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~Pokémon Sun & Moon: Guzma X Listener SFW: Distance~

He knows the distance is hard, but he's here for you, however he can be.

Contains: Established Relationship, Comfort, Encouragement, Reassurance, Petnames (Sweetheart, Babe)

We all need encouragement sometimes, and sometimes, the people we love the most are far away, and can't physically be there for us, but that doesn't mean that they aren't there, cheering us on with all their heart. I hope that those of you who are experiencing doubt or frustration about their own successes, or nervousness about the unknown that is to come find comfort in this audio! I hope that you enjoy a more subdued supportive Guzma!

~Audio Transcript Below~

-phone ringing sound-

Guzma:

Hey there, gorgeous....

-chuckles-

Thought it would be nice to get a laugh out of you from the get go......

Glad to see that it worked......

-pause-

-softly-

Probably hasn't changed, but I'll hazard to ask anyways......how's it goin'?

-pause-

Yeah......I'm sorry that you're still stressed outta your mind, Sweetheart......

-long pause-

-chuckles-

I know, who would've thought that being Alola's first Champion would involve so little battling.....

-pause-

Sorry.....pointing that out probably isn't helping you feel any better......

-pause-

I also assume there's....not any updates on when you'll be coming home......?

-pause-

-chuckles mirthlessly-

Yeah......figured that starting an entire new Pokémon League takes a lot of work.....and not just on the 'home front'......

-long pause-

Hey, shhhhh, Sweetheart.....don't say that......

-pause-

I know it ain't exactly turning out how you expected it to, but that doesn't mean that you shouldn't have done it at all in the first place......

-pause-

Really strikes me sometimes that you truly don't know how incredible you are....

-pause-

And that ain't just me blowing smoke 'cause I'm your partner.....

I mean—and I'll say it again for as many times as it takes you to start believing it too—you managed to overcome....so many obstacles to get where you are......one of them being me, remember?

You got sucked into another dimension, faced the leader of an incredibly evil and corrupt organization, and walked out the other side the victor......and then went on to become the first Alolan Champion......

You are just.....outta this world.....

-pause-

-chuckles softly-

There's a smile.....

-pause-

Oh, shhhhh, Sweetheart......no tears....it's alright......

-pause-

-softly-

I know......I miss you too......so so much......

There ain't a waking moment I don't think about you......wishing I could be there......holding you......wiping your tears away.......giving you kisses and making you smile......

-pause-

I know that you're feelin' lousy and lonely.......that even though you got your Pokémon there with you....it ain't the same.....

-pause-

But it ain't gonna be forever....this distance.....one day, when we're back together again....we'll look back on....well everything that happened, and thing, "damn, that was wild, wasn't it? How so much happened in so little time?"

That's the thing about the past......as much as we wanna change it.....all we can do is look at it in hindsight.....

-pause-

-chuckles ruefully-

Trust me, Sweetheart.....I've been.....doing a lot of introspection lately....

-pause-

But the point is, like I said.....this ain't how it's always gonna be......

You're gonna finish up there, and once you do, you're gonna come back here, and you're gonna take a big ol' vacation, and there ain't nothin' that anyone can say about it, or they can take it up with me......

-pause-

Hey.....I know it's hard to think about right now......but remember.....that no matter how far apart we are...... we're still together......

You can do whatever you set your mind to......and I'll be cheering you on, even from far away.......

And....even though it isn't and wont be the same as if I were right there with you....I ain't goin' anywhere......

I'll be right here.....waiting for you.....

-pause-

And Babe?

Even if things don't go exactly how you want them to.....even if nothing runs smoothly, or if it doesn't work out......it doesn't mean that you're a failure......

I know there's a lot of pressure on you.....but remember.....no matter what happens, or how long it takes.......I have never been more proud of you......and I'll continue to be proud of you......no matter what.......

-pause-

You can do it, Sweetheart......I believe in you........

-pause-

Ah......you gotta go?

-pause-

Hey....shhhh......it's ok......take a few deep breaths with me......

-several deep inhales and exhales-

Now .....you're gonna go out there....and you're going to kick ass......

Show 'em whatcha got......

-pause-

I love you, Sweetheart....

Buh-bye.....

~The Arcana: Julian Devorak X Listener NSFW: Remember Who You Belong To~

Sometimes he needs a little reminder.....

Contains: Dom/Sub Dynamics, Sub! Julian, Very Mild Intoxication, Jealousy, Semi-Public Sex, Exhibitionism, Bondage, Magic Use, Mirror Sex, Humiliation/Degradation (use of the words Slut ,Whore, Toy), Collars, Objectification Kink, Mention of Safewords (not used), Honorifics (Domine), Dirty Talk, Begging, Light Spanking

*Looks at the content list* Whew! This is a wonderful commission that I had a lot of fun making! Julian is always fun to play as a Sub, and this audio had a great subject matter to display that! Just a few little things, Julian is very lightly tipsy here but very enthusiastically consenting, so if that makes you uncomfortable, maybe skip this audio! Also, the Semi-Public Sex tag is there simply because they sneak off to another room while there are still people around, nothing is done in front of anyone else without consent! Anyways, I hope you enjoy a very slutty toy Julian! >:3c

~Audio Transcript Below~

Julian: -laughs-

And you would not believe the miscommunication! There I was, thinking that I was on the verge of closing a deal, and they were under the impression that I was paying a dowry for a marriage! Thankfully we were all on the same page before any irreversible decisions were made, but let me assure you that it was not without a lot of cursing and a challenge to a duel from the sweetheart of the girl, which I thankfully did not have to participate in!

-pause-

Oh no--once we got everything settled it was all water under the bridge. They even invited me to their wedding! Truly kind people once all was said and done!

-pause-

Ah, Dearest! I was wondering where you had run off to. Nadia have you meddling in her affairs again? -takes a sip of a drink-

Really, you must tell my new friends about the time---

Ah.....it seem they've flown the coop......

-chuckles-

Honestly should thank you.....I have the sneaking suspicion that the lot of them were trying to get me drunk....they were practically tripping over themselves trying to make sure that I never had an empty glass.....

-pause-

Once again, my Hero......

-takes a sip of his drink-

-pause-

A bit tipsy, perhaps, but nothing too bad, I promise.....you do know that I can handle my alcohol, yes? Especially the shit they're serving here....

-pause-

Oh—-clears throat-Ah yes......well.....

-pause-

You'd like to talk to me privately? Is everything alright, Dearest?

-pause-

Alright then, after you.....

-sounds of walking-

-hums- I don't think my new friends will be too pleased with you whisking me away.....

-door opens-

-lowly-

If I didn't know any better....I would say that you were jealous of them......

-soft gasp-

-door closes-

-grunts as he's pushed into the door-

-swallows roughly-

No....I believe I understand now what's going on here......

-pause-

You were jealous....weren't you?

-soft exhale-

Ah--well.....I told you, I'm only a bit tipsy......

-pause-

-soft moan-

I mean.....I don't think---

-swallows roughly-

I don't think I need you to remind me.....

-pause-

-lowly-

Is this really what you pulled me away for? You were jealous that they were getting my attention and you weren't?

-shuffling of clothing-

-soft moan-

A-ah......

Well…..y-you…..I don’t turn into a slut when I get tipsy, it’s not—-gasps into a moan-

-soft panting-

I don’t think you are playing fair…..

-pause-

-soft shivering moan-

I….suppose you’re right…..

-hushed-

I do like it when you’re unfair….

-soft moaning-

-hiccups a moan-

How is it that your hands feel so good…..and you’re haven’t even touched my cock yet…..

-pause-

Tipsy…..only tipsy I swear…..

-soft groan-

I—I don’t turn into a slut w-when I’ve been drinking….

-sharp gasp-

-moan that gets muffled by a hand-

W-we shouldn’t—we’re still in the palace…it isn’t—

-gasps into a kiss-

-soft panting-

-hushed-

N-no….you…..you did not ask for my opinion…..

-bitten off moan-

B-because toys….don’t get opinions…..

-pause-

I belong to you...I swear....

-hushed-

I’m only ever this easy for you….

-soft moan-

D-Domine…..

