At least he's charming enough to smile at you ๐คฃ
Drawing things I've never tried before (like Alastor's maniac expression) is surely scary, but I also find there's something liberating in the process. Like the fact my brain has to come up with new solutions would be unlocking a hidden potential slowly.
So always remember to see the bright side even when you "fail" on a drawing. The bright side being learning what went wrong and what can you do to fix that next time.