heads up
Added 2017-10-12 16:49:44 +0000 UTCjust letting patrons know i have disabled my messengers discord/telegram and wont be actively chatting......for however long until I stop feeling like shit. having a job has been a stressful change to my art routine but having to babysit my 56 year old male coworker, and go back over everything he does, FIXING it 99% of the time is infuriating. I can't leave my area because if I do he will fuck something up, or abandon his post and leave the section unsupervised. leaving people in the painting section unsupervised is fucking dumb in itself, thats how bad shit happens. nevermind the fact i am literally TRAINING this idiot, while still being trained myself. like fuck man, shit is NOT hard. NOT HARD AT ALL. but again, having to babysit someone almost twice my age is a daily thing for me. i constantly have to stop filling my own orders, to go stand over this guys shoulder and make sure he doesnt fuck up OR he will call me over and bask me shit even knowing im super busy.
to add to it ive been having problems with my personal life that i briefly mentioned before, and i likely fucked things up for myself [again] on that front. all of it and having to deal with people all evening, and a sexist manager who wont give me what i need to do my job because he'd rather talk about football to 'the guys' and i just dont wanna chat or interact with anyone.
i likely will be going dark on my twitters as well, maybe retweeting some art i like, but for the most part i just dont feel very social. its draining to put on a happy face and be nice to people, even online. so for now, im not going to bother. im here to do a job, and thats what im going to do.