-bitten off moan-

-pause-

-hushed-

I…..I do….want to play this game….

-long pause-

-swallows roughly-

I understand……

You’re not going to stop…..unless I say my word……

…прекратить (prekratit') {“cease”}

-soft moan-

Yes….Domine….

-long pause-

There’s a-? Oh….yes….I see….a mirror…..

-pause-

-hushed-

c-crawl?

-light spank-

-gasps-

Y-yes Domine….forgive me Domine….

-shuffling-

D-do I have….permission to speak freely, Domine?

-pause-

I do not wish to…disobey you any further…

-moans softly-

Thank you Domine….

-shuffling stops-

-pause-

Y-yes….it is—-swallows-—a much larger mirror than I thought…..

-pause-

-softly-

One would be able to see….everything…..yes…..

-pause-

You want me to…..strip….in front of it?

-pause-

-softly, a little defensive-

Well I’ve never claimed to be a show off……

-hisses softly-

P-please-! F-forgive me Domine!

-pause-

N-no…..it is s-simply……taking me longer to d-drop into the head space…..

-pause-

-in a hushed whisper-

Please don’t stop…..

-pause-

Thank you…..

-soft grunt-

Should I undress on my knees, Domine?

-pause-

Standing……so we can both…..see everything….

Yes, Domine…..

-shuffling of clothing-

Does my body being bare please you?

-soft moan-

Y-yes……m-my cock is a-already getting hard…..

F-for you…..

-pause-

My hands……up here…..like this? Holding onto the mirror?

-swallows-

Yes, Domine…..

-shuffling-

-hitch of breath-

M-magic?

-pause-

N-no….it isn’t too harsh around my wrists, Domine….

-pause-

Thank you….for your bondage on my wrists Domine…..so that I may follow your orders…..

-soft moan-

-another hitch of breath-

Y-you brought my c-collar…?

-pause-

N-no…..t-thank you for the foresight, Domine…..

-shuffling-

-another hitch of breath-

I….I see—

-hushed-

A toy…..

-long pause-

Y-yes Domine….I will— -swallows- —I will…..keep my eyes on myself…..

-sharp inhale due to a spank-

I-I mean….I will….look myself in the eyes….as y-you remind me…..who I belong to….

-pause-

-soft skin touches-

-soft moaning and panting-

-pause-

T-talk?

-soft whine-

-through soft pants and moans and whines-

I….y-your fingers…..th-they know…..just the right places to t-touch…..to te-ase~!

You…..my D-domine…..k-know how t-to play me…..like an instrument….

-pause-

-hushed-

L-like a toy that…..belongs to you…..

-panting and moaning-

I— -swallows- —I can s-see my pupils….d-dilating….a-and…..my cock…..it’s already g-getting so hard…..

-whimpers-

B-because you trained me that way….

-through pants and moans-

I…I see….how flushed m-my face is…..how…..I—-moans-—I can’t stop m-my eyebrows from turning up…..my eyes….s-so….so glassy…..a-and…..I—-swallows-—I have to keep s-swallowing….otherwise d-drool is going to….to start dripping out…..

-moans-

I w-want to t-touch so bad….I c-can feel it….my cock…it’s th-throbbing a-and….gods even th-though I can’t s-see it…..

-hushed-

I know it’s so fucking hard….

-panting-

-swallows-

Y-yes…thank you Domine….

-groans sharply through panting-

Oh-oh f-fuck…..

I….I didn’t know…..

-swallows-

g-gods…..I’m already d-dripping…..

-pause-

-panting-

I-If I’m a s-slut…..it’s only for you…..

-spank-

-gasps into a moan-

D-domine~

-long pause-

-gasps into a moan-

R-really? Y-you’re going t-to f-fuck me?

-through a whine-

Oh-f-fuck~

T-thank you….thank you f-for using me for your pleasure Domine—

-spank-

-whines-

A-ah~

E-eyes on the mirror…..

-whines-

S-so I c-can s-see what I look like w-when you put it in….

-moans-

O-oh f-uck….I can feel you…..

-panting-

N-no~ Pl-please….P-put it in—I-I don’t care if it h-hurts….

-hushed-

It’ll remind me to o-obey……re-remind me who I belong t-to….

-sharp gasp-

O-ohhhhh~

Ah-ahh~ N-no D-domine….’s good……s-so good~

-pants and moans-

O-oh g-gods~

Y-you’re fucking m-me i-in front of a mirror—i-in the palace~! M-my c-cock is t-throbbing…..dripping……!

-whines-

I—I can’t h-help it…..feels s-so good……m-my v-voice j-just…..comes out~!

-gasps into sharp moans and pants-

Your h-hips….against m-my ass~ S-so l-loud—y-you’re p-pounding my a-ass so h-haaard~

C-can f-feel m-my c-cock b-bouncing—m-making me d-drip e-everywheree~

-moans-

M-my b-breaths—-f-fogging up t-the mirror—s-so h-hot—

-panting-

-keens-

A-ahhh~ I….I s-see——a…a w-whore……a t-toy……getting used….

-hushed-

a-and loving it~!

-sharp pants and moans-

Ah-ah-ah~

D-domine~

-whines-

I—I don’t care anymore—! Pl-please! I don’t care if th-they hear! Please….use me-use me-use me!

J-just t-take m-me~! Use your t-toy f-for your pleasuree~

-gasps into sharp moans and pants-

-panting and moans-

O-oh f-fuck! Yes! Yes-yes-yes! Th-thank you Domineeee~~

-sharp pants and moans-

M-yours!~ Yours D-domine! T-to f-fuck and punish and u-use however you p-please!~

-whines through moans-

I—I can’t h-help ittt~

It f-feels s-so g-good…c-can’t—my eyes j-just….c-cross-!

-sharp panting-

P-please….D-domine p-please—! I—I’m s-so close to cumming~! P-please…..please let me cum!

-through a sharp whine-

H-hold me b-by my collar w-while y-you f-fuck th-the o-orgasm out of me…..w-want ev-everyone to hear you u-using me s-so good~!

Please-please-please-please-pleaaaase~!

-choked off gasp-

-slightly choked-

O-oh f-fuck~!

Thank you-! L-Love being y-your toy! Th-thank youuu~

-sharp moan-

O-Oh D-domine-! ‘M C-c-mming m-my b-brains o-outtt~

-sharp moans and pants-

Th-thank y-youu~

-panting-

-panting slows-

-soft groan-

-shuffling and ring of magic-

Y-yes….Yes I’m alright….just….let me down s-slowly…..

-panting slows-

-pause-

-chuckles-

I mean….if you were to ask me whether or not I was expecting to have magical bondage sex in front of a mirror when I stepped into the palace today I can confidently say that I did not expect that……but I cannot deny that I enjoyed it far more than anything else that was planned for tonight…..

-pause-

And we didn’t get blatantly caught…so all in all I consider it a win…..

-pause-

-chuckles-

Indeed….I say ‘blatantly’ because…well……neither of us were exactly quiet, so I can imagine that we might’ve scandalized a few palace workers or other couples who were sneaking themselves away to do something similar…..

-pause-

-chuckles into a kiss-

I don’t mind…..

-pause-

I do think it’s also quite adorable how obviously jealous you were…..

-pause-

-chuckles-

Yes, yes…..of course I belong to you…..it doesn’t mean that I still don’t enjoy the fact that you belong to me too…..

-hums into a kiss-

-pulls away-

Now….shall I re-dress? I don’t fancy being caught with my trousers down literally

-chuckles-

~Detroit: Become Human: Connor X Listener NSFW: Suckling~ {Patreon Exclusive}

Connor has a kink that he's been a little embarrassed to talk to you about, but you earnestly want to know, and maybe even try it out with him.

Contains: Chest/Nipple Kink, Lactation Kink, Suckling, Gender Neutral Listener, Kink Discussion, Grinding, Non Penetrative Sex, Body Worship, Begging,

Well, here we are! I've been wanting to explore this kink in an audio for a while, but didn't really feel that I could nail it down right, but now I like how it's turned out! I thought it nice to come at it from an experimentation angle, and really drive home that this is something that the listener and Connor are trying together. Open communication is important, and I wanted to show that as well. Please mind the tags as I know this is not a kink for everyone, but I also want to make sure you all know that there is no gendered language used in this audio for the Listener! I also wanted to explore the fact that this kink is not just for those who have what are traditionally called 'breasts'. I hope you enjoy if you decide to listen!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Connor: Thank you.....for....agreeing to talk to me about this.....

