The Mysterious case of Lydia "Polack" - file photos 4-6/10

In 1988, my knees shook for the first time. I've been going to work nervous for a month. My stress kept increasing. It was the time of year when Lydia photos are usually delivered. That morning, a file was waiting for me on my desk, like every year, only two words on the cover "Riviera" and "Lydia".

This photo confirmed the pattern I feared. Every year her weight increased. Slowly but surely. Where is it going? How long will it take? Why is someone sending us these photos?

I started to find out what it was all about. Why body weight? I found out that there is a fetish. It's called feederism and force feeding. People get excited when they, or someone else, gains weight and gets bigger.

There was no information about it in those years. Finding someone who would admit to liking it was almost impossible.

All over the city, skinny models in bikinis were staring at me from billboards and offering me products, cars, houses. Somewhere among all the advertisements and the glitter of the city was Lydia. Bound and gaining weight to please someone. Maybe it made her happy too. I couldn't solve it, so I at least eased my grief by believing that it made her happy.

Another year, another photo "Lydia 1989 - 100kg/220lb". Soon she will be twice her original weight.

I felt helpless. Even exposing the entire feeder community didn't help me solve the case. My superiors have lost patience. Case closed. They took me off the case and closed it for good. I couldn't work like before. I had myself transferred from the position of detective to clerk. The office suited me. I stayed in the police force, but the job was more peaceful. Nevertheless, in 1990 I found another photo on my desk "Lydia 1990 - 113kg/249lb".