falling apart.
Added 2021-02-05 20:39:49 +0000 UTCI had to put down my best friend of 10 years today, the best dog I could ever ask for. And I miss him so much, I never felt such an ache in my chest, felt such a terrible hole in my heart. I can still see his paw prints in the snow outside and you get the gist..
I wish I could have spent more time with him, spoiled him more, been a better master.
I hope he'd forgive me and I hope he'd wait for me when my time comes.
I wasn't expecting to take a hiatus but a few hours later,
My father who is a dialysis patient who I have been treating myself for more than 5 years, there has been an infection causing a further complications. He now has tubes sticking out of his heart, and today the new treatment almost ended in disaster. He is okay but the thought of losing two of my bestfriends in one day was too much.
I need time away
I will be back
I just don't know when
could be a few days could be a few weeks, could be a month, though I hope It isn't.
you, my patrons, give me so much purpose and I couldn't thank you enough.
I wont ask you to stay with me on this hiatus and i know its unfortunate that its at the start of the month, but if you do thank you so very much.
Sincerely,
Holiday
Comments
I am sorry to hear for your loss and I wish nothing but good health for you and your family, take all the time you need!
2021-02-06 18:52:09 +0000 UTCIt's completely understandable, that's an intense amount of stress all at once and I struggle to think that anyone here would blame you for wanting to take a break. Take all the time you need Holiday, you're most important right now. Take care of yourself, and be safe. We'll be here for you whenever you need us
MrShirt
2021-02-05 22:21:54 +0000 UTC
