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Video ideas welcome here!! Please send me ideas, pleaseeeee!

Hi❤️ just trying to be transparent, I sat down to film a mouth sounds video and after having meningitis I’ve had some brain damage & and am struggling with some cognitive function, memory, speech & other stuff. Basically I am clearly awkward and don’t feel like myself and don’t think I really come off as myself. I can do the mouth sounds with the 3dio that you love, I just may seem “off” or awkward, and that’s the reason, so please be gentle with any snark if you’re wanting to make fun. I just want you to kinda know ahead of time what’s going on so if you watching and feel like somethings off, that’s what it is and there’s no need to speculate. It’s embarrassing to not be myself right now and feel like I’m someone else, but I think being honest with you really helps me!


With that being said, I am struggling with thinking about what to film for you other than just 3dio kisses and licking and mouth sounds stuff. What other videos do you want to see? I am drawing blanks in my mind for ideas, due to my cognitive state. I’ve tried making lists but truly my brain isn’t working & I’m having a lot of memory loss. Please don’t be worried, I just thought transparency is best and when I need help with ideas I will do what y’all suggest (as long it’s appropriate lol) so please please please drop ideas for me! Nothing it’s too simple or obvious, I just want to do what I can to make you feel happy. Y’all pledge to me every month and I want to make it feel worth it. If you just want mouth sounds every video I will do that, just tell me that’s what you want so I know!


I am okay health-wise other than this, and I have been thanking God everyday that I survived this, it was really really horrible. My physical strength is good. I get about 3-4 hours of energy before I need to rest or get a headache, but my mental ability has just been destroyed. I’ve done some research and they say it can take like 6 months to a year to get back to your normal self. I’ll be talking with my doctor in July (soonest available appt) to see what we can do to help.


Thank you for being here and showing love and support❤️ I hope my transparency brings you some understanding of the situation, just so you don’t feel like I’m scamming you or not delivering what I promised when you pledge! I will make more videos next month to make up the ones I can’t do this month if I’m not able to meet the 3-4 video monthly promise. I fear that people will think I’m failing on my promise and being a crummy person, and I’m opening this door to allow you to let you voice your desires so I can make you feel like it is worth your pledge! I will do my absolute best for you always. You all are the reason I can do this job, so you are my main priority (other than Ahsoka, Naboo and my Family of course! lol) please just don’t be upset with me, reach out if you’re unhappy and I will do what I can to make you happy❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love you all so much, more than you realize

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+1 to metalmaniac's suggestion ☝️. Also, another Star Wars facts whispering video to celebrate the Kenobi TV show would be great.

really dig your lofi up close personal attention with positive affirmations/kisses

legalizeheelhooks

I’m not very good at writing my thoughts and feelings but I just want to let you know that you’ve been there for me for years even though you don’t know me much, I’ve gone through so much change in my life going from Archie to Ellie and you have always been there to relax and send me to sleep. I just want you to know that I’m always gonna be here supporting you like you’ve supported me :) (sorry if that’s cheesy but it’s true🙂)

If you're feeling awkward, try something more scripted like reading children's stories. Inaudible whisper the books and make page turning sounds.

Don’t worry, Lauren. Making ASMR shouldn’t just be relaxing for us, but for you too. So if you need time for yourself to rest, then take it. I know your goal is too make us happy, but we want you to feel the same. ☺️ I hope you start feeling better soon! As for ideas, mouth sounds are always welcome. You have some of the best mouth sounds, so it never gets old listening to you do mouth sounds. I love when you do trigger words like “Just a little bit” “may I touch you” and “pluck”. Also repeating “scratch scratch scratch” while doing scratching hand movements is probably my favorite trigger of all. 😁

Nick Nack

I know it’s not like by a lot of people but clapping is the most tingly thing ever created. I’d pay for that trigger specifically!!!

Perhaps a video of brushing the camera and brushing the microphone at the same time. I’d love it if you made another video of slow gentle and calming affirmations. Glad you’re doing better and I hope you feel back to normal again soon!

You’re very welcome, there are sooo many words 😂 For me though it’s words with the “s,p,c,k” sounds. I think it’s the crackling/popping sounds they make maybe. Words like, pickle, scoop, picnic, tickle, stock, fetch, check. Hope they help with some inspiration 😊

Graham Knowles

Thank you Graham! ❤️ Patreon is a paid service, and it is my main income for this job, so in order to continue doing what I love the most (making ASMR) I know that y’all are my main priority and making sure everyone feels like being here is worth it matters more than anything! I wouldn’t be here without y’all supporting me❤️ Those ideas are wonderful and I’m gonna write them down to remember for when I film! If you have any other fun trigger words you like always just let me know, I’ll be sure to throw pumpernickel in there😇 and yes slow sensitive whispers with the nice AKG mics would sound really amazing especially with headphones! Thank you for the help/ideas and an extra big thank you for the kindness, always❤️ it means so much more to me than you know!

Thank you for your transparency as always Lauren, just take it easy on yourself. Your content is always great, but health is more important so be kind to you and try not to worry what others may think. That bit is difficult I know sometimes. Hopefully you’re back to 100% in no time. As for ideas I always love a slow & sensitive whisper video ear to ear? Maybe with trigger words or something? Words like pumpernickel 😂 Keep on keeping on ❤️

Graham Knowles

also my apologies if this read as some “oh woe is me” kind of post for pity, that’s not my intention, I just wanted to write out all my thoughts to be as transparent with you as possible. Because of my mental struggles I’m having hard time conveying my thoughts recently, so just saying everything that’s on my mind and being 100% transparent, I believe helps with preventing any miscommunication on my end! I don’t want to sound like a pity party at all! ~ just to clarify :)

Ahh oh my lanta I forgot about that loud AC in my apartment phase😂 that was a treacherous apartment to make ASMR in, thank you for sticking with me so long, I don’t think you realize how much it means to me when I know people truly enjoy my ASMR & like me as a human. I think as humans we all want validation, and it just makes me tear up literally right now I’m trying not to cry, knowing people can be so kind and loving to me, I feel like I never deserve it. Just thank you so so much for being a kind person to me. Those are all wonderful video ideas thank you so much for them! maybe I’ll do a try on haul of some clothes and incorporate scratching fabric sounds with it as well! All the other ideas sound perfect too! thank you for writing this. I’ll make a note of all these so I can have something to work with when I want to film! That’s my biggest issue is need help with, I feel inspired to film but my brain can’t think of any ideas right now so I can’t film when I’m just blankly staring at the camera with no clue what to do😂 a list will help. Thank you again!!! Sorry for rambling ahaha

You've worked yourself to the bone for so long, you put out like 16 videos a month at one point, maybe this is the universe telling you to slow down? We've stuck with you from crummy apartments with loud AC units to being back in your parents - if ppl don't like it they can sling their hook lol. What about: Finger fluttering, tongue clicking, lens tapping, deep breathing/guided meditation type. You hummed at the start of one of your videos and it was really soothing but idk if you've ever done it as a trigger? I like lip gloss application and try on haul videos (but ppl can be weird about those) Oh also Pokemon card openings, but that's less asmr-y

Jinx


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