-pause-

I know that initially you wanted to have it happen....'in the moment'.....but I....didn't want to potentially cause you any undue stress or.....discomfort......

-pause-

It's....nothing bad perse.....just.....unconventional I suppose.....

-pause-

Perhaps....unexpected......

-pause-

It's nothing.....dangerous...I don't want to genuinely hurt you or....anything of the sort.....

I.....it's.....I suppose I'm.....embarrassed?

-pause-

It's something that....in my research, I found...... it’s apparently controversial....so I......

-pause-

-deep inhale and exhale-

I.....am very much aroused by......chests......

-pause-

A-and.......especially so when they are......leaking.......

-long pause-

......Lactation.......

-long pause-

Please....say something......

-pause-

W-why? I...I don't know......

I suppose......something about it is so incredibly.......human.........

It....isn't something that originally came across as erotic to me.......

But upon becoming Deviant.....something that I attempted to do....partially from your encouragement--not that I'm blaming you for this in the least mind you--was to.....research into......kinks and fetishes.....to see if there was anything that caught my attention....

I happened to come across something known as an Adult Nursing Relationship.....and.....I couldn't get it out of my mind......

-pause-

Something about.....the intimacy of the act......playing with and.....loving on someone's chest.......to the point where they would.....let down.....and I could......consume....it......

-shuddered breath-

I......I know intrinsically that not everyone would be into this.....and....it's not necessarily even about the actual—-clears throat-— milk itself.......or the....gender of the person......

I've.....never tried it out with another person.......I mean.....as I said it never crossed my mind until I became Deviant and went.....looking I suppose.....

-pause-

There have been studies as well as advances in Android technology that have granted Androids the ability for......that.....but it's rarely if ever in their case used for.......this.....

-long pause-

So....that's why I wanted to discuss it with you.....

I understand that it's a very polarizing kink.....as it were.......

A-and....... I don't expect anything from you.....if this is something that you think isn't going to be in your wheelhouse---

-pause-

You want me to....state it plainly? What I want?

-pause-

-swallows-

I-I.....want to massage and play with your chest....and.....touch and…..suck....on your nipples......mostly......the lactation doesn't have to be brought into the play now or ever if you don't want........

As I said.....I never want to make you uncomfortable or cause you distress in any way.....

We don't have to do anything involving this kink at all....I just.....wanted to be truthful to you....since you asked......and since we wanted to be open when communicating with one another......

-long pause-

Will you…..say something please?

-pause-

Y-you….you want to try?

-pause-

No….no of course not! If you at any moment are uncomfortable for any reason, please, please tell me and we can stop…..

-pause-

U-um….well….I think the best way is if….you lay on your back…..and I….slot in between your legs…..and then I can just---well…..start?

-pause-

I was planning on…..caressing you and touching you before anything else….to be sure that it all feels good before I—-swallows roughly-—l-latch on….

-soft panting-

Oh….you have no idea how much even the idea of this is turning me on……

-shuffling-

Y-yes…..just like that……

-soft panting-

May I….touch?

-chuckles softly-

I know…..but I still think it’s important to ask…..

-soft kiss-

-hushed-

Thank you…..

-soft shuffling-

How does this feel? Just soft touches across your chest? Does it tickle?

-pause-

Ok….do you like it tickling?

-pause-

Not really…..alright, I’ll touch…with a little bit of a heavier hand then……

-soft shuffling and panting-

-hushed-

.......Like this?

-moans-

-soft moaning and breathing and skin touches-

Oh……you are just……so amazing……

-softly-

I love you……

-pause-

Of course….

-soft kisses-

-hums-

I……I mean…..only if you’re ready……

-pause-

A-alright…..let me get….comfortable….

-shuffling-

There…..this alright?

-shaky breath-

A-alright…….let me know if that changes?

-pause-

Mmmmhm……

-soft kisses, then soft suckling-

-soft whimpering moan-

-hitched breath-

Ah~

-moans-

Oh……it’s……I……-whines-

-pause-

-soft panting-

Is it ok? Is this ok? I’ll be gentle…..I promise……

-pause-

Thank you…….but please….if it stops being ok…..you have to tell me…..ok?

-pause-

I promise that your comfort…..is more important than my kinks….every single time……

-soft kiss-

Of course….

-swallows roughly-

-gentle moaning and suckling-

-pulls away with a soft gasp-

I-I….I don’t want the other side to f-feel…..neglected.....so I thought I would….massage it with my other hand……is that—?

-moans softly-

Ok……

-hushed-

Do you want me to suck on the other side, now?

-soft suckling-

-whimpering and moaning and suckling-

-gasps sharply-

Ah-ahh~

-panting-

Y-your leg......

It—-clears throat-—It brushed....against my—my cock.....

-groans-

-swallows-

Y-yes.....I'm.....very hard.....

-keening moan-

P-please......

-pause-

C-can I......I......-whines-

Can I please......th-thrust against your leg.....while I.......

-hushed-

S-suckle?

-moans-

F-fuck......

Thank you.....thank you thank you thank you....

-moans into suckling-

-panting suckling and keening-

-pulls away painting-

Y-you feel so good....f-fuck......ah-hhh~

-panting-

A-and......-swallows- you taste so good.....

-sharp gasp into suckling-

-moaning and groaning and suckling-

-moaning and suckling grows more frantic-

-pulls away with a gasp-

Oh-oh~ I'm.....oh f-fuck....I'm close~

-panting-

I......-whines-

I want to come.......-hushed-.....like this......

-moans- Suckling from you.....and playing with your chest.....

Please~ Please I'll make it worth your while, I promise....I'll do whatever you want....I'll make you come so hard any way you want I promise!!--Just please please please let me come while I suckle from you......I need it.....please~

-whining moan-

-panting and messy suckling-

O-oh~ G-gonna come......I'm gonna come~!

-garbled groaning and moaning mixed with suckling-

C-cumminngg~!

-harsh gasp and whining moan-

Ah c-coming!

f-fuck~

-soft gasp-

-moans into suckling-

-whimpers and keening moans-

-pulls away panting sharply-

Thank you....thank you thank you thank you.....

-panting slows-

-long pause-

I feel so good....it was....everything I could have possibly wanted....I just......-whines softly-....can I have a moment....

-pause-

My....processors....everything is a little jumbled.....

-pause-

-chuckles softly-

Kind of......made my....hard drives do a hard reset.....

-soft kiss-

It was good.....more than good....I promise.....

-long pause-

Did you.....enjoy it?

-long pause-

More than you thought?

.....Good....I'm glad......

-soft kiss-

I meant what I said.....anything you want in return I'll give it to you.....I feel so fulfilled.....so good.....

-hums-

-pause-

W-wha?

-pause-

Do I think I could make you come just by.....s-suckling?

-shaky exhale-

I-I don't know......b-but.....we could....try?

-moans softly-

You are just.....the best thing that's ever happened to me....did you know?

-soft kiss-

Let me take care of you now......

-pause-

I know.....it's because I want to......not because I feel like I have to.....

Making you feel as good as you've made me feel?

It's not an obligation.....

-soft kiss-

I swear......

-pause-

-moans softly-

Y-yes....

-moans into soft suckling-

🍂~November 2025 Bloopers~🍂

One of the funny things about my bloopers and behind the scenes is you can tell what piece of media I was hyper focusing on at the time, especially if it has music because I will sing it lol.

Discord Server Invite

Hey everyone, if you'd like to join the discord server, here is an invite! I will warn you however, simply so that I can sort of control how/when people join, the link will expire 7 days from today!

https://discord.gg/uuuukFxK

🍂~November 2025 AMA~🍂

We're truly heading into the depths of fall into winter folks, and it's time for a new AMA once again! If you're new or don't know how this works, at the beginning of every month I make a post asking for questions you might have for me, and at the end of the month I release an audio where I answer those questions!

