Mother's Desire - Chapter 9

Manic Monday Morning (Part II)

Katie awoke the next morning alone in bed. Jeffhad obvious snuck out early. He wouldn't be home until Tuesday afternoon next week and Katie felt a sense of dread that she had never felt before. The first thing she thought of when she woke up was the sex from the night before. It had started normally enough, but for whatever reason images of her son had popped into her head several times. Most concerning to her was the fact that she came so fucking hard while she thought of him.

It was 5am and Katie got up to do her morning yoga. She felt depressed now too. Usually she enjoyed doing her morning yoga, but now everything felt strange. She got dressed and quietly went out to the landing. Danielle's bedroom door to her right was closed as usual and to her left at the end she saw that Logan's door was open slightly. Maybe I should check on him? No, I never do that this early. Why would I do it today? Katiethought to herself.

She's not sure why she did it, but as she reached the top of the stairs, she turned and tiptoed over to her son's room. What am I doing?! What's even the point of looking into his room? Katie thought. Her own actions were confusing her, but still she slowly reached out and touched the door. She pushed on it lightly opening it just bit more. She peered inside and then instantly pulled back.

Her face went flush red and she felt deeply uncomfortable. Inside, her son was still sleeping, but for some reason he had decided to sleep completely naked. Though she only looked for a second, the image was already burned into her brain. Logan had been lying flat on his back sprawled out on his bed. His blanket had covered his right leg up to his thigh, but his left leg and the rest of his body was completely exposed. He was completely naked and there was no doubt he had morning wood because his dick had been standing straight up.

Her face feeling hot and with a terrible pit in her stomach, Katie quickly made her way downstairs. She went into the living room and started doing her yoga. What is he thinking?! Leaving his door open while he sleeps naked?! I wake him up every morning he's never done that before! And why is he so... big?..

Katie couldn't be sure, because she only got a fleeting glance, but her son looked quite large down there. At least equally as big as his father. If not a little bigger.. Katie thought. She shook her head again the clear her mind. These intrusive thoughts were becoming more and more common and Katie was sick of it. What if his sister were to walk in. I wake him up every morning too! Isn't he worried that I'll- Then Katie had another realization. That little shit wanted me to see it.. I wake him up every morning. Of course I'll notice if he's naked.

Then Katie felt her nerves building up. She realized after her yoga session she would need to go back up there to wake him up. He never got up for school if she didn't push him. She didn't want to see him naked again. Though deep down she was curious if his dick was as large as it looked at first glance, but she refused to even acknowledge this subconscious curiosity.

Finally it was about 5:45 and Katie knew it was about time to head back upstairs and check on her kids. She walked slowly feeling a sense of dread that never accompanied this activity before. As she reached the top of the stairs she saw that her daughter's bedroom door was now open and she could hear the shower running in the bathroom she shared with her brother. Her son's door was open only slightly in the same way it had been before. Katie swallowed hard and then tiptoed again over to his room.

She had no clue why she felt the need to sneak up to the door. She peered around into his room again and felt a deep sense of relief. Logan was still laying in bed but he had pulled the blanket over his waist entirely. Then Katie felt an odd sense of disappointment. It hit her that her curiosity to see his size and now not being able to was causing this. Though she knew being disappointed at not being able to see her own son's penis was just absurd.

"Logan sweetie time to get up for school." Katiecalled from the doorway while also knocking lightly on the door.

Logan flinched and then stretched, "I'm up! I'm up."

"Good boy." Katie said with a giggle.

As Logan stretched his right leg poked out from under the blanket, but his crotch was still obscured. Still it was enough to confirm that he was still in fact naked underneath the blanket. Is he still hard?..Katie felt herself blush hard and then said, "Did you want any breakfast?"

"No thanks mom." Logan said rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

"Okay well let me know if you change you mind." Katie said turning to go back downstairs.

Even with everything that had been on her mind Katie felt thankful that she had no problems with talking normally around her son. She might act paranoid or disgusted when she thought about the pantie situation, but whenever she was actually around him things felt completely normal. How can things be so screwed up, but still so normal at the same time? Katie thought to herself, feeling a little frustrated.

It wasn't long before Katie said goodbye to her children, giving each of them a hug on the way out the door. Though as she hugged her son, it felt somehow different than any other hug they had ever shared. He only used one arm as he was half turned to leave. However, his arm felt strong around the middle of her back. It sort of dawned on Katie for the first time what a handsome young man he'd grown into. She could smell his scent and found that he actually smelled rather nice this morning. She felt her breasts pressing into his toned chest and she felt an odd sense of embarrassment that was unusual for a hug with her son. She felt her face flush slightly and she broke the hug saying, "Well goodbye sweetheart, have a nice day at school."

"Thanks mom, love you, bye." Logan said as he walked out to his car where Danielle was already climbing into the passenger side.

"Love you too!" Katie called back. Even with everything going on, the secrets he was forcing her to keep, Katie meant it. She definitely did not feel any less love for her son, even with the restless unsettling emotions his actions were causing her.