New Rain Content! Wait... isn't she too lazy to make content?
Added 2022-08-11 02:33:51 +0000 UTCTLDR Rain has issues, but is getting fatter and fixing things.
Hey everyone! I feel like I say this a lot... but sorry for mostly disappearing! I will respond to every single one of you and give you all the respect you deserve for supporting a lazy fatty like me!
Heat, tech issues, and in general adjusting to my body after some medical stuff which I had thought was good and turned out to well.... be more complex that I thought has left me exhausted. I am better, getting stronger and fatter everyday!
Gaining is now back on track! I will be honest... I lost a bit of weight when I was sick which killed all my motivation to make content, I felt embarrassed, I felt scared that people would look down on me, I felt alone, as most people would love if it their body started to drop weight all of a sudden but for me it was a nightmare. I worked so hard to get as fat as I was and for the first time in my entire life I felt confident.
Me! Rain! I felt confident! I've never been a confident girl, In real life I'm the quiet girl playing switch in the corner who will ignore you, not because I don't want to talk, but because I don't have the confidence to. With my gain I was actually feeling pretty, feeling like I liked how I looked, and the bigger I got the more my confidence started to swell! With the weight loss... I was regressing, I felt like I was losing all this and with my confidence on a downward swing I didn't even have the power to respond to half of you.
Even hanging out with people who I consider good friends was grating on me as I felt so down. This is obviously something I need to work on, and I need to communicate with you guys better, but I can say it is 100% because of the funds from this Patreon that I have been stock piling constant snacks and have been gaining everything back! I guess a lot of the loss was water weight, but a decent amount was not. I am still not 100% yet, I still feel a bit worried I just don't look fat enough but I know I look a lot bigger than I did a few months ago.
For my own mental health I am not checking the scale for a bit, but I did until I confirmed I was steadily gaining again! So I am sorry I can't provide numbers right now, but I hope seeing me up a lot from my last set, and my progress I will make the rest of the year will help!
So, basically, I am working on myself, I am eating more than I ever have. I am chugging boost and heavy cream before bed, I am having family sized bags of chips for snacks and have been having brunch style meals for breakfast ^^ So I am feeling much better both mentally and physically.
So please enjoy my pictures, and videos, I have more to post as soon as I post this! Also there is an alternate version, my camera turned off... no clue why... But it just kinda cut off! I didn't want to waste belly play so I still posted it!
If anyone does want to talk to me, my Discord is Rain 1587 Feel free to message me!
Comments
Your feeling are totally understandable and valid. Speaking as someone who enjoys your content, a large part of the reason I enjoy it isn't because of your weight or anything, but because it's fun listening to your excitement at things and how much it's clear you genuinely enjoy your fat and gain and streaming and everything. You are much more than your weight. I wish you all the best with your weight gain fight Rain!! 😊👍💗(Try not to get too winded lol 😉)
Jacob Harding
2022-08-13 23:22:35 +0000 UTCYour amazing, thank you. It's still hard when I feel like my worth as a content creator is tied to my weight. I'm so happy to know that I still have some support while fighting to gain!
Rainy Day Glutton
2022-08-13 22:51:20 +0000 UTCSuper massive and beautiful pictures :3
Jotaro
2022-08-13 22:45:12 +0000 UTCI'm just glad to hear you're okay Rain 😊 In regards to the weight loss, look at it like this: those missing pounds just went looking for some friends to bring back! 😉 Seriously though, we would never abandon you because you lost weight, especially when it was outside your control. We love your sweet cinnamon roll personality and (like your belly) we're with you through thick and thin! 🤗 *tries to give hug but is absorbed by fat*
Jacob Harding
2022-08-12 04:23:19 +0000 UTCThank you ^^ My weight is such an important thing to me, I'm glad I'm able to share it with you all, and I am really looking forward to having you all see me get massive ^^
Rainy Day Glutton
2022-08-11 13:46:47 +0000 UTCI wasn't even planning to type all this as I've tried to mostly keep all this to myself, but when trying to make excuses for lack of content again I just couldn't, so it was nice to say everything for once ^^
Rainy Day Glutton
2022-08-11 13:45:46 +0000 UTCIf there was somehow any doubt, you're still very cute and very fat Rain! I'm so happy that you are feeling better and getting your confidence back, you deserve it!
Gold Experience
2022-08-11 13:36:24 +0000 UTCYou already know how amazing I think you are Rain, but I'm glad to see you were able to lay out all of your thoughts here. Just glad your health is good and you are feeling better about who you are too. You know I'll be Discording you ;)
Olie
2022-08-11 09:21:29 +0000 UTCYour amazing, thank you so much. I worked so hard to rapidly gain to hide that I had ever lost any weight at all, but I really should have been honest that I am human and had human issues, but it's not something that I can't fix in time ^^
Rainy Day Glutton
2022-08-11 02:50:04 +0000 UTCHey Rain, it's really nice to see you so enthusiastic about your return! I get that it can be hard to feel good about yourself sometimes, but we're all here to support you no matter what 🙏
thebigO
2022-08-11 02:46:53 +0000 UTC
