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A Minor Psychotic Break Post-Heated Rivalry…

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Thoughts on the finale?

Conor O'Riordan

This alone honestly makes me wanna renew my membership and watch this show bc lord what happened 👀👀😮‍💨

Madeby STVR

Just finished episode 5. OMG!!!!😭 My heart hurts, crying and smiling and crying, so relatable in many ways, my eyes burn and headachy from my messy sobbing. So many beautiful moments, so tense & exhilarating. I was holding my breath at the end. Omg, The entire phone convo with Ilya confessing his love in russian, the coming out scene with Rose. Just wow. That ending. I want that love. 😭✨️❤️😭😭

Norberto Aguiar

Alanda, are you also still at the cottage?

Nikki

I know it’s a long shot but any way we’ll get a reaction. I understand if not but guuuurl I’d love to experience this wonderful story with you! Sending love from Plano, TX ✌🏽😁💚

Mark Lopez

😭😭😭

Alanda

"I'm coming to the cottage." ❤️

Esa

I mean I cried in the shower as if I was the gay man hockey player watching my love slip through my fingers and wanting to cling for dear life so… 🤧

Alanda

So many super beautiful super heartbreaking super electric super galvanizing moments crammed into 56 minutes! I was damn near comatose at the end!!!!!

Alanda

🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Alanda

There’s a whole other book after episode 6 and we have to waiittttt 😭😭😭😭

Alanda

I binged the entire thing this weekend. I thought it was JUST 5 episodes. And it ends like that?!! Wikipedia lied. There are more. I found myself way more invested in the relationship between Scott and Kip and that last moment blew me away.

Aaron Johnson

I just binged Heated Rivalry after seeing all the tidbits on Twitter and…. The Gays WON. Perfect mix of smut, humor, romance and drama! Can’t wait to see how everything plays out ep 6 😩

Christian Maldonado

Episode 5 is Emmy worthy

Megan Johnson

oh babe you're better than me if you only had a "minor" psychotic break😭

world of tinashe

Oh how I’d die just to see your reaction it’s SOOO good!! I never read the books but it’s been nothing but perfection 😩

Michael Matthew

Does anyone know if its ever going to be okay again after Thursday?

Nikki

this show has me in a chokehold 😭😭

chuuzus

felt! this show shouldn't be so good and it issss. I love this gay ass hockey show

maya-henri

Oh contxt I'm rom Scotland and I'm 31 - is my love life over? Xx

Mark Reynolds

I want to start but I would like to date and I'm nervous xxx

Mark Reynolds

Me - behind on Chucky - experiencing this. WHAT HAPPENED?! EDIT: so not chucky! GOT IT! I still know what I’ll be doing next. Bingeeeee (sorry for my confused, all over the place, comment 🤣)

Ana Fox

-The Russian speech and the conversation in the hotel killed my tears. - the females in the show are real ones. They are the epitome of “accept the love you deserve.” - Ilya’s face during the concussion. -The CONVERSATIONS and comfort level right now. THEY ARE SAYING FIRST NAMES! - “I’m coming to the cabin.” Girl, we are allll right there with you. And it’s psychotic that they make the show come on at midnight on a Thursday before we have to go back to our lives on Fridays. How. HOW!

Michael Brooks

i can't wait for you to react even stronger than this to interview w the vampire like

Popgoth

I just finished it and am SOBBING

Alex Barndollar

The amount of times i rewatched Shane’s talk with rose and the final scene with Scott and Kip 😭😭😭 i feel like that family guy scene where Peter is crying and clapping after a movie

Adrian Camposeco

I feel every bit of this. Just finished the episode lol

Wes

🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Alanda

🙂‍↕️

Alanda

I keep randomly thinking about it and getting all teary and then pausing to be like “BITCH PLEASE! Function!” 😭😭

Alanda

Get that free trial and lock innnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!

