Most bizzar day

Heya sweeties,
my boyfriend went to the hospital, but fortunatly it turned out to be not lethal. Phew

So, my boyfriend stood on the foot of hour bed early in the morning. After only two hours of sleep I pulled my earplugs out in confusion.
He was clearly and visibly in agonizing pain and requested my aid.

I immeaditly said we have to call for an ambulance, but he was uncertain about it, it would be emberassing to him. He thaught me about his pain in his lower belly, which we thought, a day prior, might be a bladder inflammation, but after seeing him like that I feared for an appendix inflammation instead, which can be lethal... So I just called the ambulance, despite what he had to say about it.
Believe me, this was the longest ten minutes of my life.
I had to think about my mom and how my dad didn't called for the ambulance soon enought, while trying to comfort my man and not being able to ease his pain.
Such feeling of being unable to help is crushing, but fortunatly this time around I was there to help and protect my beloved.

The ambulance finally arrived and the medics also suspected the appendix to be the culprit,
so they rushed to the hospital and said I should call in two hours...

...Obviously it was not easy to wait that long.

I pictured to be all by myself and loosing the most precious person in my life yet again, same as back then with my mother...

Of course I called right away after the two hours have passed.
They said he had a Computertomography and we all have to wait for the results, which should be there in yet another two hours.
I tried to call my boyfriend, but his cellphone seemed to be off.
Fortunatly my besty was free from work so we met and get to talk a lil, going for a walk with her doggo...

After yet another two hours the lady at the phone said the C.T. might be slower today, due to techincal difficulties and I was sure I was loosing my mind, if I had to wait another hour, when all of a sudden she said he was dismissed form the hospital two minutes ago.
I was so confused and thoight there is no way he can be alright after what I experianced in the morning... Yet another attempt to call him again, to no avail... Finally he called me ten minutes later, said it's all fine, nothing to worry...

I was reliefed but also deeply confused...
Turns out he managed to grow himself a sweet lil -
kidney stone.
GOSH! WHAT A RELIEF!
I am so so soooo thankful it is nothing seriously harming.
Of course it is extremely painful for my sweet Rekki-Rekki, but it should be over soonish.
I really didn't know those stupid stones can be SO mean... Poor bebe u.u

Gosh, this week was just horrible.
Still working on an Orctober Commission, which I just can't get right, to the point that makes me feel like an absolute failiure and being unprofessional as hell, having insomnia over it and feeling even more useless over that...
And now fearing for my beloved to die? Oh that's just grand.

Good news, my back is very well again after having physio therapie for two weeks.
I also started working on another animation for Surviving Purge... did I mention I got "promoted" to their lead animator for sexy scenes? That's why I will work on at least one Scene per month for Grizzly Gamer. I know it's a lot of work and might be not my work entirely, but I am happy they put their trust in me. I was thinking about getting a sidejob anyways, so I can sustain my self-employment, but having a side gig for doing p*rn animation is more then I could have asked for. Anyways my ADS brain starts yappin'

I am happy and my boyfriend is somewhat healthy and that is all what counts after such a day.

Thank you for reading my update and I am sorry if I come across negative all the time.
If you want me to talk about certain things you may let me know in the comments and I may write something about it... If you are interested in some kind of Q+A

Thank you for your support and backing me up. You mean the world to me as well <3

Love

Matthias/Ani