Mother's Desire - Chapter 10

Manic Monday Early Afternoon (Part II)

Not long after they left Katie found her curiosity getting the better of her. She kept wondering if her red panties were already soiled with her son's cum or if he would use them later when he got home. She figured based on the day before that they were probably already used. She hated herself for having these thoughts, but being alone in the house all day nothing seemed to distract her.

Then it occurred to her that he would probably come into her room again today looking for a fresh pair. Katie hadn't thought this far ahead. Now she was torn between pretending she didn't know anything and leaving the door unlocked again or confronting her son about his behavior.

Katie walked up to her son's room and then ran to her own. She repeated this manic behavior several times throughout her day. She tried watching tv, but could barely focus on anything on screen. Instead her mind wandered to thoughts of her son and her panties. Though she forced the intrusive thoughts out of her head as quickly as they came, it didn't stop them from popping into her head over and over.

Does he.. sniff them? Does he wrap them around his... thing? Does he always cum on them? How have I never noticed before? Does he think about me?.. Or is it just about the panties? Does he ever take my clean ones? Or does he always want dirty ones? Does he watch... porn? Or just imagine something while he... I could go look right now and see if he's used them...

Katie sat on the couch pretending to watch tv for a least 2 hours before she was up and pacing at the base of the stairs. She didn't really realize she had gotten up until she had been pacing for nearly 5 minutes. She was torn between checking on whether Logan used the panties or not. She felt like checking would be invading his privacy. Still he obviously invaded her when he took them, but does that really mean she should walk into his room without permission too? Eventually her curiosity one out.

Katie cautiously went into her son's bedroom. She looked carefully at his pillow before lifting it so that she could remember how to put it back in the same way. There were her panties, they weren't quite as balled up as they had been before, but she did see noticeable cum stains. He used them... Will he try for a fresh pair today? God, I need to stop this.. I'll lock my door today.

The rest of Katie's day went by fairly normally. She decided to skip her run with Candice today. She knew that with her mind racing she would probably end up sprinting again. Instead, she did an extra little workout in their backyard. Katie told herself she was going to lock her door today to prevent Logan from stealing her underwear. However, if anyone had been aware of her actions, they probably would've suspected something seemed off about actual behavior, and that her intent to lock her door, might not actually be that true. Before her workout she took time to pick out a pair of her favorite pink cotton panties. They were comfortable and she always thought she looked sexy in them, but she rarely wore them for a workout, because in leggings you could see the panty lines. If she had truly intended to lock her door, why pick out a favorite pair of panties? This seemed like an obvious question, but Katie refused her ask it of herself if face it.

Instead, throughout her workout Katie kept saying to herself that she was going to lock the door today. Stop feeling worried! You're going to lock the door today, it's not a big deal so relax. You don't need to be worried about him stealing them because you're going to lock the door! Unfortunately for Katie, if she truly meant to lock the door, she wouldn't have need to keep promising herself it was going to happen, she would just do it and move on.

When she reached her bedroom she closed the door and her hand hovered above the lock. Lock it!She told herself. There was another desire boiling inside her, but she was in denial. Katie didn't want to face the truth, but the truth was, she felt flattered. Deep down she felt some odd satisfaction about being about to turn on such a young man at her age. Even if it was her son, or maybe because it was her son? Still, she refused to acknowledge this, instead she got frustrated with herself, claiming not to understand why she was even hesitant. Why are you hesitating?! Lock the damn door!

click

Katie locked the door. She threw her clothes into the hamper and then just sort of stared down at her panties. Logan could be home any minute.. If he did take those.. would he use them right away? Or would he wait until after I check on him like yesterday?.. Katiesuddenly realized she had the ability to see Logan's internet usage. She had an app for their router on her phone and it could show a history of every site visited and the device that visited it. She had turned this feature off immediately, again deciding it was an invasion of privacy. However, now she became curious about what her son might watch while he used her panties.

Katie stood in her closet, completely naked, staring down at her underwear for several minutes while her mind wandered. I could just check... to make sure he's not watching anything bad.. She rationalized. Would he still watch something if he doesn't get a new pair?.. God, am I really considering let him steal another pair just so I can check his internet usage?! Katie shook her head to clear her mind, but it didn't work. Instead the first thing she imagined was Loganwrapping her pink panties around his big cock and jerking off until her came all over them. That was it, something in Katie's mind snapped.

Without thinking, or anymore rationalizing, Katiesnatched her panties out of the hamper. On some level, deep down, she knew what she was about to do was deeply inappropriate, but it didn't matter. Her body's need to act had overwhelmed her better senses. She quickly pulled them back up her legs and made sure they were snug on her hips and hugged her pussy. She felt a little shame, because her pussy was already getting wet, but it didn't stop her. Her needs were still overwhelming her ability to stop herself. She ran over to her nightstand and opened the drawer. Inside, underneath an old book of Jeff's was a small vibe.

It was purple and tiny, but quite powerful. Katiealmost never used the toys Jeff bought for her, but she had used this one a few times before. She turned it on, up to about half power and laid on her bed. She spread her legs and slowly moved the toy up and down her slit, over her panties. When the toy touched her clit it sent a shockwave through her body that made her legs shake a bit. Her door was locked, but still she imagined Loganwalking in and catching her. Her legs were spread facing the doorway and she imagined that if he did walk in, he would've gotten quite the view. She shook again and she felt her pussy begin to flood. This feeling brought along with it a feeling of shame, but her lust was still winning out.

Katie moaned softly, but tried to stay quiet in case Logan did come home. Not really sure why him hearing her mattered at this point, but still she tried to be quiet. She made herself cum while she pictured her son cumming on her panties. Briefly she even imagined the pink panties she was wearing now were already covered in his cum. This brought her to her second orgasm. Katie tried to relax as she came and let her juice flow out and soak the cotton panties she still had on.

Katie exhaled hard and started to catch her breath. She turned off the toy and threw it back into her nightstand. She ran her hand on either side of her inner thighs and exhaled again out her nose. Her body still felt hot, but it also felt deeply relieved now and her stress that had been building all day felt like it melted away. Katie probably would've felt happy, if she hadn't made herself cum while thinking about her own son. Her hand traced its way to her pussy and when she touched her pink panties they were absolutely soaked. She felt a small sense of satisfaction, like that's what she was hoping for, but refused to face what that satisfied feeling actually meant.

Instead, in almost a singular motion. Katie rolled towards her bedroom door, stood, unlocked it, and then yanked off her pussy soaked panties and dropped them into the hamper. She walked over to the shower, turned it as hot as she could stand and stepped inside. It was at this point her feelings of almost overwhelming shame it her like a ton of bricks. She let the hot water pour over her face and down her back while she internally chastised herself.