Alanda

It’s an adaptation that really believes in the power of a focused love story! They’re dedicated to the romance and take it very seriously 😭😭

Alanda

I haven’t even read Game Changer but show Skip CARRIED 😭

Alanda

We’ve been blessed 😭 I need to get on the “It”s fr!!!!!!!

Alanda

That episode burned me at the stake and I rose from the ashes like Daenerys mf Targaryen

Alanda

valid.

trey444u

Oh babe 😭😭😭 the agony of the yearn is where all the good drugs are unfortunately

Alanda

I will be watching at 3am in my childhood bedroom after my family has left Christmas dinner and the rest have gone to sleep I fear. It CANNOT be put off 😭😭😭

Alanda

Omg so sorry false (very real) alarm 💀💀

Alanda

heated rivalry yassss

ely

Alanda!!!! I fucking adore you, I had a very similar crash out last night after watching. So many beautiful scenes! Rose and Shane, Shane and ilya in the all start hotel room, the hospital, THE PHONE CALL, the last scene!!!!! All I can say is Jacob, Hudson, and Connor deserve all the love and awards❤️❤️❤️

Jacob Faraone

Like I am an entire grown-ass man in his FIFTIES but yo see this level of raw, queer love and storytelling on my actual screen? DESTROYED.

Oneiropolis

Girl I was SCREAMING in my bed watching it. I can't believe I have to wait for more now

kyle in the outer wilds

I literally had housemates checking in on me, I was sobbing so hard at the end. Like full ugly ass crying, an absolute emotional fucking apocalypse.

Oneiropolis

Oh man, am I gonna have to watch this now??? I keep hearing good things from literally everyone who has good taste and I'm like.... 👀

Jonah

“Okay, here I go-“ *Proceeds to cry a little more* LMAO I LOVE IT

Carly

I KNEW YOU WERE WATCHING IT BUT THIS HAS ME DYINGHSHDH YOURE SO REAL 😭😭 it took me 3hrs to finish the ep im so insufferable about my hollanov 🥹🥹 my precious babes

SANGWON'S #1 FANBOY !

i'm so happy to see my gay siblings all gathered here <3 thank you crave and canada, y'all have done ONE little thing!!

sailorkimmy

Omg I am so glad you are watching Heated Rivalry! And I am so glad I am not the only one freaking out about this show! You are amazing queen! 💜

Jesse Morales

YES. YES. YES. YEAH. YUP. I'm not normal at all. I went through every emotion and possibly discovered new ones watching that goddamn episode. I thought I was mind blown by the ending of episode 4? Jacob said watch this... I have too many favorite moments to name but I will say this, thank you to the women in that show and the creators for not making women the villain in their stories because more often than not women are the safe spaces. Thank you Canada, Thank you Texas (ig) that's where Connor is from I think, Thank you Canada, Thank you gay gods. We won! Emmys for everyone! Hudson for Nightwing!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nikki

IT;WELCOME TO DERRY

angelia blackson

THE CONJURING;THE LAST RITES ANGIE

angelia blackson

A completely valid reaction. 😂 This show is killing me with how good it is. I am going to have to watch in on repeat until Season 2 drops.

Lavender Violet

😂🩷🩷🩷

Lovepink

Okay time out! I’m about to start this show right meow! I didn’t wanna pay for another streaming service but it’s gotta be done!

RJ

I don't think I've stopped crying since I watched this episode last night 😭 This show has no right to be this good

Christopher Nicholas

Omg! I was screaming the whole episode!! I've a,ready watched it twice and I will be watching again!

Mel Ron

This show also makes me feel like I did drugs. The actors are so good! The romance, the yearning, the love ❤️ just perfect!

Iris

Episode 5 of Heated Rivalry made me SO HAPPY! KIP AND HUNTER MY BABIES!!!! 😍🥰 (Currently reading book 1 for the first time!!!)

Jarrod (JP) Pence

Between Heated Rivalry and Welcome to Derry, HBO has been making me cry my eyes out for three weeks now. Omg! I love this show sooooooo much. I need them to bring Ryan & Fabian in on Season 2. But I need more Scott and Kip. So much more.

