Few little things
Added 2023-03-30 13:19:25 +0000 UTC1st) the 1st set of "Camping trip" is ready. It pretty much cuts the "story" in half, but I'll continue it on the next set as soon as I'm able. (2nd set should be ready next week)
So, expect the link in newsletter soon.
2nd) Motivation.
I have had some problems motivating myself and finding my "passion" lately. Partly it's because there have been so many deaths in family lately and I have been sick for four (4) weeks this year alone.
But also probably because I've been doing this for over 2 years (3 years? no idea..), on almost every single day that I have off from work, taking mostly only short, day-long brakes (excluding my winter and summer vacations.).
I have to try to find some kind of balance between my "relaxing time" and my "hobby time". At the moment, 90% of my free time goes to rendering and making these projects "not completely shit". It's a high bar to reach, I know.
I don't know hot to reach that "balance" yet, but at least my wife told me firm "NO!" on buying second computer. She's right of course, I would burn myself up, if I had second actual rendering machine.
So, perhaps stop stressing about reaching that magical "4 projects a month" goal and aim at 3 projects a month. I'll keep them probably pretty long in comparison to other creators (you know, 40-90 images per set). I try to stop rushing and aiming at the goal, that I myself created to myself.
Perhaps I'll get my inspiration and passion back, soon.
3rd) I have summer vacation on JUNE this year, so I will not be doing anything on June. Let's see if I can squeeze about 6 projects before I'll go to my month long vacation.
-Whitenightmare-