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[ANIMATION] NNI

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Hey, it's me, the most inconsistent artist on the internet. I'm back. Again.

I had a lot to take care of. The holidays kinda sucked for me. Normally I love Christmas, but I was a pretty big Grinch this time around. I won't drone on and on about all the nonsense I had to do. I will say though, that every time I would say something like "I was really busy," it's because a ton of people in my life would always ask me for things. I finally just kinda... got fed up, and timed it one week. It came out to over 30 hours spent doing favors for other people, getting lunch, doing dinner, across six days out of the week. That's almost a full time fucking job, for Christ's sake. Oops, I'm droning on and on. Anyways, for their crimes, I imprisoned all of my friends and family inside the Prism. Now, instead of constantly bothering me, they can look forward to spending an eternity inside the Prism. Nah, I just told them to fuck off and now leave my phone on silent for the work week.

I hope y'all had some good holidays, though.

I wasn't entirely idle or indisposed, I had started a bunch of different things. I've got like... six or seven unfinished things right now. Which is pretty normal for me, if I start getting frazzled, I start starting things and then not finishing them. So, I'll try and go back and finish those. Which... that sounds familiar. Haven't I said that before...?

Normally, I like to talk about the project, but I kind of... don't remember doing this one already, even though, at the time of this writing, I had just finished it an hour ago. I dunno, I can't think of anything new I tried. Trying to emulate a style? I feel like I've done that before. Colored lines? I guess, but it wasn't too bad. I did paint the background, and it doesn't look awful. I'm getting more comfortable and confident with painting. That's pretty cool. I've mostly been trying to find my spark again. Every project I've done recently (which, at my rate, is the past six months to a year) has felt kind of the same. But when I go back in my mind, to the parts of my mind that haven't been eaten by the worms, I remember some of the older ones and how they made me feel. And I actually remember doing them. I honestly don't really remember doing this one. Even though, I think it looks alright. I'll keep thinking on it.

Anyways, that's all I have to say. I'm gonna be thinking up more projects that get me to have more things to say about them. Sorry for the wait. Ooh, that's like my catchphrase now. I'm gonna be focusing on getting way more progress done on things, from now on

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Comments

That's kinda realistic, but that's a tight deadline

SmokerSasha

Tbf his own story was his own who asked but it’s nice to see even dirty animators open up their feelings

Androo Gnoix

Post-Valentines probably

Androo Gnoix

I understand my opinion wasn’t asked for so I’ll take any “who asked”. But I have family members i can’t stand, to the point the only way I even manage to live with them is to actively avoid them and not think about them. By my standards of morality and decency they are objectively the worst person I’ve ever met. It hurts, not what they do to me personally. For all their venom and hatred and pain they cause my family on an almost daily basis, I could rip them apart with words alone. Ignoring I could do the same physically. But what they do to others, the people who are responsibly for everything they have. They say they don’t care and say they want to leave while continuing to feed off the backs of those same people. It’s horrible to have family who take advantage. You can never know the nuance and history so I wouldn’t even try to advice. Save for one thing. Do what’s best for you dude. Family are owed a lot but the well of forgiveness shouldn’t be infinite.

Cunnilinguist

Just glad to see you're still at it. Don't be too down on yourself about it, this was a busy time for most people.

Robot Overlord

Went over for work away for 6 weeks. I forgot how tiring it is being around people, living alone for years now. Having to coordinate food with other likes/dislikes, time pressures, waking up in civilised times... Christmas is a difficult sacrifice. Glad to have ya back around and see you around Easter, I guess?

SmokerSasha

Good to see your patience of people bossing you around in private life and on patreon lol. Do you mind if I “boss” you around some more with that in mind?

Androo Gnoix


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