A K-pop Idol 62.2

Alex and Dr. Wong made small talk for some time. The psychologist had a calm, soft voice that was really nice to hear, and little by little Alex began to relax. Even so, there was something that was still bothered the feminized man, and at some point he couldn't hold it anymore. 

“Thank you for calming me down, Doctor... But you know why I'm here, right?” he said. 

“Excuse me?”

“The reason for why Dr. Yeob sent me here, sir.”

"I see... Yes, I know, Kim Hana. But as I said..."

“So you must already be thinking that I am a freak” Alex said before he could control himself. 

"Hmm... Do you think you're a freak?"

"I... I don't know... But what could people think about an American guy who turns into a Korean girl?" Alex couldn’t believe he was saying that. He had just met that man… He then realized that he just needed to let it all out... He had kept all this distress to himself for a long time. 

"I think you're looking at this situation from the wrong angle, Kim Hana."

"What you mean, sir?"

“You shouldn't be concerned about what other people think about you. What really matters is what you think about yourself. So, are you happy with your new appearance? Do you feel that you finally are the person you were meant to be? The real you? Oh, and by the way, I don't think you're a freak. If you knew what I hear in this office every day…" 

Alex couldn't help it he laughed along with the man. He really was a nice person… But soon he got worried again. Dr. Wong wanted to know how the feminized man was feeling about his transformation… 

As much as Alex thought that this man was someone kind and pleasant, he still thought that telling the truth was a terrible idea. There was the issue of confidentiality between patient and psychologist, sure, but Dr. Wong could judge that since Alex wasn’t really a transsexual, he had committed the crime of ideological falsehood by lying to the record label and everybody else, and then he wouldn’t have to keep the contents of that conversation in secret. 

Besides, Alex also thought that it would be very difficult to fool that man. He was someone trained to interpret people's thoughts and feelings… The feminized man then realized that it had been an even greater mistake to attend that appointment than he had imagined. What should he do? He needed some real feeling to convince Dr. Wong… 

Alex looked at his delicate hands with perfectly manicured fingernails as he thought. They were on his lap, and so he could also see his hairless and elegant legs, fully exposed because of his cute short skirt. They were feminine that it was hard to believe they belonged to someone who was technically a man… Dr. Wong kept waiting, but Alex knew that he couldn’t remain silent forever. 

Then, suddenly, he had an idea. It was a little crazy, but he had no option. Alex just hoped it would be convincing enough…