If you're worried that you might ask something that's been asked before, don't worry! I don't mind answering the same question again, because chances are the answer has changed! Also, if you'd like to ask more than one question, feel free!

I look forward to your questions!

🎃~October 2025 AMA~🎃

Happy Halloween everyone! Thank you all so much for your questions and I hope you all enjoy this spookiest of holidays in whatever ways you can!

EDIT: A question didn't load on my end, so I re-uploaded the audio with it added in! Thank you to those who brought it to my attention, and I'm sorry Patreon didn't load it in the first place!!

~The Facts in the Case of M. Valdemar: By Edgar Allen Poe~

A mesmerist hypnotizes a dying man, M. Valdemar, hoping to suspend death itself.

Happy Halloween everyone!

This spooky season I've been trying to consume more horror entertainment, especially things I haven't in the past, and I was inspired by the Vincent Price horror anthology 'Tales of Terror', which has an adaptation of this story. I enjoyed it so much that I decided to go back to the source and create an audio of it!

Note that since this is a horror story written by Poe, there are disturbing elements as well as disturbing descriptions that may affect those who are sensitive to those kinds of things. Please listen at your own discretion, and I hope that you enjoy if you do decide to listen!

~Detroit: Become Human: Connor X Listener SFW: Little Universes~

Connor knows that there are things that keep you up at night, and sometimes it's hard not getting caught up in your own little universe.

Contains: Implied Relationship, Comfort, Introspection, Advice

You know how sometimes you have one idea and then a character kind of takes over for you and it goes a way you weren't expecting but ended up really liking? That's kind of what happened here lol. Honestly I'm not even sure if this concept and the things that Connor talk about make sense or are that comforting, but I feel like there are different ways to comfort, and sometimes they can come out like this. Regardless, I hope you all enjoy!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Connor: I thought I might find you up here.....

-pause-

-chuckles softly-

What am I doing up? I could ask you the same thing.....

-pause-

I did come out of sleep mode when you got out of bed.....however I thought you just might be using the bathroom.....when you didn't return after a while.....I went looking......

....and found you here......

-pause-

I would much rather stay......that is.....if you're amicable to that......

-pause-

I may be a Deviant.....but you know as well as I that I still don't 'sleep' as humans do.

-long pause-

Of course.....thank you....

-shuffling-

-long pause-

-chuckles softly-

"Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?"

-pause-

It's the title of a dystopian science fiction novel from 70 years ago.....

The Blade Runner movie series started in 1982 was based off of it......

-pause-

Sometimes I wonder how the author would have reacted to the androids of today.......it's quite poignant really.....

-pause-

"What does it mean to be empathetic......and whether that allows someone to be valued as a living thing....."

-pause-

But no, I didn't come up here to wax philosophical to you about 70 year old novels and their relevancy today.....just as I suspect you did not wake out of sleep and settle out here to listen to it.....

-long pause-

I could make an educated guess as to what brought you out here.....but at the moment.....that's not quite as important as to being here for you.....

At least in my mind.....

-long pause-

I know that you... struggle.....that you beat yourself up about not doing enough.....about how lonely you are.....about how sometimes you feel like a failure.....even to yourself......

-pause-

The things that keep you up at night....whatever they are.....are not insignificant.....

-pause-

There are nine billion other people, human and android alike on this planet......all with different lives, different struggles, different hopes and dreams.....

We are all simply our own tiny universes bumping against one another for what is a brief speck in the grand scheme that is the existence of the universe.......

-pause-

There are some small little universes that orbit one another.....or fall out of orbit only to come back.....or....fall out of orbit completely.......

......the vast majority of these little universes we will never even encounter.......but that doesn't mean that they don't matter.....

-pause-

Look there......do you see the cars driving down below......and there......the lights in the windows clear across the city?

-pause-

Signs of life.....other little universes.....

And isn't that a glorious thing? To know that even if our universes never touch theirs......that we are not truly alone in this world?

-long pause-

I suppose what I'm getting at is that we cannot truly know the contents of these universes.....we do not know the circumstances of their lives.......what keeps them up at night......

-pause-

I believe that the Earth would be a better place if we were to lead with kindness.....and an understanding that it is impossible to fully understand the 9 billion other universes out there.......

But that does not mean that we should not try......

-pause-

And that includes kindness and understanding towards our own universes.....

-pause-

I know that's an oversimplification....that there are evils and wrong doings done in this world not out of fear or loneliness or necessity......but out of ignorance and malice and grabbing for power.....and sometimes it feels as though there is nothing we can do to stop that.....

But I think ....that if we were all to agree that just because our universes are different, it does not mean that any one universe is better, smarter, more correct than the other.....and to lead our lives with kindness and understanding first......with open minds and open hearts.........perhaps the world would be a better place......

-long pause-

Look at the stars......many of them are the same stars that living things saw with their own eyes thousand upon thousands of years ago......and there will be people who look upon them thousands upon thousands of years into the future.....

We are all connected.....

-pause-

It does matter......because for the time that our little universes are here.......we're all doing our best to just.....make it through.....

-pause-

And at the very least I can say with confidence that you are trying to make it through with the best intentions......

-pause-

And you will struggle.....and make mistakes......and fail.......but you will also triumph......you will make the right decisions.....and you will be able to sleep through the night.....

-pause-

And kindness.....grace.....it all can start here......from your heart......

You don't have to forgive those who wronged you......but you can forgive yourself......

-pause-

And I think that's where you need it most now.......

And that's also why I'm here......

Because your universe matters to me......

-pause-

Count the stars with me?

-long pause-

Oh what an amazing thing it is to be alive.......

Serenity and Beauty in the Act of Remembrance: Part 2

NOTE: The information below is a direct copy from Part 1 of this series with slight edits as to the subject matter of this part. If you haven't seen Part 1 check it out here!

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Cemeteries have never been frightening to me. I've always felt a sense of pensive reflection as well as a grand showing of love and care when it comes to walking through them, and have often found myself day dreaming about the lives of those who's final resting place I pass by as I internally pay my respects. As I've gotten older and more comfortable with the concept of death as a whole, I find that the peace of cemeteries has only grown.

Once a year, during the spooky season, my roommate and I take a trip to one of our local cemeteries. It's quite a large cemetery (by my standards anyway), and we like to spend a handful of hours there walking around the various levels together. As it is a gorgeous landscape, we also usually take the time to photograph our adventures. We've done this at least for the past 3 or 4 years, and this year with all its ups and downs and my current headspace and physical conditions, it felt rather important for me to be able to keep up with this tradition.

I've also been feeling a bit stagnate in my art and in my artistic expression, so I thought: "This year, why don't I experiment with something I haven't tried before in photography," and so I decided to try out a tip/suggestion that I saw years ago. The gist of it is, to create a makeshift filter, take a mesh stocking or a wig cap and stretch it over the lens of your camera. This changes how the light interacts with the lens, and creates this almost soft, dreamlike and sometimes vintage effect.

The photos in this gallery—as well as in part 2—were all taken during this most recent trip using this method.

Immediately I was incredibly taken with the results and with how the makeshift filter required me to change my approach on how I took these photos. This time around, I focused more on light, shape, and contrast, while also trying to convey the serene feeling that often comes over me while I'm at this cemetery.

As I started to take more and more photos, I also found myself drawn to the personalizations of the grave stones and their offerings, and how those who are still with us show how they remember and love those who have departed.

I of course was also drawn to how the cemetery design integrates so much different foliage, which led me to also taking more mid to far range photos of the landscape with the headstones, seeing how light and color changed depending on how much or how little foliage was around. This also led to some very close up photos of the nature surrounding and integrated with the headstones, and some further away landscapes without much focus on the actual headstones themselves.

Now—as sort of a disclaimer—whenever I take photographs there, I do my best to always be respectful to those who are no longer with us, not only with where I step when I'm taking the picture, but also how I frame the photo. Out of respect I try not to take extremely close up photos of the entire gravestone, especially with more current stones that have very clear information still presented on them, and are more often then not, still actively receiving visitors. This particular cemetery, due to how long it's been open and in use, has several parts that are filled with graves that are over one hundred years old, and I feel a bit more comfortable taking photographs of the entire headstone, but please know that the name and information—if readable—is not the intent of the focus of the photo.

