admiring so many of your artworks in the meantime. Best of wishes!!!
Mikayla Molnar
2024-10-10 15:45:30 +0000 UTCNever hurts to take a deep breath every now and again.
Kenton Spotted Bear
2024-10-10 15:43:25 +0000 UTC
