I'm fired, and about my recent situation
Added 2024-04-24 06:57:49 +0000 UTCSorry guys, I haven't release mods for some time.
There is a bad news, I was fired, and no other good news yet.
Due to the anxiety, I don't have the mood and spirit for modding in the past month.
I'm tring to face the situation, and start to make mods in spare time, but I'm not sure how long the low ebb will last.
As you can see, I have been sharing mods for free, but free sharing didn't bring me enough income, to convince my family that I don't need a new job. I have considered mod payment several times, but I can never forget how I was exposed to mods in the first time, and how I enjoyed all the interesting contents freely, so I want to insist on free sharing. I was able to share for free, because I had a job to make a living, but to be honest, as a creator, with all the creative ideas in my mind, still I had to spend most of the time and spirit in my life to work for someone else is painful, and I'm afraid to go back to that kind of life.
I don't want to talk too much about my real life on internet, but this thing had a huge impact on me, also some supporters showed their warry about me due to my delay, so here I decided to talk about my recent situation. Don't worry, I still have some savings for daily spend for some time, I'm just still hazy about my future, to find a new job or live as a independed creator, this situation may last for a period of time, and may have some influence on my mod work, hope you can understand.
Comments
私は日本人ですが、あなたの作品はどれも素晴らしいものばかりです。不安や心配事もたくさんあると思いますがこれからも応援しています。
yjsnpy810
2024-04-30 13:11:43 +0000 UTCIm sorry this happened to you... i keep supporting you bc youre my favorite modder for MHR and i have been only playing with your mods since theyre so great! i wish there would be more but no matter what happens, try to focus on your mental health^^
Kaze
2024-04-27 00:05:39 +0000 UTCWhile it is painful to spend most of your time working a job and not creating mods, creating mods as a job can take the fun out of it. Just something to think about.
Indigo November
2024-04-25 23:49:58 +0000 UTCThis probably doesn't mean much but I'm sorry to hear about that. I recently went looking to re-download some of your mods and couldn't find them. I then learned of how Nexus treated you earlier this year... I couldn't find them due to them being hidden so I decided to check out the patreon page to make sure that you were still active and saw this. I'm also one for free sharing of mods but seeing how much work you put into these and how often I find myself using your mods I don't see the reason NOT to give you at least something back for your work. So please take the membership and I hope that everything works out for you soon! I mean... Who else is going to make bomb-ass armor edits for MH Wilds when it drops lol but for real, hope things turn around soon!
Golden Prince
2024-04-25 20:31:29 +0000 UTCFirst of all, I'm not good at English, so please understand. Even if the meaning is conveyed incorrectly, I hope you understand it in a positive sense. It's hard to say anything because I don't know exactly what the situation is, but you've had a hard time, and many people have been happy thanks to your hard work, so I hope you're proud of yourself. Unless you are in a situation where you urgently need to make a living, I recommend that you change your mood for a month by doing things you don't usually do or have put off. For example, new experiences such as going to the morning market, going on a trip, meeting friends, or playing a game you missed will help you feel inspired and recharged, giving you the strength to move forward again. And I know it's difficult, but I recommend waking up early. In my experience, when I'm anxious, I don't want to get up, so I stay under the covers, and the situation doesn't get better and sometimes gets worse. Finally, you are talented and know how to pursue variety and perfection. So everything will be fine from now on. I hope you don't be too anxious and stay strong.
이름 성
2024-04-25 09:28:28 +0000 UTCI'll support your works regardless of whether they're free or not. Your mods are some of my favorites. Please take care of yourself first. Keep us up to date on how things are going!
Coldaardvark
2024-04-24 15:39:03 +0000 UTCDue to using your mods for MHW and MHR. You have been one of my favorite mod creators. Also already downloaded the mod for dragon's dogma2. I am so sorry for the current situation. I wish the best for you and hope that my support helps you.
Deusion90
2024-04-24 12:10:07 +0000 UTCI don't have any games except the Monster Hunter mod so I can't use your mods. But still, I have no intention of stopping my support. I hope you find a good job. I want to say more, but I'm not that good at English, so I'm using a translator, so I'm not sure if what I'm saying right now will be conveyed properly.
zkqhdl123
2024-04-24 07:53:26 +0000 UTC你應該收費 你可以做些公開mod增加曝光吸引會員 有些設計良好的應該收費獲得 這是你應得的 Take my money
jerr5596
2024-04-24 07:04:54 +0000 UTC
