Mother's desire - Chapter 8

A Blurry Weekend (Part I)

Dinner was nice enough. Danielle talked about her latest dance routine and promised to show them afterwards. Logan didn't talk much but did say that he was thinking more about college which Katiethought was nice. The best part though was that Jeff was home. He talked about work a little, but really wanted to hear about how they had been. Katie felt relieved to have her husband here. Though she still felt she couldn't tell him about what their son had been doing, she felt calmer.

From the moment he'd walked in the door Katiewas able to feel a bit more at ease. Though her mind had wandered a couple times throughout dinner, she was able to focus much better with him present.

Unfortunately for Katie the weekend came and went in a blur. By the time she was getting ready for bed on Sunday night she was starting to feel a little anxious. She had hoped to had some kind of idea on how she wanted to handle the underwear theft situation by now. However, here she was, Sunday night with Jeff about to leave again for a week and she still had no clue.

"I'll probably be gone before you're up tomorrow." Jeff said as they got into bed.

"I know. I'll miss you." Katie said honestly.

"I know baby, I'll miss you too, but after my next trip I told them I need at least two weeks before they send me anywhere else." Jeff said.

Katie flashed him a warm smile and kissed him on the cheek. Jeff returned her smile, but then Katienoticed a change in the look in his eye. He kissed her lips softly. Katie felt butterflies in her stomach and her body started to feel warm. She knew he wanted to have sex. They hadn't done it since before his last trip. With him about to be gone again for a week, she knew they should take advantage of this opportunity.

Being the parent of two children now for 18 years they had gotten pretty good at being quiet. Jeffkissed her again and Katie felt his tongue brush her lips. Katie felt her body beginning to tingle from anticipation. She started kissing her husband's neck and he reached down between her legs. She opened them for him and he start softly rubbing his finger up and down her slit. She reached out and took hold of his dick. She jerked him slowly and felt him begin to stiffen in her hand. Jeff's dick was a pretty decent size. He had an average length, at about 6 inches, but what Katie always loved was how thick he was. He had some serious girth that really stretched her out when he was inside her.

I wonder if Logan's is thick like this. The thought came out of nowhere. Katie felt instantly disgusted with herself and quickly pulled back her hand instinctively. "Everything alright?" Jeff asked. "Yep, everything is fine." Katie replied. Before Jeffcould reply she pushed him back so that he laid flat on their bed and she flashed him a wicked smile. Jeff chuckled, and she removed her top and threw it aside. Next she kissed her way down his chest until she reached his dick. She took hold of the base of his dick and seductively licked it from bottom to top while looking up at him.

Jeff moaned and threw back his head. Katie smiled feeling good about herself for still being able to turn on her husband like this even after all these years together. She took him into her mouth and started bobbing her head. Rhythmically she bobbed up and down dragging her lips and tongue along his length. I wonder if Logan would want me to do this for him. Another intrusive though ran through her mind. Stop that! Stop thinking about your son while your... busy! Katie thought to herself.

She took her husband down to the base and held her breath for a moment as he filled her throat. Katie had done this enough to know she could take his entire shaft into her mouth. She often wondered if he was even an inch or two larger if she could still do it. Katie squeezed her eyes closed and focused on bobbing her head faster while breathing through her nose. For some reason the image of her son laying in bed instead of her husband flashed into her mind. She felt her pussy flood almost instantly and then she felt a deep penetrating shame. What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why am I thinking about this shit now?

Katie opened her eyes and Jeff was looking down at her with a smile on his face. Katie felt her shame fade a bit and she sat up. She gave his dick a few more quick strokes and then moved up straddling him. Quickly she aimed his dick at her pussy and sat down. "Fuck you're so wet tonight baby." Jeffmoaned.

Katie felt embarrassed, Am I wetter than usual? Is it because I thought about Logan? God, what is wrong with me.. She didn't show it though, she just started riding her husband's dick slowly. She closed her eyes and let her head fall backward. She felt him stretching her pussy and she moaned softly in response. "Does that feel good mom?" Logan said. Katie's eyes shot open and she looked down at Jeff. Obviously seeing the shock on her face he said, "What's up with you?" Though he had a smile on his face that said he wasn't too concerned. Katielaughed and said, "what did you say?"

"I just asked if my dick feels good in there baby. What did you think I said?" Jeff said with a smile placing his hands on her hips.

Katie shook her head to clear her mind and then laughed and said, "I wasn't sure what you said. This feels too good!"

She started raising her hips and then bringing them down hard. It was a slow process but each time she sat down their was an audible clap from her ass hitting his thighs. Jeff groaned in pleasure and Katie smiled happily.

Soon Jeff pushed her to one side and moved behind her. Katie felt his hands, still on her hips pulling her back slightly. She knew he wanted to fuck her from behind. He always commented on how nice her butt was and this one a regular position for them because of it. Katie moaned as she felt Jeffenter her once again.

Katie let herself relax and reached forward on the bed. She was on her knees, but her head was laying peacefully on the bed. Jeff started thrusting into her faster and faster. She could feel his dick becoming more rigid and she knew he was on the verge of cumming. Just knowing her husband was about to cum made her own pussy begin to vibrate with pleasure. "Cum for me baby!" Katie moaned. Jeff started thrusting even harder and Katie felt her ass smacking into his chest over and over. Then without warning Katie imagined Logan, her own son, as the one behind her thrusting into her over and over. She came extremely hard just then. She came so hard in fact that she almost yelled,"Ahh fuck! Yes!"

She didn't feel shame, or embarrassed, she just loved how good she felt in this moment. Then Jeffcame and Katie pictured Logan filling her with cum. Katie came hard a second time on her husband's cock and rocked her whole body backwards into him a few extra times as both their orgasms subsided. "Fuck that felt good, thank you baby." Jeff said with a huff as he felt back, laying out in the bed.

"Yes it did.." Katie said with a smile, running a finger along Jeff's chest.

Then the shame hit Katie like a train. What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why did I keep thinking about Logan? And why did I cum so hard while I thought about him?! Fuck I'm so fucking fucked up!

"Well let's get some sleep." Jeff said standing with a big stretch and turning off the lights.

Katie did not sleep peacefully. She tossed and turned quite a bit. She felt guilty for thinking about her son inappropriately. She had never done anything like that before. She knew it was this whole stealing panties situation. Though what really worried her was the way her body reacted. Why did she cum while she was thinking about her son? Shouldn't that have been the biggest turn off possible? Eventually Katie did fall asleep, but she felt no comfort about everything that had happened.