~Guzma X Listener NSFW: Never Before~ {Patreon Exclusive}

He's genuinely never felt this way before......until you.....

Contains: Ace-Spectrum Guzma, Confessions, Kissing, Descriptions of Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Fingering, Inexperienced Guzma, Body Worship, Petnames (Doll, Sweetheart)

With this audio, I really wanted to experiment with a Guzma who was on the Ace spectrum. I know I've done this before, but I wanted it to be more with an idea of Guzma experiencing sexual desire in a way that he hasn't before, either in a Grey-Asexual or Demisexual manner. I didn't want to quite put a label on it, since Guzma himself doesn't really in this context, just that this is what he's experienced before, and what he's experiencing now is new. I know it's something I've felt before being Demisexual, and I wanted to represent that possible facet of sexuality! Also, if anything is glaringly wrong with the audio please let me know!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Guzma: *soft kissing*

*pulls away* Ah--before we go any further I wanted to---well.....there's.....*sighs* there's something I want to tell you.....

And--It's not bad! You didn't do anything wrong! At all, you're fine.....I....*sighs*

This is....weird and hard for me to explain but I'll....try my best.....

*long pause*

I've never....felt like this before.....

And.....I know that's like a cliché sort of thing to say but--

.....I don't mean it like.....people in the movies mean it when they say it all dramatic and what-not.......

Like, I've.....literally never met anyone who's made me feel this way......

*pause*

Ah....well.....like this.......

*moans softly*

*slightly breathless* This here? No one else has ever done this.......

Ever since puberty I've had a.....vague understanding how sexual attraction works.....and like.....*softly* I've obviously touched myself before.......and I've experienced sexual desire.....but it's--*sigh*--it's always been like.....ambiguous is the best way I can think to describe it? It's never been aimed at someone. I've never looked at someone and thought, "Wow, that person makes me incredibly horny, I'd like to have sex with them......" Or......the actions of another person have never made me hard before......like....*softly* watching porn or....whatever.....fantasies have never been aimed towards anyone before.....

Well....until now that is.....with you......

So.......that's....what I wanted to tell you.......if you're....disappointed by my lack of.....ability or....prowess with sex. This....is all completely new for me.....but I want to try, because.....I genuinely honestly do feel desire for you, like---carnally.....and I'd like to explore that.......

Don't feel like you're taking advantage of me or anything of the sort......I'm just.....*chuckles* kind of starting from square one here.....

Um......*clears throat* You can......just....try something....maybe start.....slow? Just so we can see if I like it?

*swallows* S-sorry I'm so...absolutely lost.......*chuckles* It's like....I know what happens.....just......doing it with someone else, it.....everything kind of goes out the window.......knowing and doing are....two entirely different things.......

*pause*

N-naked.....? Yeah....I can do that.......

*swallows*

W-we.....yeah.....we can do that.......

*exhales*

*shuffling*

*chuckles* It's not the nakidity that I'm kinda worried about.....

*moans softly* It's uh.....it's that.......

*pause*

More worried in the sense that I don't want it to go away and make you feel bad.....like you're....undesirable to me or anything.......

This is.....I know I keep saying it.....but it's all so new.....I have no idea how my body is going to react.......

*breathes*

But right now it's.....it's good......*swallows* yeah.....good.....

You look.....very nice......

*groans* That......f-fuck could I be any more unsexy than that? *chuckles* I'm sorry.....it's gonna take me a bit to get used to the talking bit too......

*sighs*

But.....if anyone was gonna experience this with me for my first time......I'm.....I'm real happy it's you.....

If nothing else.....know that I love you......and whatever my body does or doesn't do or say in the moment can change that......

*soft kisses*

O-oh......y-yeah.....neck kisses....that's.....that's something I couldn't do myself.......

It.......feels.....nice....I think....Doll.....s-sorry.....I don't think I know much more than that........*chuckles*

*soft moans*

I......lay back? Ummm, well.....I.......

*sighs*

I don't want you to do.....all the work just because I'm inexperienced.....b-but at the same time I----I gotta be honest with you, Sweetheart.......I'm kinda scared that I wouldn't know what I was doing if I tried to reciprocate........

*breathes* Slow.....right....we're starting slow......

A-ah.....

N-no....it's alright....it just.....your hands....tickle a little.....n-not a bad thing......

*soft panting*

*chuckles* For a while....I didn't understand in like.....porn when people were begging their partners to--*swallows*--get on with it and such......I've never felt a desire that great.....and when.......touching myself I never saw the need to.....draw it out I suppose........

Ah--well.....maybe not intentionally Doll, but I don't think I'd mind if you were to um.....start touching me? O-on my dick?

*swallows* Uh---jerking me.....off.......

*panting*

*shudders a moan*

O-Oh.....that.....that is.......it's strange..... it feels very similar.....b-but also.....so different......like.....there's.......anticipation.....b-because I don't know what you're going to do.......a-and there's no......the hand that's touching me.....isn't mine so I can't feel it there too its......o-oh.....

It's.....it's----

*breathless exhale*

I....I'm sorry......I'm not all that great at....um.....talking about what I like....I.....no one has ever.....done anything like this.....or really.....anything at all so there's this......disconnect.......part of me I guess it almost.....afraid that this feeling is going to go away? But---it isn't.....

*a little breathless* it isn't.....

