๐ซ๐ฟ๐คHelping Ginger Calm Down๐ค๐ฟ๐ซ
Added 2024-05-12 18:05:26 +0000 UTCTrigger warning: for this audio, su!c!dal thoughts and simulated panic attack! Please be careful and stop listening if it gets overwhelming!!! Take care of yourself, my loves ๐๐๐
In case youโd like to skip the panic attack but still want to listen to the rest it starts basically right away and ends at 7:43
Weโve had a lot of fun listening in on Gingerโs thoughts BUT can you handle it when things arenโt so fun??? Our thoughts arenโt always kind to usโฆ Will you tough it out with her? Will you still accept her after witnessing her imperfections? Will it endear her to you even more or is it too much? Either way is the correct answer as long as you do whatโs best for you. ๐น๐ฉท๐
UM, the first part of the audio is pretty heavy, huh? If youโre reading this after listeningโฆ Are you okay?? Hugs? ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ It wasnโt too heavy, was it? Editing that part actually made me feel pretty sad! It was super effective! I felt so bad for Ginger ๐
I almost scrapped this entire episode to create something more lighthearted. Buuuuuuutโฆ I kept it because I know I would freak tf out if my crush could hear my thoughts. I mean who wouldnโt? AND I think it really fleshes out Gingerโs character. Itโs kinda like a โIf you canโt handle me at my worst, you donโt deserve me at my bestโ situation. Kinda?? Do you agree? ๐๐ค๐ฉท
In the same vein, I'm pretty proud of how the panic attack turned out! It genuinely made me feel some anxiety and real pity for Ginger. It was pretty intense! If youโre a long time listener you know I like to keep things easy, breezy, beautiful; so making something dramatic is challenging and foreign to me. But this is pretty good chaos for a peace lover like me lmao ๐๐
Anyway, thank you for listening and I sincerely hope you enjoyed it! And if you couldnโt I hope it at least made you feel something ๐ซ๐
Before you ask! Ginger will continue!!! But I have A LOT of other audios waiting to be posted. Iโve got some Miranda, Passion, Valery, and a couple of unnamed one-off girls for you! ๐ (I still donโt know what to do with Tulip ๐ ๐ ๐ ) So those will be posted with some Ginger sprinkled in there ๐๐ซ So stick around maybe? If you like Ginger you might want to give some of the other girls a try! ๐
Okay, I think that is everything I wanted to sayโฆ If not, oh well. ๐
OH YEAH! If you made it this far in the description gimme one of of these ๐ง so that i know youโre a real one ๐ And tell me your favorite part! Iโm always curious to know ๐
Okay thatโs really it this time. I love you ๐๐๐๐
NO, ITโS NOT LOL. GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT!!! By PURE coincidence, I posted that first Ginger audio on Lesbian Awareness Week! I found out after the fact, isnโt that so cool!?
