About the nightmare of creating more complex positions in 3D, especially using Daz, while maintaining the most realistic appearance possible of the bodies, especially in sex scenes.
Even if I still have few supporters, even if most of the thousands who come here don't stay, even if I continue to destroy myself for 12/14 hours on the PC, even if I continue to be poor, even if piracy continues to destroy our pages, I'm not here to do what most people do, which is to throw illustrations with characters that look more like contorted and deformed monsters. I need to try to do what I think you deserve and what I, as a consumer, would like to see.
I know that everyone knows their own lives and conditions, but even though I am a person with few means, for a few years now I have subscribed to a page of someone who teaches about Daz. I no longer learn anything from him, much less from his page, but I subscribe to give back all the help he has made available for free on YouTube and to encourage him to produce more so that he can help other people just as he has helped me. I support him with $5, here in Brazil that is a plate of food in a popular restaurant, but for him it is about five times less. This is just a symbolic way of saying: Hey, thanks for your work. Even for me, who is poor, that $5 will not starve me to death.
Unfortunately, 99% of the people who come and go here have no idea what 3D is. Honestly, I am fed up. After more than 5 years in 3D and about 3 years on the page, things seem increasingly difficult and thankless. What keeps me here are all my loyal supporters and I know very well who they are
I'm going to stop writing here because if I let out the bitterness that's in my chest, I might end up saying too much more than I already do.
Thank you very much my loyal supporters I keep working for you
~ BDC
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