*soft panting and moaning*

W-Well.....I've.....I've told you I've masturbated before.....

*soft panting*

Nothin'......nothin' too fancy....just.....you know......with my hand.....jerking up and down....some squeezing here and there--*gasps a moan* ah--y-yeah......like that......

*soft moaning*

......um.....humping like.....pillows and stuff.......

Just.....I know what I do to get myself off.....just never thought it would--you know--apply.....so I haven't thought about it.......

*moaning*

I--um.....w-wow......this.....it's......really good......

*panting and moaning*

C-can? Can you kiss me....more?

*breathless* Yeah......

*kissing and moaning*

I....I wanna touch you.....c-can I?

*swallows*

Y-yeah.....

Got a basic idea.....might not feel as great as what you're doing to me.....sorry if that's the case.......

*soft kiss*

*breathes a chuckle* You say the nicest things, you know that Sweetheart?

*moans softly*

Oh.......y-yes....definitely different......

Not bad......at all......

*panting*

I think.....I think I like touching you too........

*kiss*

I hope I can make you feel just as good as you've made me feel.....maybe not right this minute.....but someday.....if I can evoke in you what you've done for me? *shudders* S-so good.......

*panting and moaning*

Ah--oh~

Y-You......*chuckles* I.....I take it back.....not all the things you say are n-nice......

*moans* B-but they are g-good......

*pause*

I think--*swallows*--I think I do like the dirty talk......it.....your voice is......good.....very good.....sexy....one might say....*chuckles*

Y-Yeah.....harder? M-more.....for you?

I can do that.....

*moaning and panting*

O-Oh! I...w-wait! I'm.....oh~ L-let go!

*panting*

I--*shudders* N-nothing it w-wrong.....m-my.....I was......I was about to orgasm.....it.....it snuck up on me......everything just started to crescendo out of nowhere.....and then....I thought about us....doing this.....together......it almost made me come........

*pause*

Ah.....a-any other ways I've jerked off......I....well......

*moans softly*

*swallows* I--well.....maybe we could t-try......penetration?

*exhales shakily* L-like fingering? O-only if you're ok with it too....wouldn't want to--*gasps into kiss*

*whimpers*

A-alright.......are you sure that y-you don't want me to---reciprocate more? I-I feel kind of bad for--

*pause*

*chuckles softly* Pampering........first experiences.....I..... guess I never really thought about it that way.....I--*huffs*--if you giving me pleasure gives you pleasure, Doll.....then who am I to argue......

I gotta remember that while I'm asking you to trust me in saying that I want all this.....I gotta trust you when you say that this is how you wanna do it........

*soft kiss*

*softly* Finger me please?

*moans softly*

R-really? That got you? *chuckles* Maybe I'm not so bad at dirty talk after all......

*soft panting*

Y-yeah...I've used lube.....I'm inexperienced, not a glutton for pain.......

*swallows* It has uh.....been a little bit thought since I've done it.....so maybe......*softly* start slow?

*soft kiss*

I'm getting used to it.....strange to want something like this from someone. I know that I've said it a lot of times but....the novelty still hasn't worn off *chuckles*

*pause*

Y-yeah....yeah....I'm ready......

*gasps* Oh~ j-just your finger....swirling around......o-oh.......

Good....it's good......*breathless* I swear it's good......

Inside.....inside me now.....p-please, Doll......

*shudders* Oh~ It's........

*chuckles* Just as good as I remember........S-so strange.......I know what a finger feels like.......but it being yours......it's.......*whimpers*

Move....please.....move.....it's alright......

*breathless* I'll tell you if it changes.....please.....

*pause*

*laughs* Y-yeah.....starting to get the urgency part now.......

*panting and moaning*

M-more.....another......I can t-take it.....I......*moans* I want more of you inside me.....when I come.......

*hisses a breath* Oh~ F-fuck! Like that, just like that....shit~!

*harsher moans and pants*

*gasps* T-the same t-time?

I-I.....y-yes I've d-done it before but....but~

*moaning crescendos*

AH--Coming~!

*Keening moan*

*harsh panting*

S-so good, Oh f-fuck.......

*panting*

*panting slows*

Oh....that.....y-yeah.....yeah I'm alright I just.......shit, that.......*swallows* that was definitely better than......any orgasm I've gotten from jerking off......*deep exhale*

*kiss* Thank you, f-fuck that was amazing.......you're amazing.......

*pause*

Gotta be honest.....I'm glad that it wasn't like a fluke or anything.....the....sexual desire that.....you caused in me.......

It's definitely something that I'm gonna have to get used to......but it wasn't.......it wasn't bad......not in the least.......

*soft kiss* Thank you....again......

*pause*

*laughs* I had more than a good time, I promise you......you.....your hands....your words.....*swallows* a guy could get addicted to this feeling, Sweetheart.......

*kiss* And I.....I do want to keep doing this....I think.....I can't say how often it'll happen.....how my body will react......but even if I don't react to anything....I'd still like to touch you and give you pleasure......I like that idea quite a lot.....the idea of doing that makes me feel happy......

I'd like to explore with you.....however that ends up being like......

*deep kiss* Thank you.....for all this.....there is.....a sense of excitement....and anticipation I feel.....thinking about the future.....and where we go from here.......

*chuckles* Right back at'cha, Doll........

*soft kiss* Love you too.......