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Chapter 6 - 15

Added 2024-08-27 08:11:54 +0000 UTC

Well the last update was a little late, so I thought I'd give you this one a little early~! I'm not in the best place right now to stick to a hard 7-day schedule so I'll give and take where I can until I get back on track.

And speaking of back on track... we're back to the hotel bathroom floor with Judas, hungover and guilty as ever for his actions back then. We've seen him mention this to Jaxsen at least once, and maybe more to himself.... but this "I fucked up" mentality really stems, in part, from him taking out his anger and hurt out on Vance.

Some people might say that Vance deserved to get punched in the nose-- I would argue it, actually LOL -- because Judas really DID do everything for their band, and a good sibling/band mate should have stuck up for him. BUT, that doesn't mean Judas was totally innocent either. After all... he could see that Rodney was manipulating Vance. And at the of the day, Rodney did take his siblings and make "Les Lavelles" out of them.

Now Judas has to live with the little voice in the back of his head going "If only I'd listened more..." "If only I'd been willing to bend a little..." "If only I'd been less afraid of change..."

That's also part of the guilt and regret. That's also why it would be so hard for Judas to tell Fletcher what happened. "Yeah you know that favorite band of yours? That actually was my band two years ago, and I got myself kicked out of it because I hated our slimy managers guts and he hated mine. And then, I then I beat the shit out of my little brother for getting the opportunity I always wanted but wasn't ready for."

And to top it all off?

"Oh, by the way, they're asking me to come back and join the band. Guess this is goodbye now."

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