Pillow Talk

The top sketches were inspired by some I saw on Twitter it’s so Edwin core.

Fantasizing about your enemy to help you sleep is so normal. Edwin’s pillow is gonna be torn apart by the end of this, his intense yearning is brutal. The top parts are definitely fantasy, he’d be calling Portia ugly to her face and then having dreams about licking her. I do think it’d be interesting if most of his fantasies involve some element of body worship/focus her pleasure just cause he wants her to like him and doesn’t know how and kinda day dreams of her wanting him and making her feel so good…. Obvi there’s a few self focused fantasies cause who wouldn’t want to be dominated by Portia/have their pleasure put first. Secondly, I feel like Edwin being so touch adverse in public later reveals how touch starved he is in private, and how he just wants to GRIP someone. I’d say his fantasies around about 50/50, horny lewd vs just imagining he’s snuggled up with someone, how good they’d feel, how they’d smell, how he squeeze them so tight. Obvi I think Portia is the mysterious dream person, but I think he just thinks about it in general. He wants to be wanted gdi!

The last sketch, I think Edwin is ‘meaner’ ie gruffer, impatient, sarcastic than Portia is to him in public once they’re a thing, but in bed he probably can’t help himself talking about how pretty she is and how good she feels and how he’s wanted her for so long etc, very praise heavy which she gets off on. Obvi Portia IS mean, so she’s gonna be a lil mean…. And eventually she follows up with some niceties which is what he likes. He wants to work for it, he wants her attention, and hearing her insult him and then be unable to control herself because he feels so good is exactly what he likes.

I’m trying to decide how Edwin would be when he doms/tops. Usually I make him p bratty/flustered when Portia’s in charge… I feel like maybe he’s a bit cocky and smug, showers Portia in compliments and is like ‘no, I KNOW you’re gonna ✨, just go on’. I could also see him having to lock in cause she feels so good and he sucks at topping because he just immediately finishes. Regardless, he gets tired quick and finishes quick, BUT he will just keep going, he’s greedy and wants to cum as many times as possible. I think Portia’s usually a one and done girl, like she likes LONG foreplay and then a nice big O, then is like ‘well that was fun’ until she realizes Edwin’s just ready to go again, and before she thought it was interesting but now she’s a blushing sobbing mess as he gets her to go for the 4th time and he’s on his 7th. One of the few times she’s not perfectly put together and actually lets someone else take care of her, obvi she’s barely able to function and exhausted while he is like ‘let me have a banana and water and let’s go again :)’

I can’t decide if Portia would be into degradation… she’s happy to degrade, but I don’t think she’d like being degraded…. maybe she never is until eventually they experiment, and it’s v tame compared to Portia spitting in Edwin’s mouth and stepping on his balls how he likes. Anyway, I just think portia’s in charge 95% of the time, and the 5% she isn’t, Edwin always does something that shocks her that she’s into. She was being too loud so he put his fingers in her mouth. Shaken to her core when he playfully put a hand to her throat (didn’t squeeze, just did it in a ‘come closer’ move) and kissed her and she was like ‘… am I into this’, spits in her mouth, holds her down, bondage? I could see Edwin being quite skilled when it comes to tying knots..:. Idk that’s enough rambling