I didn't really have any cohesive "theme" in mind other than what I stated above, but as I went through and did a bit of editing with the photos, it was interesting (and of course quite obvious lol) just to observe that the more things I encompassed in the shot, the less personal everything became. There are many metaphors that could be drawn from that, but since I didn't take these photos with the intention of expressing a metaphor, I've leave that to you, the viewers, if you wish.

In this part, the main focus is on nature and statues/architecture that are not headstones, while Part 1 has more of a focus on mid to far range landscapes. I hope that you all enjoy the photos and the sort of different kind of post, and I would love to hear if there are some that are your favorites! Each photo also has a brief description that gives a bit more information about what it is, or why I decided to take a photo of it. (Note: There are some slightly sad descriptions in a few photos)

Finally, I've also included a Zip folder with higher resolution photos to download if you are interested! However please note that due to the makeshift filter the entire photo as a whole will be a bit blurry and out of focus. Regardless, I hope you enjoy!

Serenity and Beauty in the Act of Remembrance: Part 1

Cemeteries have never been frightening to me. I've always felt a sense of pensive reflection as well as a grand showing of love and care when it comes to walking through them, and have often found myself day dreaming about the lives of those who's final resting place I pass by as I internally pay my respects. As I've gotten older and more comfortable with the concept of death as a whole, I find that the peace of cemeteries has only grown.

Once a year, during the spooky season, my roommate and I take a trip to one of our local cemeteries. It's quite a large cemetery (by my standards anyway), and we like to spend a handful of hours there walking around the various levels together. As it is a gorgeous landscape, we also usually take the time to photograph our adventures. We've done this at least for the past 3 or 4 years, and this year with all its ups and downs and my current headspace and physical conditions, it felt rather important for me to be able to keep up with this tradition.

I've also been feeling a bit stagnate in my art and in my artistic expression, so I thought: "This year, why don't I experiment with something I haven't tried before in photography," and so I decided to try out a tip/suggestion that I saw years ago. The gist of it is, to create a makeshift filter, take a mesh stocking or a wig cap and stretch it over the lens of your camera. This changes how the light interacts with the lens, and creates this almost soft, dreamlike and sometimes vintage effect.

The photos in this gallery—as well as in Part 2—were all taken during this most recent trip using this method.

Immediately I was incredibly taken with the results and with how the makeshift filter required me to change my approach on how I took these photos. This time around, I focused more on light, shape, and contrast, while also trying to convey the serene feeling that often comes over me while I'm at this cemetery.

As I started to take more and more photos, I also found myself drawn to the personalizations of the grave stones and their offerings, and how those who are still with us show how they remember and love those who have departed.

I of course was also drawn to how the cemetery design integrates so much different foliage, which led me to also taking more mid to far range photos of the landscape with the headstones, seeing how light and color changed depending on how much or how little foliage was around. This also led to some very close up photos of the nature surrounding and integrated with the headstones, and some further away landscapes without much focus on the actual headstones themselves.

Now—as sort of a disclaimer—whenever I take photographs there, I do my best to always be respectful to those who are no longer with us, not only with where I step when I'm taking the picture, but also how I frame the photo. Out of respect I try not to take extremely close up photos of the entire gravestone, especially with more current stones that have very clear information still presented on them, and are more often then not, still actively receiving visitors. This particular cemetery, due to how long it's been open and in use, has several parts that are filled with graves that are over one hundred years old, and I feel a bit more comfortable taking photographs of the entire headstone, but please know that the name and information—if readable—is not the intent of the focus of the photo.

I didn't really have any cohesive "theme" in mind other than what I stated above, but as I went through and did a bit of editing with the photos, it was interesting (and of course quite obvious lol) just to observe that the more things I encompassed in the shot, the less personal everything became. There are many metaphors that could be drawn from that, but since I didn't take these photos with the intention of expressing a metaphor, I've leave that to you, the viewers, if you wish.

In this part, there is more of a focus on the mid to far range landscapes, where Part 2 is more focused on nature, statues/architecture that were not headstones. I hope that you all enjoy the photos and the sort of different kind of post, and I would love to hear if there are some that are your favorites! Each photo also has a brief description that gives a bit more information about what it is, or why I decided to take a photo of it. (Note: There are some slightly sad descriptions in a few photos)

Finally, I've also included a Zip folder with higher resolution photos to download if you are interested! However please note that due to the makeshift filter the entire photo as a whole will be a bit blurry and out of focus. Regardless, I hope you enjoy!

See Part 2 here!

~Marvel: Loki X Listener SFW: Chronic~ {Patreon Exclusive}

He might not understand from experience, but as a nonhuman, he holds quite a refreshing perspective.

Contains: Established Relationship, Petname (My Dear), Referenced Chronic Condition, Comfort, Reassurance

As someone who lives with chronic pain and chronic conditions, there are times where I fluctuate between "it is what it is" and "wow this is awful I hate everything", and sometimes it's hard to remember that the world is not catered to those with chronic conditions, and that's not our fault! This audio really came forth from the idea of just wanting to be given comfort and reassurance that one's worth is not determined by what they can do and what pain or condition they can—or more realistically, are forced—to push through. So I hope that those who relate find this comforting!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Loki: I have known pain.....but not one such as this....

-pause-

Why—I—-sighs softly-—you do not need to apologize, My Dear.....you're the one who is suffering.....

-hushes softly-

I know.......I assume you apologized because apologizing for your condition feels better than the waning sympathy and sometimes outright apathy that others have towards it, so you 'beat them to the punch' as it were.....

-long pause-

You know I'm not one to mince words, My Dear.....but I do apologize I suppose for putting it out in the open for you when you're already in this state....

-pause-

Do you need anything? Water, a heating pack? Those little pills your earth physician gave you?

-long pause-

-softly-

....Of course I'll stay here.....

-long pause-

I wish there was more that I could do for you, My Dear.....but even my magics cannot change this......

-hushed-

Despite how much we might both wish for the opposite.....

-pause-

Of course I'll play with your hair.......

-long pause-

Believe me when I say that you are not be a burden, and that your complaints are understandable and rather mild considering your circumstance......

-pause-

-chuckles softly-

You forget who I was raised with.....when Thor was younger and he fell ill or was injured to the point of limited mobility, you would not believe the whingeing that sprouted forth from his mouth.....

-pause-

While we may be immune to Midgardian illnesses, that does not mean we are immune to everything.....but to be fair, Thor was mostly only inhibited by injuries.....that he caused himself by being well......himself.....

-pause-

Meanwhile, as I said, your complaints are entirely understandable......

-long pause-

I know there are times that you feel like you're going insane, that you wish with all your heart you could do one thing that doesn't aggravate your condition and make things worse.....

-pause-

There are many who take their able bodies for granted.....

-pause-

Besides, for the most part, you keep your complaints relatively to yourself.....

And at the risk of "calling you out" again, I must say....not usually for your own benefit.....

-pause-

Ah yes......how do you talk about something that affects most if not all aspects of your life without others writing you off; saying that you're using it as an excuse, or that it couldn't possibly be affecting you that much, or that you're too young or the thousand other responses that spew from the mouths of those who refuse to have empathy for their fellow humans.

-pause-

It is also unfortunate that many who have able bodies—or even those who have their own aches and pains and conditions but do not experience them chronically—cannot or will not take the time to imagine what their life would be like if they were in your position......

All they see is someone who isn't "trying" hard enough.....not working hard enough.....or someone who is exaggerating their condition.....

And so you're expected to just push through, to work or to care for yourself at the 'acceptable societal standard' even if doing so will literally set you back days if not weeks or months....

All they see worth in is how much you 'contribute' to the world.....and if you aren't 'contributing'....then you have no worth....

Which is frankly completely and utterly mad.

-pause-

You don't need to 'contribute' anything to be worthy of life, of, care, of sympathy......

-pause-

And honestly all of that jealousy seems to originate from this world's seemingly tired and unending death grip on capitalism and how you're only worth anything if you sell yourself to do it, but that's not entirely the point of what we're talking about, is it?

