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20231231 Recent Report

My motivation basically never drops.

(This is because I intentionally control my motivation through my belief that "I make what I want to make.")


However, for the first time since the recent incident, my motivation has gone down.

The bad thing is that I don't feel motivated to do anything, not only when it comes to creation.


I talked to the doctor at the hospital and he said that this is common when you lose someone close to you....

But I am no longer depressed or sad.

I don't have any negative feelings, but I am not motivated.

I feel frustrated because of this.


That is why the production of GBH is also in a state of stagnation.

I apologize for this report at the end of the year.

Maybe I'll make something completely different...


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I have included some of the things I made when I had the urge to create.


- Shelli's combo

In the past, I used to take longer hitstops to make the movement easier to understand.

But this time I made the speed of the character a priority.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1q8XxgSBMOTxW2azpsCKl5sOWUFfRGyXf/view?usp=sharing 


- Lusy's "test" 

Lusy is testing him.

Whether his heroic willpower is real or not.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1re877rOhXpeyO4daGK7xWEd2n3Q84I-w/view?usp=sharing 

Comments

Sorry for your loss and that I was so late to notice. I hope you have been doing better since then, and wish you the best going forward!

P-1197

I hate to say it but that sounds like art block or burn out , may be a good idea to take a break and not worry too much about

geoshark12

I understand your feeling, I also lose my father last year and my grandmother this year. Wish you will be better soon.

Anonymous

The latest chapter which is incomplete is below this post, otherwise https://boko.main.jp/

waffulls

Hello, I want to ask where can I download your games

Ерасыл Рустемулы

If you don't mind me saying so, but I was thinking that maybe trying something new? Like with GBH maybe adding more into each girl fighter, like after fighting them you get to either have them take an interest into the hero, kinda like dating but less with being treated equally, just a thought to try something new that maybe might bring some motivation back.

Albatros

I hope you get out of your funk soon! I know what it's like to lose motivation for everything. Maybe try something new for a change of pace?

Goblinaro

Are save from the earthquake? Lose someone really hurt and you should take as much time as you need to get motivated again. We'll be waiting for you and be save.

Star mart

気分が乗らないのであれば、無理に制作する必要はないと思います。 私たち支援者はあなたが好きなものを好きな時に作れるように支援しているのですから、rewardについて気に病む必要はありません。 次の制作のためにリフレッシュ期間が必要であれば、そういう時にこそ私たちの支援があなたのお役に立つことを願っています。 ところで、ルシィのテストは難易度が高すぎますね。合格させる気はないように思えます(笑)

ねこだいすき

LUSY's video is awesome! It would have been nice to see a situation where the warrior fails to overcome lusy's test and spews his defeat liquid in shame.

cho dooyeon

早く良くなることを願っています。 親しい友人や他の人に遠慮せずに助けを求めてください。 皆さんのお帰りをお待ちしております!

Matthiew Herzog

Please take time off and rest. Don't worry about anything. We'd be happy with anything. Even if its old unpublished works!!

Matthiew Herzog

sounds like you are depressed. Just take some time to clear your head. staying active is key though, take it one step at a time. thanks for your great work!

Misfit

Your work is always wonderful. I hope things improve for you, I know times like these are difficult. We’re all rooting for you! I want you to be okay.

Femdom Fanatics

I'm sorry you feel that way, I hope you feel better. As for the animations, these are definitely your best work, they're so much more fluid and smooth and I'm excited to see more. Will you do a similar animation to Lusy's test but with facesitting?

A Fresher Perspective

Really sorry about what you have been experiencing. Theses things take time to heal. Hope you will feel better soon!

一ノ瀬ことみ

Don't worry, you'll be back together soon, these things take time

Harvey Lazarus

Glad you're well! Was worried about ya!

waffulls

いつも地道に努力してきたので 今は本人のことを先に考えてください. (翻訳機にして言葉がおかしくても理解してください.)

MireWildDog

We will always love your work. 💪❤️👍

Augeraj

My sympathies and condolences for your loss. I hope time helps to heal your sadness, friend.

TGR

Being alone is the most damaging thing to your mental state right now. Even if it means taking a break from creating things, you should focus on being around the people you still have. Both you and your fans will be better off in the long run. Good luck, Boko.

Heavy Blues

Really sorry about what you've been going through. Along with others, I'm more than willing to wait and see what you're able to think of next. Here's to a new year, and I wish you well, boko!

Risquè

We're here to support you on anything, if you wish to talk then don't hesitate to talk to me or anyone else, we wish you very much luck on the motivation 😊

Albatros

No problem at all man I understand. I’m still gonna be here waiting for whatever you do next and I don’t care how long it takes. Stay well friend!

WaifusKing85

*HUGS*

Servo Kamen


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