My thoughts

Hello! If your here as a new patreon welcome and if your an original thanks for sticking around I’ve gotten to know many of you from the lovely comments some of you leave .. I may not reply but I certainly read each and every single one … I thought I’d actually post something of substance here as I don’t think your all here just to have a look at my face and body but perhaps getting to know the inside of me and what I think about as well … a lot of you probably know this already about me ..I’m a christian so I often think about Jesus Christ my and our savior for some of you that may not believe it’s okay he loves you anyway.. I was dying just before and praying and what I was wondering about is If Jesus knows how much I adore and love him … I pray for forgiveness as I think of myself as a dirty sinner who try’s hard to be good but falls short daily and and I wonder. I love Jesus sooooooo much if you feel the same know your not alone I know Jesus loves you the one that’s reading this right now and I know he adores you more than you know whatever problem you’re facing will not last it’s like a storm ⛈ covering the sunshine that’s just behind the clouds ⛅️ and when the storm finally clears your going to have sunshine and rainbows 🌈 I’ll give you an example for all of you that have joined here all the money you spend on here is going all towards my medical bills and I believe your good deed will be rewarded it’s like good karma as they say.I often wonder when I finally meet Jesus what will he think of me and if he will love me (I hope he does) but I know he loves you for sure

i’m currentLY sick 🤕 but I know Jesus is aware of how long this will last and why this has happened to me but from my illness a sweetness comes bc it’s like fire burning away sin like when you put   dirty gold in the flames it comes out clean and shining so I’m grateful 

May your day be great and May you know I’m sending you hugs and love ❤️ 

You’re wonderful and perfect and okay just the way you are.

maria