-chuckles softly-

-soft kiss-

-softly-

While I have not experienced your condition or the many others that afflict humans, I can only imagine the turmoil that has come from navigating and accepting it. Accepting that it will be with you always, and that your life is unfortunately dictated by something that is not within your control....

And I do know, that unfortunately you have been left with the choice of either 'deal with it and keep living' or 'succumb', and that with a chronic condition it does eventually turn into "It is how it is" or that you're used to it......but that doesn't mean that you have to keep all of your frustrations inside.....you are allowed to lament the fact that you have to make choices based on your health, and not simply based on your wants and your needs outside of it, and that making a choice based on your health is not always easy.

You are allowed to be frustrated—Hel, even downright furious—that for so many, your life and your worth is determined by how much you can suffer......

But it is not, is the thing......and that as well—I can imagine—is difficult to remember when there what feels like a chorus of voices trying to tell you differently.....

-pause-

And you are allowed to mourn the life you thought you’d have……

-long pause-

All that is to say.....around me.....you need not apologize for your perfectly well justified frustrations about your condition......

I will always hear you out....

-pause-

And even in the quiet days, where you cannot find the words or are too tired to voice them, I will still be here.....helping in any way that I can.....

-pause-

Your condition may be chronic.....but all that means is that your needs are different.....

-long pause-

-slight disbelieving chuckle-

Why?

....Well......

-soft kiss-

Because to me....you are worth it....

🎃~October 2025 Bloopers~🎃

Lots of singing in this one, but I'm sure that you all won't mind that much 🤣

Discord Server Invite!

Hey everyone, if you'd like to join the discord server, here is an invite! I will warn you however, simply so that I can sort of control how/when people join, the link will expire 7 days from today!

https://discord.gg/c82Vve9j

🎃~October 2025 AMA~🎃

Happy First Day of Halloween! It's time once again to take your questions for the AMA! If you're new or don't know how this works, at the beginning of every month I make a post asking for questions you might have for me, and at the end of the month I release an audio where I answer those questions!

If you're worried that you might ask something that's been asked before, don't worry! I don't mind answering the same question again, because chances are the answer has changed! Also, if you'd like to ask more than one question, feel free!

I look forward to your questions!

~September 2025 AMA~ (Plus a Little Update)

Thank you for the questions!

We didn't have too many this month (which is totally fine, it happens!) So I thought I would give you all a little update as well about what's going on with me and some of my thoughts and stuff. Thank you as always and I appreciate you!

~I'm Here For a Good Time Not For A Long Time in DRAGON AGE 2~

Am I under leveled? Am I incompetent? The world may never know....

~Pokémon Sun & Moon: Guzma X Listener SFW: We'll Figure it All Out, Together~ {Patreon Exclusive}

Sometimes, you gotta make that leap of faith, but ultimately, you have to be the one to make it. However, that doesn't mean he won't be there for you no matter what

Contains: Previously Established Relationship, Comfort, Anxiety Aide, Emotional Support

Sometimes you really just need a reminder that you aren't alone in everything. Honestly society today really tries to emphasize the "singular" person, when that is hardly the case, and that you can and should rely on your loved ones to be there for you and help you figure things out. I get really in my mind about making decisions, and I bet there are a lot of people out there who feel the same way, so I hope this audio and the reminders in it can help you out if you're having trouble. I hope you enjoy!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Guzma: Change is scary......the future and the unknown of it can be......understandably terrifying....especially when it feels like you're putting a lot of your faith in said unknown.....

But that's kind of the thing about the future.....we can make an educated guess....we as people can plan and research as much as we possibly can to try to guide ourselves to the best outcome.....but in the end.....we actually don't know how everything is going to pan out....

-pause-

However.....that doesn't mean that we should sacrifice opportunities and the potential good....just because we're scared that it isn't going to work out....or that something bad will happen to us because of it.....

-pause-

Making decisions whether they be big or small is hard! I'm not denying that.......

Just.....the future isn't set in stone....that's what's kind of amazing about it.....it's never too late to make a decision that can change things for the better.....it's never too late to try....

-pause-

I know that you're afraid that you're gonna make a choice, and because of it, everything is going to fall apart......

And well.....

-deep breath-

As someone who's been in that place.....where....I made a decision that ultimately did not work out great for me......to say the least.....

-pause-

I'm still here.....

-pause-

Hey, Sweetheart......can you look at me?

-pause-

I notice that you keep saying "bad" decision.....can you maybe....tell me why you think of it that way?

-pause-

Well......just because you may end up making a decision that doesn't work out...... doesn't mean that it's inherently bad.....

And....the idea that there's no recovering from it after it's all said and done....

-rueful chuckle-

Frankly that's kind of bullshit.....

-pause-

Yeah....you may regret it or parts of it in the end, I'm not gonna lie to you.....but that doesn't mean that you can't get up and try again....make a different plan and try that one.....

-pause-

-soft sigh-

Sweetheart.....

Society tries to trick us into believing that we should only do something if we're 100% absolutely sure that it's going to pan out for us, and that if it ends up not working out, or you end up not being able to achieve a goal, or follow through on something, whatever it may be....it's going to be a huge catastrophe and you're a failure or you're stupid and don't deserve to try again.....

-pause-

Like I said.....it's a trick......to get you to not trust your own judgements.....and to lower your idea of self worth.....maybe it originally comes from a place of care or worry.....but in the end....it doesn't help....

The reality is, there is no one "right" answer or one "right" way to do anything.....and you cannot be 100% sure about a plan or a decision.....but that doesn't mean that you should let that influence whether you go through with it......

-pause-

And safe.....doesn't always mean better....

-pause-

Not to say you should go off the rails without any thought to the consequences of course.....but....you get what I mean, right?

-long pause-

Another thing I'd like you to try to remember is......you're not alone in this.......you don't have to keep it to yourself.....

I'm here for you.....

-pause-

But I do think you should have a little more faith in yourself......cause.....

-exhales slightly in disbelief-

You are a hell of a lot smarter and more competent than you think.....

-pause-

I can help research or talk it out with you.....and help weigh the pros and cons and everything.....whatever it is you think you need to help you make that decision...

-pause-

....the only thing I can't do....is make that final call...

-soft sigh-

...that will be on you......

-pause-

-hushed-

And I know that's the scariest part.....

-pause-

But no matter what happens......I'll still be here for you......

No matter the outcome.....we'll figure it all out.......together......

~Lil Update~

Hi everyone! I just wanted to give you all a little update for the audios and other things I'll be creating for this month!

I unfortunately got sick right at the beginning of the month, and it affected my voice to where I couldn't record without it being very obvious that I was sick! Unfortunately, still two weeks later, even though I'm physically feeling better, some congestion and everything has stuck in nose and throat and you can absolutely still hear it 😓

I wanted to let you all know that I am still planning to make audios, but they will probably be released more towards the end of the month! I'm doing everything I can to try to help heal my voice but sometimes it just takes time! Thanks in advance for your understanding and I'll get back to making audios ASAP! 💚💪

~September 2025 Bloopers~

Ah yes, my bloopers, which shows the constant oscillation of me singing and my slow descent into madness.

Discord Server Invite!

Hey everyone, if you'd like to join the discord server, here is an invite! I will warn you however, simply so that I can sort of control how/when people join, the link will expire 7 days from today!

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~September 2025 AMA~

The first of the month is upon us! It's time once again to take your questions for the AMA! If you're new or don't know how this works, at the beginning of every month I make a post asking for questions you might have for me, and at the end of the month I release an audio where I answer those questions!

If you're worried that you might ask something that's been asked before, don't worry! I don't mind answering the same question again, because chances are the answer has changed! Also, if you'd like to ask more than one question, feel free!

I look forward to your questions!

~August 2025 AMA~

Thank you all so much for your questions!

If you wanted to follow my fandom/Art tumblr its here (be aware my current hyperfixation is the band ghost lol): https://www.tumblr.com/blog/arcaneacolyte

I also have an art bluesky but I forget to post on it a lot so there isn't much there right now:
https://bsky.app/profile/arcaneacolyte.bsky.social

~The Arcana: Muriel X Listener NSFW: Attractive~ {Patreon Exclusive}

Maybe bathing out here in the area where he gathers herbs will give him the push he needs.....

