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"Yes, it is still there" the doctor answered, and Alex tried to disguise the relief he felt upon hearing this. "I know you must be anxious to get rid of it, but you need to have a little more patience. As I explained before, the sex reassignment surgery is a complex procedure, and demands a long period of recovery. I'm sure you don't have so much free time right now."

"You're right, Dr. Yeob" Alex said, pretending he was feeling frustrated. 

"However, I believe that at this point, due to the lack of use and the high concentration of female hormones in your body, your penis must be severely atrophied, just like your testicles. In fact, it's possible, or likely, I'd say, that you have already been chemically castrated."

Then, Alex got desperate again. What he wanted most was to ask if these damages were reversible, but he knew he couldn’t. But this had to be possible… Those crazy people had somehow given him breasts and a uterus! They would certainly be able to fix his dick and balls. He simply had to believe it. 

“Now, there are some other issues I need to discuss with you” the doctor continued. “Are you sure you want your friends to stay in the office?” Alex answered yes. He was convinced that it wouldn't make difference anymore. 

"Okay. Since you start having periods, you need to see a gynecologist periodically to make sure that everything is alright. I know a great professional, and he's also aware of the study that led to the procedure to which you were subjected. He's simply perfect for your case, and he can also prescribe you suitable medications to relieve your menstrual cramps.”

"Wait a minute" Alex exclaimed.  “Do you mean this will happen again?”

Dr. Yeob and the girls couldn't help it but smiled at that question.  "Of course, Kim Hana. Like all other women, you'll have periods every month” the doctor explained, as if he were addressing a frightened teenage girl. 

It was obvious that Alex knew that women had periods every month. However, since he wasn't being able to think clearly, he still hadn't realized that he too would go through this now that he had a uterus. 

"Every month?" he foolishly repeated. 

"Yes, until you enter menopause, in about thirty years, I would say. And obviously, you won't have periods when you get pregnant." 

"Pregnant?!" Alex exclaimed. His eyes got so wide that they about popped out of his head. "Can I get pregnant?" 

“Since you've had your first period, it means that your female reproductive tract is working, so this is technically possible. However, this is not advisable at the moment because you are still in the middle of your hormone therapy and your body is not fully ready for it. Also, your prosthetic vagina can’t dilate to allow the passage of the baby, which would prevent a normal delivery. This is one of the reasons why your gynecologist will also prescribe you a contraceptive. This way you can have sexual intercourse safely.”

Was the doctor implying that Alex would want to have sex with men? Did that man really believe that he would let some guy fuck his fake pussy? Once again the feminized man felt outraged. But there were other major problems tormenting his mind at that moment... Alex would have periods every month and he could give birth. This was just an inconceivable idea for his mind. He wasn't able to keep controlling himself… Not anymore. 

"I don't want it" he said in despair. "I don't want to give birth and I don't want to have periods every month. It hurts so much! I don't want to have a uterus. Please take this off me!"

Alex started crying again and Choi Hyun hugged him. 

Dr. Yeob got up and went to a corner of the office where there was a cabinet. He then returned a pill and filled a glass of water. "Take this" he said to Alex. "You'll feel better.”

Alex took the pill without thinking and only then he remembered to ask what it was.  

“This is just a mild calming medicine” the doctor answered, and then he sat down again. “Kim Hana, I know that even for someone like you, who wants so badly to be a girl, all this information can be difficult to digest at once. In addition, the hormonal change in your body is also making you more sensitive. But I assure you that, over time, you'll see that all this is good for you. The prospect of having periods every month may seem scary right now, but you'll get used to it, and it will make you feel even more like a woman. And then, someday, you can be a mother, which is the apex of femininity. I'm sure this idea will seem tempting to you someday.”

Alex wanted to say no. That the last thing he wanted was to be a mother, but the calming was starting to take effect and he was feeling sleepy. Then, the doctor continued: 

“Many people in our country sat that this is foolishness, but I think you also need psychological counseling. I'll forward you to a nice psychologist who is my friend. He'll help you deal with all of those changes. In addition, of course, the support of your friends is very important.”

"Don't worry, doctor” Choi Hyun said. "We will support Kim Hana all the time!"

They then left the hospital, and nothing had happened as Alex wanted. He now knew that he had a female reproductive system, his penis and testicles were badly damaged, he had referrals to a gynecologist and a psychologist, who would surely think he really wanted to be a girl, just like Dr. Yeob and his friends. He simply couldn’t see a way out of that situation...

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So, this chapter is finally finished! Lol! Anyway, I wish a happy new year to you all!! :-)