Welcome to my Patreon!

Hey everyone! 

first of all I wanted to say a huge thank you for all the warm welcomes I’ve had since coming back on the scene. I’d been really worried that no one would remember me, or that there wouldn’t be a place for me any more.  Just before my health stopped me making content I’d started to get a lot of abuse and to be honest I was scared of more of the same but you’ve made my first few steps back so much easier - I can‘t thank you enough for that <3

these are hard times for everyone and I’m struggling to make ends meet at the best of times. There’s no way I’ll be able to even maintain my weight let alone gain if I can‘t find a way to bring in some extra income (plus I urgently need to replace our boat which is on its last legs and to make it possible to have a space to record visuals again)  I’m starting again from scratch with none of the equipment I need to make content so it’s going to be a long journey to get back on my feet.

patreon is a way for me to be able to provide a wider range of content for anyone who would like to support me, help me get back on my feet and support my weight gain journey. Whether you watched my content years ago or have just found me now I’ve spent over 4 decades of my life with this fetish and until I can start making full videos again I have a LOT of other things I can share!

some of the things I have lined up for patreon supporters include:

- WRITING: so I‘ve been a pretty compulsive writer on and off through my life but rarely share any of it. between the ages of 16-19 I write 90 short books which had... occasional references peppered through their pages, and I wrote another 40 or so between 2002-3 in which I got a little bolder, but when I started writing  a series of fanfics for the uk to show Ashes to Ashes in 2010 I got a LOT bolder and started putting all kinds of things in while still hiding my fetish. health crap stopped me writing for years but in 2020 I started writing again, this time working on storylines with my lovely partner Luce which I then turned into  long-form fics as a spin-off series from my old A2A fics focusing on my OCs mixing with my current (and cripplingly embarrassing, it’s a long story) tv obsession. Because I was never intending to share the, beyond the two of is I let myself be free with what I wrote and therefore they are stuffed to the brim (pun intended) with references to gas, overeating, weight gain etc and I have so many chunks and chapters I can share here! As time goes by I’ll be doing more original writing and maybe even requests/commissions if you enjoy it 💙

- ART:  I’m an artist by day and my real focus is on photo-realism but over the last year I’ve started to push myself out of my comfort zone more and more and been trying to loosen up and work more sketchily with fewer references. I’ve ended up drawing a lot of illustrations for my fics and since I have my favourite OC all the same fetishes as I have that means I end up drawing her in states of stuffedness a lot! So I have some illustrations I can share but I’m hoping this will push me to keep drawing new ones and improving, plus other kink art in general 💙

- PHOTOS: at the moment I can‘t get visuals very easily, the boat is chronically cramped and dark, I have no space and I have no clothes/wigs. When I do sneak an occasional one I’ll be sharing it here first, and I have a bunch of old photos, a lot unseen, that I can share too 💙

- SOUNDS: at the moment I’m all about sounds! The one thing I have is a little mic which seems pretty good for recording belly noises, speech, burps and farts. I already gave a little collection of clips to start sharing and if I’m able to get enough supporters I’m planning to start sharing all long-form audios on here rather than just selling through kinkbomb. Plus I gave lists upon lists of ideas for recording  to make including feeder encouragement, role plays, gas experiments and soooo many more 💙

- EXPERIENCES: Something I’ve wanted to do for years is to write what I can only really call my ’fetish memoirs’. I have hundreds of kink-related memories and experiences I’d love to share in the most descriptive way possible and I’m planning on doing just that 💙

- MY CURRENT WEIGHT GAIN & DIGESTION JOURNEY: I’m going to keep a daily record of what I eat, how many calories approx that works out to and al, the digestive issues I have during any given day! I’m hoping to make this a daily digest (ha ha) thing during week days with a catch up on Mondays after the weekend plus a catch up the next day through any days I miss from time/illness/internet issues 💙

these are just a few of the things I’ll be sharing with you in the near future - I look forward to the journey ahead! 😊💙