Contains: Kissing, Confessions, Insecurities, Embarrassment, Mild Voyeurism, Public (Outdoors), Praise Kink, Mutual Masturbation, Size Kink

I just wanted Muriel being a big nervous but incredibly horny mess, and this is where that got us lol. This was also an audio where I had to remind myself that not everything has to end with or even have full blown penetrative sex. Sometimes mutual masturbation and just getting off once is completely fine. I felt that it fit the story more. I also like the idea of the listener just being super into Muriel and everything about him and is very blunt about it lol. Hope you all enjoy!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Muriel: These herbs should be enough for now......I'll meet you back at home, Inanna......

-Inanna vocalizes-

-walking-

Cutting through here should be--

-gasps softly-

What in the world.......?

Bathing? Why are you bathing here? All alone?

-hushed- Where anyone could see you?

-pause-

-rushed to himself- I should.......

-gasps softly-

You....you're......-hushed- touching yourself.....too?

I should.....I need to......

-swallows roughly-

You are so.......beautiful.......

-swears under his breath-

-soft panting-

Even while you enjoy yourself....you have......such.....grace........

-pause-

-sharp gasp-

I'm sorry! P-please! Please forgive me! I'm---I----T-there's no excuse, I'm so sorry-!

-soft panting-

M-my eyes are closed.....because....y-you're naked! I shouldn't have l-looked......s-so....

Please forgive me, I'm so sorry.....I.....I should go........I.....I should let you get back to your bath....I....I understand if you'll never forgive me......I'm so so sorry........

-gasps-

I.......what do you mean?

-pause-

Y-you.....you weren't just b-bathing here.......as a coincidence......

-pause-

-stammers- I--I....I didn't want to b-bring attention to t-that.......that was...very private and I........

-pause-

Y-you.......wanted me to s-see?

I--W-why would you ever want me to.....?

-pause-

Y-yes....I suppose I can....open my eyes......

-exhales softly-

I'm sorry......y-you.......you're.....incredible......

S-so am I? I......b-but......

Y-you should p-put your clothes back on.....I.......

-pause-

-swallows roughly-

I.......you can't think I'm....attractive........?

-pause-

I.....I'm big........too big........I tower over everyone and I'm......frightening.........

I'm not.....soft......inviting..........attractive........

-pause-

I....-huffs out a breath- Y-you.......

-flustered- I......I'm sorry...I.....hearing you......say that you think I'm.....incredibly attractive.......it.......

-pause-

O-oblivious?

-soft gasp-

I.....I'm so sorry.....I......y-you're still naked.....a-and you called me......handsome and......you're so.....gorgeous......I......I can leave....I--

-pause-

Th-that was more the reaction you were looking for........

-hushed- An.....erection?

-flustered- Y-you....t-touch? I.......-huffs-........it....I.........

-pause-

I do-!

........gods I do.......

-pause-

G-get it out? I........here?

-exhales- A-alright......

-shuffling-

-moans softly-

T-there.......it is.......

-pause-

I.....I'm t-too big......aren't I? Intimidating..........

I told you.......I shouldn't----sharp gasp-

Ahhhh........

-panting-

I'm.....I'm sorry.....for.....jumping to conclusions.....I.....it's already—-swallows-—hard for me to believe.....that you would ever........be attracted to m-me.....in this way......

S-so......my anxiety.....it just.....takes over.........

I'm....I'm sorry.....I'll....try to wait.....for you to say what you're thinking....and feeling......

-pause-

Y-you......you like how big it is?

-swallows- O-oh......

-pause-

Y-yes.....you can.....touch me........

-soft moan-

Oh~

I....I know y-you've barely t-touched me......I........this is........just a dream....come true.......

-soft panting and moaning-

It.....your hand........it....it feels even better.........

-moans softly- Than my fantasies......my dreams........

-moaning and panting-

Y-you.....I.......you're complimenting m-me......a-and....I...I'm....flustered.....I don't know......

-moans- I don't know what to do with my hands......

T-this feels.....I never thought that I would feel this......do this.....with you.....it.......I'm having a hard time believing.........

-pause-

W-would t-touching you too.....h-help.....solidify that it's real??

-soft panting-

I don't know........

-swallows-

B-but....y-yes.....I would......love to find out......

C-can I really?

-exhales softly-

You want to share....pleasure with me........gods.......

Please.......please........

-shudders-

O-oh......your skin is.....s-so......soft..........

-soft moaning-

T-the sounds.....you made.........a-are making........-shaky inhale and exhale-.........are incredible........

I....I don't think I will ever forget them.......they'll follow me into my dreams........

-panting and moaning-

I......oh......y-you feel........s-so good..........

-huffs- A.....a little.....h-harder........sq-squeeze.....at the head?

-breathy moan- Y-yes......like that........

Gods...........

-panting and moaning-

I....I don't think I will.....ever get used t-to you.....calling m-me......h-handsome......attractive.......

It......oh~

-shudders- S-saying i-it.....like that.......I......s-suppose.....y-yes.........

-hushed- It does turn m-me on......

-gasps-

-panting and moaning-

T-this is.......so much......better....than anything....I ever thought.......it's.......gods.......

-moans and pants-

S-seeing you.......naked......so unexpectedly.....a-and then.....y-you were touching yourself......

Was that....r-really.....t-to entice me?

Oh~

It.....it did.......forgive me.....but it did........

So captivating......I couldn't look away......

-whines softly-

Y-yes......it made me.....s-so.....s-so.......-hushed- hard.......

M-more....p-please....faster......harder.....anything you'll allow........I just.....

-moans- I need more of you.........

-harder pants and moans-

I.....I'm sorry......I......this is........I don't know if I'll be able to h-hold out....for very much longer.......

Having this.....doing this.....sharing pleasure with you?

I don't think I could last even if I wanted to.......

-hushed- That's what you do to me......

-panting and keening moans and groans-

Oh....oh gods.....c-close......I'm.....I'm getting close......

-through pants-

Y-you....too?

Come.....come here.....come closer.......I've got you......

-pause-

I just.....I just want to be closer....I want to f-feel.....as much of you as I can......

-groaning moans and pants-

Oh.....oh~

Here.....I......G-going.....going to c-cum.....I.....I........

-panting-

-hushed- May I kiss you?

-moans- Thank you.....

-harsh kiss-

-pulls away gasping-

-groans lowly- C-cumming........

-Keening moan-

Oh F-fuck

-harsh panting-

Please.....please....you too.....I want........I....anything.....t-tell me anything........

-moans- I'll do anything for you.....

-groans softly- Yes......oh gods.......

-panting-

-panting slows-

-swallows-

I.......that was.....

-sighs- I don't think I have the words to accurately describe how.......incredible that was......

I never thought.........-exhales-

Y-you'd want me.......

-pause-

May I kiss you again?

-soft kiss-

That either........I never thought you'd let me kiss you......

-pause-

I....I think we should st-top here......I'm.........

-inhales- You asked me once......to tell you if I was ever too overwhelmed......and.....and I think I'm.......there......good....overwhelmed.....I'm....I'm alright......

I simply.....don't think I could go any further.......

-pause-

Plus......we are out in the open still.......and.....I promised Innana that I would meet her back up at my.....home.......

-pause-

Cute? Y-you think I'm....cute too?

-exhales- No one has ever......called me that either......

-pause-

N-no....I.....I like it........is that....alright?

-pause-

I.....it may take some.....getting used to.....being thought of....as....attractive by you......and hearing it.....from you......and touching you and......-swallows-

But I'd.....like it.....if we.......continued.....did more.....together......if you.....also—

-soft kiss-

-shuddering exhale-

Thank you.......

Cute? Y-you think I'm....cute too?

*exhales* No one has ever......called me that either......

*pause*

N-no....I.....I like it........is that....alright?

*pause*

I.....it may take some.....getting used to.....being thought of....as....attractive by you......and hearing it.....from you......and touching you and......*swallows*

But I'd.....like it.....if we.......continued.....did more.....together......if you.....also—

*soft kiss*

*shuddering exhale*

Thank you.......

~Uncovering My Uncle's Shenanigans in DRAGON AGE 2~

A man with a dark past? Join the club, buddy, we got jackets....

