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I am really mad right now because I am aware that my content is being leaked on a website (thanks to my friend Eleanor for letting me know, I love you lee) . I'm trying not to let this anger and disappointment affect my performance and desire to create. I don't have many fans , and it's a lot of work to do and I do it with a laptop with a doomed display screen showing up dark vertical lines that get bigger every month, a dying battery that don't hold charge for long periods, and a keyboard missing 6 keys, and I'm just giving value to what I make. I don't forget my origins so much that I post a free version for my fans with different things on Pixiv just so no one feels undervalued. I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say I don't deserve it, because yes I do. I've leaked stuff from my favorite artist in the past thinking it wouldn't harm him as he was earning thousands of dollars a month, but I regretted it a lot (to this day I regret it). I went to him with a sincere apology and he accepted it. I did it just to put his name in every corner, but I can feel it in my skin what it's like to have your content leaked now. I am a little sad and discouraged. I will be honest with you , if you want to go to that website and wait for my profile to be updated, feel free. If I feel I can't deliver to you what you expect from me or if these leaks affect me in any way, I will let you all know, close my fanbox, retire or go on hiatus again. I am working on a vid called (double dime piece) and soon it will be available. There are a few things still missing, and yes I'm still working with Blonde Bombshell 2. Also, starting to think about doing some different things too, without being Shota all the time, but I won't abandon that completely. I sincerely thank those who support me and let's go as far as we can.

I'm still working on it so this doesn't reflect the final thing

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