Joshua Scott

GIIIIRL I AM A CHANGED PERSON NOW. SHANE COMING OUT, ILYA'S CONFESSION IN RUSSIAN, AND THEN FUCKING SCOTT HUNTER PULLING HIS MAN ONTO THE ICE AND SHOWING THE WHOLE WORLD THAT THIS IS HIS MAN? WE LIVE.

Simone

PLEEEEASE you’re so real!!! i watched episode 1, ******** and literally can’t watch the rest I’m too much of a gay yearner!!!! Heartstopper was too sweet for me to get through how tf you think I’m gonna handle this??? 😭

Daniel McGuinness

Live watch along for episode 6???

Liz Booker

Those people truly beat the hell outta us and we’re begging for more 😭

Alanda

They have me bound like it’s in my blood! I’ll never be free 😭😭😭

Alanda

So… I am a senior care manager on a first episode of psychosis team. I came RUNNING here after I got your Patreon email 🤣🤣

Thomas Riggs

“All I want is you. It’s always you” I was a WRECK this whole episode I had to redo my entire skincare routine after I cried it all off 😭❤️

Joel Amatore

Oh girl can't wait for the best Christmas gifts your about to give us happy holidays love ya queen

The Cinema With James

Alanda, PLEASE! LMAO!!!! I'm screaming. I completely feel you though, what an amazing show!

Amorphous

😭😭😭

Alanda

I don’t know how we’ll live when it passes and then we have to wait god knows how long for the rest 😭

Alanda

See y'all at the cottage 🥰

Klee

It’s pure uncut NARCOTIC I fear

Alanda

the fact there’s only one episode left of the season I’m ready to pass out also sooo excited for p2 and black phone 2!! ❤️

Olivia Shifferd

What are they putting in these hbo shows 😭 I haven’t caught up on any of them but everyone is in Shambles!

Hudson Hardgrave

Like foot in front of foot? Make coffee? Cook meal? WHAT DO I DO NOW?!????!

Alanda

i was crying, squealing, kicking my feet... heart palpitations throughout. where do i go from here? i guess i'll just go live a semblance of a life.

AnthoniusWillis

Honestly babes, just drop P2 and we will be fed ❤️

t h

😭🙏🏾

Alanda

Take your time and enjoy the holidays. We’ll watch it no matter what <3

Vinicius Roza

RUN DONT WALKKKK IT’S AN EMERGENCY

Alanda

😭😭😭

Alanda

I've not watched any of the movies/shows you listed. I will take your post here as warning about Heated Rivalry. I hope you find yourself in a far more calm/collected mental state. Wishing you safe travels.🤍🙏🤍

Santiago Hardy

I was weeping and jumping all over the place I would have needed a live camera crew like the Maury show to film that reaction💀

Alanda

I’ve been seeing clips all over but I haven’t actually seen it yet, this is convincing me to

Yae Miko

I’m about to catch up on SSN2. Anyways, happy holidays darling 💛 you take it easy and enjoy ☺️🇬🇧

Cameron

I literally cried so many times 💀 like I cried in the shower just thinking about it like my god 🤧

Alanda

I haven't watched this yet but I have HBO Max so my bi ass will check it out with a quickness!

Eyesick

wait stop, heated rivalry reactions would EATTT

Tyler Jones

I was taken on a journey I was in now way prepared for even though I read the books and knew exactly what happens 😭😭😭 THE POWER

Alanda

Would’ve LOVED your reaction to that show 😂😂😂

Maine

Embrace the crash out 🤌🏿🤌🏿

Steggy

P2?!? Oh I’m seated!

t h

No thats actually so real i was freaking out the whole episode and almost cried like three different times. Can't believe we have to wait another week I'm sick

Gelisa

Omg I know the feeling!!! The screams I scrumpt after watching episode 5. I'm still in recovery

Dwayne Mason


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