0:00 Anxiety Attack
7:43 Recovery
17:58 Confession
Comments
1: OMG, POOR GINGER! ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ This anxiety attack was brutal, but extremely well done by you! ๐๐ผ This was definitely quite the experience while wearing headphones. ๐ฐ๐ง And when I even heard some crying from you, it almost broke my heart. ๐๐ซ I wanted to get all of these intrusive, depreciating and dark thoughts out of her head. ๐ช๐ง And I just wanted to comfort her so bad and hug her and tell her that she's so loved! ๐ซ๐ญโค๏ธโ๐ฉน I can't blame Ginger for panicking like this. I mean, how are you supposed to take news like this in a world where supernatural things seemingly aren't the norm? ๐ 2: I'm glad that the listener seemed to be doing her best to calm Ginger down in the end. ๐ She probably did that since the start of her anxiety attack but Ginger couldn't register it. ๐ But of course, even during her anxiety spiking, she was able to hate on that couch (5:25) ๐๐. I have never heard someone hate on a couch so much. ๐ 3: You played Celeste too, right? ๐๐งโ๏ธ When I feel anxious, I always had trouble to follow this rule of slowly breathing in, holding the breath, and slowly breathing out while counting. Celeste had this inctedibly well done scene where Madeleine and Theo were stuck in a gondola and Madeleine was having a panic attack. Theo suggested to visualize a feather going up and down and having to keep it afloat by breathing. ๐ชถ This really stuck to me and is something that I actually used in real-life, because it's a nice way to visualize something, instead of just counting. 4: (11:40) You heard all of this bullshit going on in my head and you're like "Hm, yeah. I want some more of THAT". Literally the YU-Community in a nutshell ๐ Seriously though, Ginger is an absolute masterpiece that you came up with. ๐ซ๐งก๐ 5: (12:38) "Even after you saw all my bad parts and continue to see my bad parts" Noooooo! ๐ฑ๐ญ Ginger, you are deserving of love and an anxiety attack doesn't make anything about you bad! ๐ญ I wonder if anyone in her personal life implanted that seed into her mind that mental health problems make you a problem yourself. ๐๐ฑ I'll fight them! Nobody hurts Ginger! ๐คบ 6: (13:55) "You're so special. Please don't think that you're not" Look who's talking. ๐ฅบ๐ข But seriously, these compliments seconds before this timestamp were so heartwarming. โค๏ธโ๐ฅ YU, you are such heartwarming person. โค๏ธ๐ฅ After all it is you that comes up with these wonderful words, spoken out loud in your wonderful comforting voice. ๐ชท๐ชป๐ป I hope you know how special you are as well. โจ๏ธโจ๏ธโจ๏ธ 7: (15:08) The listener is so sweet! ๐ I'm so happy that you are highlighting the signs of a truly wonderful meaningful relationship. ๐ Not just jumping right to the spicy acts for the sake of it, but rather her really looking out for Ginger by delaying it after her panic attack, and instead just cuddling with her. ๐ฅน๐ซ But the spicy thoughts themselves also didn't feel out of place. ๐ You balanced the mix between spiciness and sweetness really well. I love these two together so much! ๐๐งก๐๐งก 8: (17:00) Damn, so it really does overwhelm her? ๐ฎโ๐จ Then this really must be linked to her passing out. Poor girl. ๐ The reason that she's doing yoga because everyone's thoughts slow down is such a deep meaningful and moving reason for it. ๐ It really adds another layer to the listener here. โฏ๏ธ At least she is able to blend other thoughts out when she's focusing, but this has to be quite exhausing. As much as the mind-reading is mostly used for lighthearted stuff in this series so far, things like hearing someone else's panic attack or going through crowded places must be a nightmare. ๐ฐ I hope she'll be alright. ๐๐ผ 9: (17:37) "You settled on my mind because it was a safe place to be?" Stooop, I can't! ๐ญ๐ THIS is one of the most beautiful compliments ever! This is so sweet, I'm gonna tear up again. ๐ฅน (Oh lol, she literally said almost the same thing afterwards ๐) 10: (19:00) Oop, there's the dom coming out in her ๐๐ ๐ Honestly Ginger is wonderful! I love everything about all of this! ๐ฅฐ YU! ๐The ending! ๐คฃ I was getting ready to let the coziness fade out a bit and then you sneak in this final sentence into this audio! This totally caught me off guard. ๐ I swear, I love your humor ๐ ------------- (A little description time to close it off) 11: - Of course it will make me feel even closer to her as the listener. ๐น๐ฉท๐ - Heavy yes, but wonderful. I'm glad you didn't scape the episode. ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ - โIf you canโt handle me at my worst, you donโt deserve me at my bestโ I mostly agree, yeah (as long as "my worst" isn't her becoming a criminal or an unremorseful cheater ๐). After all they say "For better or worse" ๐. - You really can be proud of that audio! I'm. certainly proud of you ๐๐ผ - ๐ง - Happy (very belated) lesbian awareness week! ๐ฅณ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ That's cool that you unintentionally released the first part of that series during it ๐
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