~Marvel: Bucky Barnes X Listener SFW: Confined~ {Patreon Exclusive}

Of course it had to happen now. You were almost out, and of course the walls had to close in on you.

Contains: Claustrophobia, Panic Attack Aide, Distraction, Comfort, Unresolved Romantic/Sexual Tension, Pre-Relationship

While I know now everyone has claustrophobia, something about the thought of Bucky comforting the listener through a phobia induced panic attack wouldn't get out of my mind, and I felt like the claustrophobia allowed for some real good “they obviously want to be together but they think the other doesn’t want to be and now they're trapped in a small space together" vibes. Even though this audio is focused more on claustrophobia, I hope that it can maybe help others who might be suffering from a phobia induced panic attack. I hope that you all enjoy!

~Audio Transcript Below~

-Fade In-

Bucky: I repeat, this is The Winter Soldier calling for an emergency evacuation. Hydra has installed previously unknown security technology in the bypass shaft that has blocked off access to the rendezvous point. I am trapped here with a fellow agent, and even through repeated efforts, we have been unable to breach the panels blocking our way. We have been enclosed in a tight space that have left the two of us unable to produce enough leverage to destroy the panels from our side. Please respond, Over.

(Steve over the Intercom): Roger that Buck, we're on our way. Over!

-pause-

Bucky:

-breathes a short sigh of relief-

Good, for a minute there I was worried that we were going to be able to get a message out either....

Provided they aren't interrupted by too many Hyrda agents, they should be here shortly.....

-pause-

Woah.....hey.....is everything alright.....?

-pause-

What? Woah....woah ok....slow down.....take a breath.....what's going on? What do you mean, 'you should have told someone?'

-pause-

Hey, hey! Can you look at me? Yeah, just look at me.....there's nothing else you have to worry about or do other than that, ok?

-pause-

Good, yes, good job.....you're having a panic attack, and you're going to hyperventilate if you keep breathing like that.....so if you can, take some deep slow breaths with me....try to exaggerate the motion that breathing make as much as you can....

-hushes softly-

It's ok.....you don't have to worry about that right now, just focus on breathing with me....that's your mission right now, ok?

Deep breath in now......-deep, slow intentional breath-

Yes, good, now let it out......-deep, intentional exhale-

Perfect, just like that......

-repeated, slow, intentional breaths-

Hey---hushes softly---just because you're experiencing some claustrophobia doesn't mean that the mission is blown, ok? Steve, Sam and Natasha are on their way, and once they get the panels open, we'll be scot free.....

You're not letting anyone down.....you're not letting them down....you're not letting me down....you're not jeopardizing [anything], alright?

-pause-

-exhales softly-

There's no shame in crying.......just like there's no shame in being afraid.....

-pause-

Well, I'm fairly certain that's why they call them irrational fears.....

It doesn't have to make rational sense for it to affect you.....

-hums softly-

I know it's a little bit out of our hands with well....the space.....and I know that I'm touching you already, but is it ok if I touch you more?

-pause-

-soft shuffling-

You're not a burden, you didn't ruin anything.....

-pause-

If crying is what helps you feel better, then cry all you need.....I'll just keep wiping the tears away......

-pause-

Can I try something?

-pause-

I'm just going to tap some spots on your face in a little pattern, nothing too scary I promise.....

Can you try to breathe in rhythm while I do it?

-pause-

I'm going to start with your forehead, like this.....

In-two-three-four

Then I'll tap your chin, and you'll breath out-two-three-four.....

Good.....

Right cheek in-two-three-four....

Left cheek out-two-three-four.....

And then we start again.....

Forehead-two-three-four....

Chin-two-three-four.....

Right cheek -two-three-four....

Left cheek -two-three-four.....

This helping any? At least to take some of the attention away from the situation?

-pause-

I hesitate to even ask so I don't trigger anything, but it's also good to know if it's not helping at all....

-pause-

Good....I'm glad.....

Do you want me to keep tapping? Sometimes it helps if you do it yourself....? Helps reconnect you to your body functions and senses......

-pause-

-Gently-

Sure I can keep doing it for you.....

-long pause-

Believe it or not....it's an old trick I used to do with Steve when he was having asthma attacks. Something about 'em just.....made him feel like the walls were closing in on him and he was trapped.....

This helped get his attention away from that.....

-pause-

I mean, sure I'm curious, but that's not really important right now....

-pause-

I mean from context clues I can kind of piece it together......

-long pause-

-short wry laugh-

What, you think you're the first to lie about a physical condition for military operations?

-pause-

-slyly-

Oh, not just Steve......

-chuckles-

See? Everything is gonna be ok.....you've got me here.....

-pause-

And I'm not going to let anything happen to you......

-pause-

If you think it'll help, I can try to stretch out my legs as much as possible and you can kind of--um--well--straddle them I guess.....don't really have a better word for it---light bashful chuckle-

-shuffling-

There.....doesn't feel quite as squished, huh?

-pause-

What? No, I'm fine....I've been in much less comfortable situations than this....

-long pause-

What did I lie about?

-pause-

......I'm afraid of heights.....

-long pause-

You don't have to apologize......from context clues.....makes sense, doesn't it?

-pause-

And I told you because I wanted to......even though you asked I could have refused.....

-pause-

Trust me, I didn't feel obligated just because I happened to be around when your claustrophobia reared it's ugly head.....

Like I said.....everyone has things that they're afraid of.....rational or not.....doesn't make it any less real.....

-pause-

Hey, you're not a coward.....trust me.....I've known quite a few spineless cowards in my time, and you are far from that.....

-pause-

The fact that you went on this mission, and I'm assuming countless other missions where you've had to navigate those fears? That's some real bravery......

-pause-

Just because kept it to yourself doesn't make you a coward......

-pause-

You condition might not ever get better.....and it might not ever get easier.....and if you want me to keep my big mouth shut about it, then my lips are sealed......but know that we can accommodate you too.......

It's whatever you want......

-pause-

-softly-

I know you do.....they'll be here soon.....

-pause-

Once we do, we can go for some takeout.....my treat......

-pause-

Ah—-coughs, a bit nervous-—I meant....well....with all of us.....but if you want it to be just us......

-softly-

I think that can be arranged.....

-long pause-

In the meantime, we can talk about other things? I'd offer to play some games or something, but I don't think eye spy will go over very well.....

-pause-

-chuckles-

Well.....I spy with my little eye........someone who is very brave.......

-Fade Out-

~I'm Getting Blown Up Already in DRAGON AGE 2~

I suppose the trend of useless rogues and traps are going to be a theme here.....

So, something went wrong with my microphone while recording, and there are a few parts that have some static while I talk. I tried my best to clean it up as well as I could, but I could only do so much since it wasn't consistent and also I have no idea why it happened (womp womp). If you'd like to skip out on the static, here are the time stamps when it happens!:

58:15 — 01:00:30

and

01:03:24 — 01:05:20

Also, ARACNOPHOBIA WARNINGS: There are giant spiders during these time stamps, if you'd like to skip seeing them!:

43:30 — 44:15

56:15 — 57:00

58:25 — 59:21

~August 2025 Bloopers~

Once again I hope that everyone doesn't mind the shorter bloopers. I want to ration out my current archive of audios to take bloopers from so I don't run out and I can build up more! Thank you all in advance for understanding!

Also not me mixing up the verses of All I Ask of You from Phantom because I was trying to sing both parts and automatically switched back to Raoul's part without thinking lol.

~Drawing A Whole New Chibi for my Dragon Age 2 Playthrough SPEEDPAINT~

There are some moments here where the speed of everything changes from going to slower and then faster, and I hope that it isn't too jarring! That will teach me to write a script after the speedpaint is already exported with talking points that happen at specific moments, but I like to have some actual guided commentary rather than me rambling and messing up my words and saying "um" every two seconds. I hope you all enjoy!

Discord Server Invite!

EDIT: Guess who was a dingus and forgot to put the actual link in the post...it should be working now!

Hey everyone, if you'd like to join the discord server, here is an invite! I will warn you however, simply so that I can sort of control how/when people join, the link will expire 7 days from today!

https://discord.gg/VHu4urTa