From 26 to 30 November.

Today is the 1st of December, welcome to my Patreon channel!

I'm Bamair1984❤

I've been a creator on Patreon for 5 years now, I saved some money to pay for an operation to treat my father's leg injury, it was a small localised operation but it cost me most of my money.

With the rest of the money I rented a new house and wanted to set up my personal studio and I had to pay for the renovations.

From the 26th to the 30th of November, I did a job that had been dragging on for a long time, but I blew it.

I want to tell you that the success rate of these projects is not 100%, I've refunded his commission and I want to apologise to this friend, I'm sorry.

So, for the sake of money, I accepted some commissions in September and October, but I didn't check these photos carefully and these projects were difficult, which caused my work schedule to be disrupted.

This is the second time I have made this mistake, but I will never make it a third time.

Also, my original plan to release my work in the Chinese market almost failed, and I met a lot of people with no integrity, pirates, thieves pretending to be creators, and some bad things.

These things made me feel very depressed and stressed, so I became very depressed, I couldn't lift my spirits, my mood was low, and I thought about many bad things every day.

Many of my friends told me it was depression and I couldn't deny it.

After going through those months, even though mine were terrible, I slowly relaxed.

I asked myself three questions:

1. can you not think too much about the bad things?

2. why did you become a creator in the first place?

3. can you stay with it?

Today I answered my own questions:

1. I know I can. I shouldn't torture myself, I should put it into practice and do something really meaningful.

2. I want to be a real 3D artist, I want to bring the best 3D models to everyone.

3. I want to be more disciplined and stick to it, it's something I really enjoy.

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