Update
Added 2022-07-25 12:03:53 +0000 UTCHello guys. I'm sorry for being so silent these past days. I have been dealing with so much heavy personal stuff. Not directly though, I had to take care of a loved one who in the end didn't make it. On top of everything some of my comics got leaked, so my hard effort and your money is worth nothing now. I feel depresed and betrayed. I'm trying to go on as nothing has happened but I just can't.
Next comic will have a 2 weeks delay. I'm very sorry about it, I wanted to create a beautiful community. But sometimes I just get messages saying that I should kill myself or that they will never pay for "porn" and I should fuck off.
I'm know I'm not the best artist, I know I'm not even a good person most of the time.
I'm trying my very best.
what a shitty month it has been.
Tomorrow I will launch the Crusade for next month.
I'm so sorry for everything.
Comments
I know I'm late to the party but, I'm so sorry you've had such a terrible month. No one deserves to have death threats lobbed at them for just trying to make a living off doing what they enjoy. In terms of the quality of your work, yours is some of the best out there, not only in terms of your personal style, but your ability to match those of other more established artist. And that's not even getting into your just absolutely killer tastes ;) Please do not apologize for anything, you're free to take as much time as you need to do what you need to do and to grieve your loss.
DevilsView
2022-07-29 06:35:45 +0000 UTCAs for your IRL issues, please take all the time you need to sort stuff out. You will do no good for yourself or anyone else if you let this stuff build up. I believe the others who said it as well, we all understand if you have things you need to take care of. We want you to be happy with what you do, not feel like it's a chore.
mamoru
2022-07-25 18:44:10 +0000 UTC"I'm know I'm not the best artist, I know I'm not even a good person most of the time." I refuse to accept that. You are an amazing artist and wonderful for the amount of your personality you share with us. I personally feel it is difficult as an artist to mimic another artist's style, and you do that in spades! I will not exaggerate in saying you are my favorite r34 artist!! I hope you know, even if you feel down and don't believe in yourself, we believe, hell I believe in you! As for people sharing your comics, I can only imagine how that hurts you. It's a gross violation of trust and I feel your pain. I hope you know that, at least most of us, we value and greatly appreciate what you do.
mamoru
2022-07-25 18:44:03 +0000 UTCSorry for everything you've been through. These people are idiots, you are a great artist and I wish you the best. Take as much time as you need for your work..
arged
2022-07-25 15:51:19 +0000 UTCAs for hate message from kooks and cranks, that's unfortunately also a fact of life on the internet. Please be aware that, since you are drawing a lot of material based on currently popular anime, a lot of those angry screamers are young teens or those who have a maturity level comparable to a young teen. The only times I experience similar pushbacks, was when I also drew something that was popular with "kids these days". It's unfortunate, but that hate is also a sign of your impact and popularity.
Madoc
2022-07-25 14:12:10 +0000 UTCThat's really tough to hear, friend. Personal loss is a tragedy regardless of your situation, and you have my sympathies. Piracy is an unfortunate fact of the internet: you can take certain precautions, but you cannot avoid it altogether. It happens to every creator sooner or later, but as some have already pointed out, the most important thing is to believe in the people who truly want to support you. Building an income off of that will take a lot of time and effort, but it can be done. Perhaps you may also reconsider how you distribute your works to your supporters? Links and downloads are really easy to share. Perhaps experiment with some other methods (and ask for some patience from your supporters in this matter)?
Madoc
2022-07-25 14:09:26 +0000 UTCSorry to hear what happened to you, your stuffs got leaked is bound to happen, I'm not saying that it *should* it's just how some people on internet be. But even then I still believe people who paid to support you will still do so despite what happened, it's so that you may continue what you're doing.(i'm broke though) People who are upset enought to send death threat over some drawings are just petty, they are just validation seeker wanting to feel better about themselves, I suggest not to give them. You're being the best version you can be. There is nothing to be sorry about. I'm wishing you all the best.
Loongball
2022-07-25 12:42:41 +0000 UTCYou don't need to apologize for anything. I'm sorry for what you've been going through, both for your lost, for dealing with the leakers, and for the shitty people who have been saying things about you. You are a very talented artist and a good person, and it's worth paying each month just to help support you!
happytimes
2022-07-25 12:41:05 +0000 UTCWhoa, I don't know where this is all coming from or how hard of a time you're having, but NEVER put yourself down like that, buddy! You're very talented. You have no idea how many people want to draw like you and admire your work.
Supah64th
2022-07-25 12:30:11 +0000 UTCDamn I'm sorry to hear that. You have my support, you're an awesome person don't give up take your time and try to rest as often as you can. I hope that you'll have a brighter day in future
zackjed
2022-07-25 12:28:44 +0000 UTC
