Finally resurrected after 2 months of Hiatus!

WAAAAAHHHH!!! WTF THATS A LONG TIME GONE AND IM BOMBARDED BY EMAILS!

HELLO! how are u? i know i know some of u may be pissed and probably wanna choke me right now but HEAR ME OUT!!!! put them pitchforks down lemme explain myself and gimme time to answer ur answered emails!..dont crucify me yet...not yet

soooo well this messy ass petty ass bitch was on her summer vacation. having a time of her life. closing the world of cosplay behind her for a while. left work. ( not really i still did end up doing " MoDelLiNg ' gigs here and there and dont ask me i dont know why my tiny ass got such gigs ) in L.A. met some new people, collabed with 3 amazing artist!!!. tried to date someone serious which i have to end as i know shits not gonna work. fell infatuated. broke my own heart. travelled again. met people ( lost 3k usd ) either got stolen on my suitcase or some people i am with found it and never gave it back. drink my heart out and just went ballistic!. catched up the wave and life, ate unhealthy and basically left my cosplay life behind and experience what im missing out. i cant be young forever or even live forever so i chose to live a little.

i never am perfect as a creator. i know this. im proud of my work for anime expo but lets say i feel like anime expo wasnt the greatest this year based on mismanagement ( you can see theres very few anime expo videos were released by videographers ) as its pretty much a mess. i wasntttt so proud of 2 of my cosplays like the cham cham and the storebought ishtar. it doesnt fit me. i realize that i do amazing in armor cosplays.  i had fun and met friends at ax.i met so many of u and even hugged some of u. and saw ur baby! ( all my cosplays u payed to make ) im proud of my zinogre. but the rest im like EH!.... i realize that nah......imma try to do better next time.

im currently replying to ur emails and questions. ill be honest. some of the questions i see on my notif and i am kind of scared to answer as its complaining lol ( which u have the rights to ) but im a bit sensitive to answer it so i just kinda moved on.

thank you for changing my life, for sticking around, for giving me all these opportunities, for making me feel supported and most of all making me feel beautiful. 

i have 1000 euros to spend on cosplay thats ready made. what should i get? obviously i will tweak it but whats on ur mind?!

im gonna stop saying sorry and just own up to my actions. patreon is huge part of my cosplay life. it provides for my work and ill be honest. it help me pay my parents bills. im still immature enough to handle responsibilities. but i already had coaching from other big artist on how to be a grown person and take shit seriously. 

currently replying to ur dms. PLEASE DONT CRUCIFY ME!!! :(

love you guys! oh yah will be posting some vacation pics. but already planning stuff to post for the week. and will be posting the hot versions of the higher tier of me and stellas set. only mine lol stella is aint about my hoe life hahahaha...

love you and have a great great day!